Recent content by joseeke

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    Emlalock Requirement Link

    Hi all, I have been self locking for years now. However recently i was locked as a dare using the chastikey app. I loved the experience, and now took the risk of signing up for a session on emlalock. For this session i have to fulfill 3 requirement links. If someone is willing to help me out...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    Ok, as most already will have noticed i failed on day 30. I was suffering from a bit of a depressive feeling and could not manage myself to hold out any longer. Still i am proud of my achievement, since it was the longest time i was ever denied and that only on self control. After this...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    DAY 28: I was a bit down today and i couldn't resist the blue balls anymore so i decided to have a ruined orgasm. It took me less then 3 minutes and didn't have more pleasure then the couple of strokes on my cock. And what came dribbling out must have been the biggest load of sperm i have ever...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    DAY 27: not much going on last couple of days. Looks like i mentally accepted the no orgasm thing, but instead of my mind my body is protesting now. Blue balls all the way :Locker:
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    Foreskin chastity lock

    Hello, i wonder if there are chastity devices out there who lock by clamping onto the foreskin?
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    Yea, but as a student i cannot afford such expenses. And as i see it now self denial and not using a chastity device is the ultimate test. DAY 25: WOOT i am over halfway:Locker::Locker: Last couple of days went quite ok, i had less horny moments then before. But the horny moments where more...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    day 21: Wow 3 weeks done and still not a single drop of cum left my penis. This really breaks my old 3 weeks record in which i had some ruined orgasms. Last weekend everything went fine, didn't have much trouble with denying myself. But on Sunday evening i watched the movie 40 days and 40...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    Thanks for the support, it really keeps me going:Locker: Day 18: Yesterday was a really busy day, it was great to have a day where i didn't think about sex all the time. Today i had my usual morning frustration (waking up with a hard erection and not allowed to touch it:Locker:) And now i will...
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    Lancelot

    Since u are from holland, i would go to this forum: http://www.ignisbdsm.nl/forum/ u can find some happy lancelot users there.
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    Thanks for the support packie. Without this website i would already have failed this quest. That's why i started this blog, this way i am not only disappointing myself if i fail but i also disappoint everyone who is reading this blog. About the fact i should find the right fit, i just think the...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    DAY 16: Couldn't sleep last night so i pulled myself out of my chastity belt (damn that was too easy) i guess the CB6k is not really the right choice for me. This morning i was soo totaly horny, i couldn't function normally, but still no orgasm for me:Locker: So i looked for some method to get...
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    My 46 days without orgasm

    Day 15: Still holding on, yesterday my self control was getting really weak so i had to lock myself back into my chastity belt. Although it's quite easy to get myself unlocked again, but it at least prevents me from the impulsive behavior to touch my cock all the time. I am almost reaching my...
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    Any suggestions for High Bandwidth web hosting

    Some reviews: http://www.webhostingstuff.com/review/ChimeHost.html http://www.web-hosting-top.com/web-hosting/web-hosting-top.chimehost.com-reviews Unlimited bandwidth, there is always a catch remember that! reading some info about the hosting: Although they are not limiting your bandwidth...
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    Lenten Abstainance

    glad i am not multireligious or i would have to be chaste for the entire year, another great idea would be following; if u decide to be chaste for a while lookup which religions have their lent right now and stay chaste until the end of that lent period. too bad u gave up, only farlo, victoria...
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    No lock,just self control.

    Good luck sissycuckold, i still remember my first week i denied myself about a year ago. It was a unique experience and i was horny all the time, but the main thing to remember, don't give up.