Chastity changed me!

I walked in on my fiance years ago (ex now) cheating on me with a black guy. She was moaning like I have never heard before, eyes rolled back in her head, and the bed was soaked. It was eye opening. This guy was huge. She left me for him. I cried while jerking off it really shocked me. I never knew BBC was that big and it could do that. I was innocent and never really watched porn.


Of course, afterwards this changed me. I got hooked on IR porn. I dated afterwards but became nervous about sex. I was afraid to be disappointing in bed. After a while I found a mistress in my area online. I saw her and thought of her as a therapist. She was understanding and eventually talked me into a chastity. At that time, I was jerking off so much my dick had scabs and cuts on it. I agreed and trusted her.


Chastity was so hard at first. It was painful. I continued to see my mistress and talked about it. She pegged me and I really did not like at all. It too was painful but trips and trips later she continued. After 30 days in chastity without cumming she pegged me and I started moaning as it began to feel good. I felt like I could cum and was twitching but she stopped right there. She made me beg her to continue fucking me. I did! She fucked me till I had my first sissygasm. It was another life changing moment. I squirted so hard then just laid in it after she finished.


After cumming my mind raced with guilty thoughts but she said i needed to continue wearing it. I never complained about getting pegged again. I spent so much time with her for a year. We would go to swinger parties and I ate BBC cum for the first time. I worshiped her feet. Chastity made me so sensual and I loved massaging her feet and sucking her toes. The BBC came on her foot and I licked it off! She made me fall in love with BBC cum.


Now she has moved and I only see her rarely. My cage is removed and I am totally soft and limp now . Single and looking for my future hotwife.