Kate's 2016 Chastity Diary

Discussion in 'Chastity and orgasm denial' started by Kate Medova, Jan 2, 2016.

Random Thread
  1. Colleen1986
    Offline

    Colleen1986 Long term member

    Joined:
    Nov 3, 2015
    Messages:
    483
    Likes Received:
    369
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Maryland, USA
    Local Time:
    12:55 AM
    Me too.
     
  2. Jessica Alexander
    Offline

    Jessica Alexander Trans woman not a mistress or Dom

    Joined:
    Jan 26, 2016
    Messages:
    2,252
    Likes Received:
    4,571
    Trophy Points:
    143
    Gender:
    Female
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Houston
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Why dont you try mailing yourself the keys? You can even do slow UPS ground. I tell you, there is nothing to compare to the feeling that you cant unlock yourself for a few days. Make it so you have to sign for the letter so that it's even more of a challenge to receive!
     
  3. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Thank you. It's a great idea and I have thought about it. But...see post below :(
     
  4. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Sunday 31 January 2016

    So...A bit of a change and a confession (or two).

    I had an orgasm on Saturday 30 January. I was dressed up like this (to take photo's for someone...and because I'm a tart).

    ST - 4.jpg

    And I got myself a little excited and pushed myself over the edge to an orgasm. I kind of justified it by convincing myself I was just brining Sunday's forward a few hours and that would be it.

    However! I also had an orgasm today (Sunday 31 January 2016). So orgasm 5 and 6 for 2016.

    I'm kind of feeling relaxed (well, I would - wouldn't I?) about the whole thing. I'm not sure if I'm going to continue (restart?) the chastity thing right now. I really feel I need a relationship to make it work. It's just not fun in the long run on my own. Plus I have a bit of an issue (non-chastity device related) with a retractile testicle. It flares up every now and again and now is one of those times. It makes wearing a device more than a little uncomfortable.

    I'm taking a bit time to think this through a bit more.

    Thanks to all that offered encouragement. Especially @suzy maid.

    K.x
     
    suzy maid likes this.
  5. suzy maid
    Offline

    suzy maid Member

    Joined:
    Jan 24, 2010
    Messages:
    123
    Likes Received:
    836
    Trophy Points:
    103
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    England
    Home Page:
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Oh baby. It all goes to show that, underneath it all, is hidden a man and all men are doomed to fail and disappoint.

    These devices are difficult to wear. I currently have he darkest bruise across my cock from the skin getting somehow trapped between the rings of my device.

    But don't give up. If it were easy it wouldn't be worth doing. Set yourself an achievable goal and try and fail again.

    BTW. your photo is so hot.

    Suzy x
     
    Kate Medova likes this.
  6. Colleen1986
    Offline

    Colleen1986 Long term member

    Joined:
    Nov 3, 2015
    Messages:
    483
    Likes Received:
    369
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Maryland, USA
    Local Time:
    12:55 AM
    Kate Medova Hang in there sweetie. We have all gone through rough patches and as suzy maid said, "If it were easy it wouldn't be worth doing." We are all pulling for you not to "pull" yourself. ;) Hugs.
     
    Kate Medova likes this.
  7. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Thank you for the encouragement. I've managed to keep my hands off today...
     
    Colleen1986 likes this.
  8. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Sunday 07 February 2016

    Nothing much to report. I haven't been completely chaste the past week but I haven't been wanking non-stop either. I need to take the break to sort a little issue out. Hope to be back into this - and long term locked - in a week or so.

    K.x
     
  9. suzy maid
    Offline

    suzy maid Member

    Joined:
    Jan 24, 2010
    Messages:
    123
    Likes Received:
    836
    Trophy Points:
    103
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    England
    Home Page:
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM

    good luck with your issue.
    x
     
  10. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Thanks @suzy maid. Should be all good in a week or so.
     
  11. Colleen1986
    Offline

    Colleen1986 Long term member

    Joined:
    Nov 3, 2015
    Messages:
    483
    Likes Received:
    369
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Maryland, USA
    Local Time:
    12:55 AM
  12. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Sunday 14 February 2016

    After a week of being good (i.e. since 7th Feb) I slipped up a little yesterday. Some new toys arrived on Saturday and I had to give them a trial run and one thing led to another. And as today is Valentines day I gave myself a little treat with two toy assisted orgasms.

    The better news is I am now safely locked in my HTv2 and hope this to be a trial run towards long term wear.

    So after a couple of weeks 'off' I am hoping I can stay chaste and locked.

    K.x
     
  13. Colleen1986
    Offline

    Colleen1986 Long term member

    Joined:
    Nov 3, 2015
    Messages:
    483
    Likes Received:
    369
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Maryland, USA
    Local Time:
    12:55 AM
    Go gurl! Good luck with the long term wear!
     
  14. retford
    Offline

    retford Member

    Joined:
    Jul 7, 2013
    Messages:
    10
    Likes Received:
    25
    Trophy Points:
    13
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Shropshire.
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    I feel your pain I am 44 and could easily spend the day wanking.Browsing porn while locked is a whole new ball game.
     
  15. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Indeed it is. But isn't it wonderful?
     
  16. retford
    Offline

    retford Member

    Joined:
    Jul 7, 2013
    Messages:
    10
    Likes Received:
    25
    Trophy Points:
    13
    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Shropshire.
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
  17. Halm
    Offline

    Halm Active member

    Joined:
    Jan 11, 2016
    Messages:
    51
    Likes Received:
    90
    Trophy Points:
    18
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    IT professional
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    New Zealand
    Local Time:
    5:55 PM
    Hey, I feel your pain. I've been trying for months to get my wife to lock me up long term. It's working out finally. There's been a few hiccups, mostly her being worried that I'm being physically wounded. But I'm getting used to the CB and I'm now on my second week and I'm over the moon. On a side note the CB makes me look like I have a pretty long hard on full time. I've gotten some looks from some creepy guys that was uncomfortable, but otherwise I'm super happy and I'm getting to the point where I may be locked up for months. Who knows though as we have not set dates for ourselves.

    I hope you much luck in locking yourself long term.

    PS although I'm not really into the transvestite thing I find your photo session pic really hot. Great job!
     
    Kate Medova likes this.
  18. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Sunday 21 February 2016

    Well - I managed to go the whole week again. I am also getting used to being locked most of the time. I wore the HT2 most of Friday. Had to take it off in the early hours of Saturday to get back to sleep due to an uncomfortable night erection. Put it back on after my shower on Saturday and wore it all day. Then I managed to sleep in it most of last night. It still woke me a couple of times due to discomfort.

    So this morning. After a bit of an online tease session (thank you Tumblr) I thought I'd use my toys. I'm hoping to get to the stage where I can 'sissygasm'. Not sure I like the phrase but it's in common(?) use on the net. I didn't get there but there was some pronounced leakage. Which actually felt really nice in itself. The other problem was, despite being what I thought was scrupulously clean, it was a bit of a messy affair. Sorry - I hope you've all had your breakfast!

    So after a quick shower it was back to the good old fashioned leisurely wank.

    Staying out of chastity most of today to give my body a bit of a rest. I'll probably lock tonight or in the morning so I am sure of a good nights sleep. I'll still be sure to be a good girl...

    Kate
     
  19. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Sunday 28 February 2016

    Writing this on Monday 29 February. Sunday came and went. I didn't. Come that is. I didn't plan to go without but the day moved on, I was busy and towards the end I thought - I'm going for it. So I am now in uncharted waters. For me.

    If you have read the first post, you will know that my 'rules' are Sunday's only. That means my next opportunity is 07 March. If you've read any posts in between, you will know that I went off course a couple of times. I'm making no guarantees to myself yet!

    I've also increased my device wear time significantly. I've slept in the HT2 without too much difficulty three times this week. I still take it off daily for showering and cleaning the device.

    I think I am almost at the point where I would be comfortable in making a long term chastity commitment to someone, knowing that my body can handle it. Whether my mind can is an issue that needs to be further tested.

    Kate
     
  20. Subeva74
    Offline

    Subeva74 Active member

    Joined:
    Feb 27, 2014
    Messages:
    127
    Likes Received:
    96
    Trophy Points:
    28
    Gender:
    Female
    Occupation:
    IT
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Netherlands
    Local Time:
    5:55 AM
    How did last week go ?
     
  21. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Sunday 06 March 2016
     
  22. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Sorry - empty post above. I can't delete it now.

    Update Sunday 06 March 2016

    Seems strange writing this on Thursday 10 March but it's good CM is back online after that little downtime.

    I went through to Sunday 06 March. So a full two weeks without orgasm. That is the longest in my sexually active life. It actually wasn't that difficult. I think my body was adjusting. I can't say the orgasm on Sunday was anything special. Nice but nothing out of the ordinary.

    The HT2 is pretty much attached these days. I still remove it for a full clean every day. Leaving it off for an hour or two. Sleeping in it is now fine. I am still looking for a device I can wear straight through for a week without removal.

    Having a week off this week and will get back into chastity on 13 March.

    K.x
     
    Halm likes this.
  23. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    Update Saturday 16 April 2016

    I guess I've been a bit of a lazy tart and not updated this thread for a while. Partly because I've been very busy and partly because there isn't much to report. I've been mostly good and have gone at least a week between orgasms.

    I've ordered a semi-custom device from Steelworxx that should enable long term wear. The HT2 is still coming off every day for a clean. We'll see where that takes me.

    K.x
     
  24. Halm
    Offline

    Halm Active member

    Joined:
    Jan 11, 2016
    Messages:
    51
    Likes Received:
    90
    Trophy Points:
    18
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    IT professional
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    New Zealand
    Local Time:
    5:55 PM
    I hear you on the cleaning issue Kate. I've gone to a stainless steel device that's very much open and I've found it to be so much better cleaning wise. Also now I'm not worried about moisture accumulating and causing problems like in the plastic devices additionally there's no more worries about the cage cracking -ouchies! Which device are you getting from Steelworxx? I love their stuff, they're such artisans.
     
  25. Kate Medova
    Offline

    Kate Medova (not really)

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2016
    Messages:
    205
    Likes Received:
    393
    Trophy Points:
    73
    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Professional / Semi-retired
    Local Time:
    4:55 AM
    I've ordered a CB-Zero. I liked the look of the Steelheart 2 but it's not an open design and it would be more difficult to keep clean. Now I just have to wait...
     
  1. This site uses cookies to help personalise content, tailor your experience and to keep you logged in if you register.
    By continuing to use this site, you are consenting to our use of cookies.
    Dismiss Notice