1. Introduction
My wife and I are a middle-aged couple from middle America. We have been life partners and best friends since our early twenties, and we have led a successful marriage that has produced two beautiful children, now adults. In most ways, we are a conventional couple. However, there is one major exception. Over the past two years, our relationship has evolved to where I am essentially my wife’s sex slave.
I have worn a custom-built stainless steel chastity device virtually twenty-four hours a day for the past year. I am expected to pleasure my wife regularly using my tongue, lips, and hands. Our love making consists primarily of my performing cunnilingus and analingus on her, as well as providing her endless foot, leg, and back massages. In exchange, she will often play with my testicles, usually as a means for ensuring my enthusiasm while I am servicing her. She also has taken to conducting an extended teasing session once a month after she unlocks me to shave my genitals. I have only received a few orgasms during the past two years. They depend entirely on my wife’s whims, according to how generous she is feeling and how well she thinks I have been behaving. On more than one occasion, she has informed me that I had been close to earning an orgasm but blew it because I acted like a jerk about something. I suspect she rations my orgasms to maintain my frustration and avoid a decline in my performance.
About a year ago, my wife presented me a six-month chastity contract and asked me to sign it. Once that contract expired, she presented me a second contract that extended my chastity for several more months. Although I technically had the choice of whether or not to sign the contracts, she made it clear that my signature would greatly improve my chances of having sex with her during the next few months.
Having recently returned from a long overseas trip, we are on sort of a hiatus while she prepares a new six-month contract to begin July 1. She is confident I will sign the new contract although it will include a substantial punishment for an unauthorized orgasm I confessed to her last week, two months after the fact. She said that once I see the contract and read what the alternative to signing it is, I will want to sign it. She also advised me that it would be wise for me to wear my chastity device this week while waiting for the contract.
Most importantly, she has informed me that she wants to keep me in chastity on a permanent basis for the rest of our marriage. She will continue to write new six-month contracts, but only because that will give her an opportunity to revise our chastity agreement on a regular basis as new issues invariably arise. When I expressed some concern about permanent chastity, she advised me that I will be happiest once I learn to concentrate entirely on her pleasure, expect nothing, and content myself with whatever morsels she may choose to toss my way. Yikes!
I am simultaneously excited and scared to death. Being enslaved by a beautiful woman has been a lifelong fantasy for me, but I expect the reality of living in permanent chastity for the rest of my life will be extremely challenging at times, unlike in the fantasy. I love my wife very much, and I know this is very important to her. Deep in my heart, I know I will end up accepting her terms without a struggle.
A year ago, I started a journal on this forum, but I soon had to discontinue it because of a crisis at work. Now I want to begin keeping a journal again as a way of processing the profound changes that are occurring in my relationship with my wife. I also think my experiences of the past two years may be instructive to those interested in how a fantasy of enforced chastity could evolve into a hard reality once the key holder begins to appreciate the advantages it offers her.
In the next few days, I plan to start recounting some of the events of the past two years while also documenting those events yet to come. I look forward to any advice readers may have to offer as I attempt to deal with my situation.
Sesla
My wife and I are a middle-aged couple from middle America. We have been life partners and best friends since our early twenties, and we have led a successful marriage that has produced two beautiful children, now adults. In most ways, we are a conventional couple. However, there is one major exception. Over the past two years, our relationship has evolved to where I am essentially my wife’s sex slave.
I have worn a custom-built stainless steel chastity device virtually twenty-four hours a day for the past year. I am expected to pleasure my wife regularly using my tongue, lips, and hands. Our love making consists primarily of my performing cunnilingus and analingus on her, as well as providing her endless foot, leg, and back massages. In exchange, she will often play with my testicles, usually as a means for ensuring my enthusiasm while I am servicing her. She also has taken to conducting an extended teasing session once a month after she unlocks me to shave my genitals. I have only received a few orgasms during the past two years. They depend entirely on my wife’s whims, according to how generous she is feeling and how well she thinks I have been behaving. On more than one occasion, she has informed me that I had been close to earning an orgasm but blew it because I acted like a jerk about something. I suspect she rations my orgasms to maintain my frustration and avoid a decline in my performance.
About a year ago, my wife presented me a six-month chastity contract and asked me to sign it. Once that contract expired, she presented me a second contract that extended my chastity for several more months. Although I technically had the choice of whether or not to sign the contracts, she made it clear that my signature would greatly improve my chances of having sex with her during the next few months.
Having recently returned from a long overseas trip, we are on sort of a hiatus while she prepares a new six-month contract to begin July 1. She is confident I will sign the new contract although it will include a substantial punishment for an unauthorized orgasm I confessed to her last week, two months after the fact. She said that once I see the contract and read what the alternative to signing it is, I will want to sign it. She also advised me that it would be wise for me to wear my chastity device this week while waiting for the contract.
Most importantly, she has informed me that she wants to keep me in chastity on a permanent basis for the rest of our marriage. She will continue to write new six-month contracts, but only because that will give her an opportunity to revise our chastity agreement on a regular basis as new issues invariably arise. When I expressed some concern about permanent chastity, she advised me that I will be happiest once I learn to concentrate entirely on her pleasure, expect nothing, and content myself with whatever morsels she may choose to toss my way. Yikes!
I am simultaneously excited and scared to death. Being enslaved by a beautiful woman has been a lifelong fantasy for me, but I expect the reality of living in permanent chastity for the rest of my life will be extremely challenging at times, unlike in the fantasy. I love my wife very much, and I know this is very important to her. Deep in my heart, I know I will end up accepting her terms without a struggle.
A year ago, I started a journal on this forum, but I soon had to discontinue it because of a crisis at work. Now I want to begin keeping a journal again as a way of processing the profound changes that are occurring in my relationship with my wife. I also think my experiences of the past two years may be instructive to those interested in how a fantasy of enforced chastity could evolve into a hard reality once the key holder begins to appreciate the advantages it offers her.
In the next few days, I plan to start recounting some of the events of the past two years while also documenting those events yet to come. I look forward to any advice readers may have to offer as I attempt to deal with my situation.
Sesla
