Hi everyone. I used to have an account here over a decade ago, I don't remember the user name anymore unfortunately. I've been engaging in chastity and crossdressing since my early relationships as soon as I was of legal age. I got my sexual reassignment surgery in 2016, and the biggest thing I've missed since then is engaging in Chastity. It was so much easier with a penis. Chastity had been a way I delt with my sexual desire, which felt wrong to me, since it was so masculine and male. I hated orgasming and much more enjoyed the state of being horny. I was almost always locked, and went about 2 months without removal / release once. After surgery It seemed like Chastity was a kink of the past for me. However, it's still the only kind of erotica I read. This last year I had a relationship in which I started exploring Chastity again. I got a cheap belt from ebay and one from FancySteel but I;ve not been impressed with either of them. Not like my Mature Metal I had before I had surgery. That relationship is over, but it has ignited a long dormant desire to be locked up. I know many people seem to wear them for shorter stints, but for me the attraction is the 24/7 wear. I know it's different now, and my orgasms overall are much more mild than they were on estrogen before surgery. I guess I'm going to start saving for a Neosteel belt, since that seems to be the top of the line. I sent a message to Carrera, but haven't heard back. Anyway. Looking to connect with other woman and trans girls especially. One day maybe find a belt that works for 24/7, and a keyholder. <3
Have to admit: the line "it (chastity) was so much easier with a penis" already entertained me the entire morning... (not meant bad, i simply love giggling way too much), oh and of course: welcome back!