Nonzense
Thank you Mistress J, my valued reader and obviously a fellow insomniac. Your comparison has made me think further...
I do not feel the release has extinguished my candle nor that my feelings are solely dependent on longer periods of chastity. Dominance and control fulfill my submissive nature and respark my feelings, chastity is simply a tool.
My concern is Duchess, and how she is thinking/feeling about her 'journey'. Whilst she may say that I am not one for expressing my feelings readily, she has no problems communicating her emotions. But, as for her motives, her viewpoint and analysis - she is your average bleeding stone. Thus the value of a journal is realised, hopefully offering insight for the reader and reflective analysis for the author.
Alas, Duchess has less time for such reflection than I and she is less keen/confident about posting. So I over-analyse the responses I do get. The release was a big response, as it is a change to the one plan/structure/foundation that we have been following. My worry is that this change may indicate a limit. Maybe my submissive has to return to the playbox/closet only to emerge for the roleplay that may punctuate an otherwise vanilla lifestyle. If so then so be it, rather roleplay than nothing, rather vanilla than no relationship.
But that would be like drinking squash when there's juice in the fridge.
Anyway, ...back to bed! :cat:
Thank you Mistress J, my valued reader and obviously a fellow insomniac. Your comparison has made me think further...
I do not feel the release has extinguished my candle nor that my feelings are solely dependent on longer periods of chastity. Dominance and control fulfill my submissive nature and respark my feelings, chastity is simply a tool.
My concern is Duchess, and how she is thinking/feeling about her 'journey'. Whilst she may say that I am not one for expressing my feelings readily, she has no problems communicating her emotions. But, as for her motives, her viewpoint and analysis - she is your average bleeding stone. Thus the value of a journal is realised, hopefully offering insight for the reader and reflective analysis for the author.
Alas, Duchess has less time for such reflection than I and she is less keen/confident about posting. So I over-analyse the responses I do get. The release was a big response, as it is a change to the one plan/structure/foundation that we have been following. My worry is that this change may indicate a limit. Maybe my submissive has to return to the playbox/closet only to emerge for the roleplay that may punctuate an otherwise vanilla lifestyle. If so then so be it, rather roleplay than nothing, rather vanilla than no relationship.
But that would be like drinking squash when there's juice in the fridge.
Anyway, ...back to bed! :cat: