Last night I was able to play my new video game, Sea of Thieves: 2025 Edition. But I only got to learn the basics last night, as it was late when I started and I was tired from work (still am). I woke up at 4AM this morning because I was extremely horny and couldn't drift off back to sleep. So, I fired up the game again and changed my character to look as sexy as I could... This was a mistake, a perk and a boon all at the same time.

I tend to get really caught up into what I do online and video games are no exception, so I wanted to make my pirate gal easy on the eyes to prevent boredom... That also means I REALLY want to jerk off to her badly but my cock cage makes it impossible, so I'm forced to behave myself and focus on the gameplay. I was moaning in frustration all this morning, but I also realize that this is what chastity is supposed to do for me. I want to play the game and not waste time jerking off to sexy characters, so my cock cage is doing it's job. 👍

On a side note; only 16 days since my last milking and I'm really getting pent up and frustrated. I got another 16 days until my next milking... I think I'm in trouble! 🥵 But I remind myself that this is what I wanted, this is what I asked for and so this is what I get. It's certainly not easy, but I'll take it willingly. 😓 😮‍💨
 
So I didn’t take the Pygeum this morning and I feel much better… Not having the side effects I did yesterday and I’m getting ready for work now. It’s a lovely day and I’m feeling pretty good overall, so here’s looking forward to a good day at work and a pleasant evening when I get home. :+1: :cool:
Why were you doing the Pygeum? BPH or trying to reduce horniness?
 
Why were you doing the Pygeum? BPH or trying to reduce horniness?

It was recommended by a friend for increased semen production. Even though I only took it for a couple days, it definitely increased it because I woke up on the 3rd morning with a large discharge into my undies, but it was all semen and no orgasm. So perhaps it was too high a dosage. But I don't need it and trying new things gets costly after a while, so it's in the past. 🌄
 
It was recommended by a friend for increased semen production. Even though I only took it for a couple days, it definitely increased it because I woke up on the 3rd morning with a large discharge into my undies, but it was all semen and no orgasm. So perhaps it was too high a dosage. But I don't need it and trying new things gets costly after a while, so it's in the past. 🌄
Yeah all those suplements add up £/$10 for this £/$10 for that before you know it you are spending £/$40+ a month
 
Yeah all those suplements add up £/$10 for this £/$10 for that before you know it you are spending £/$40+ a month
Only £40 👀.
With supplements for my testosterone, digestion, immunity, muscle growth and recovery and then the general multivitamins I spend well over that 🤦‍♂️.

Even with that in mind, a supplement that will help give me a wet dream still sounds appealing. Need to speed that up.
Allegedly, that will be my next ejaculation even if it takes all year…
Need to see if my body breaks before my wife does. (She’s said it before so I’m not too concerned!)
 
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Only £40 👀.
With supplements for my testosterone, digestion, immunity, muscle growth and recovery and then the general multivitamins I spend well over that 🤦‍♂️.

Even with that in mind, a supplement that will help give me a wet dream still sounds appealing. Need to speed that up.
Allegedly, that will be my next ejaculation even if it takes all year…
Need to see if my body breaks before my wife does. (She’s said it before so I’m not too concerned!)

I got just the thing for you @IB-Chaste

Take 2 of these every morning for an entire month without missing a single dose. It makes all the difference. 👍
 
I told my folks at home I’m in chastity and it was actually quite humorous. LOL!

A topic of online sex shops was brought up and I told him I’ve been on their website and they asked me why would I want to be on there. I said “Why not?” And they shrugged. LOL.

I then told them I have a few things from the shops that I don’t talk about but not ashamed to admit. They had a curious look and asked me what do I have. That was a mistake on their part. LOL! 😆

I said to them “Remember I said 2 years ago, I stopped jerking off?” And they replied “Yeah, sure you did!” I told them I have a chastity device. They said “You’re kidding?!” I told them I’m wearing it right now and I tapped my crotch. They said I was weird and I told them “Hey, it works. I had a problem and I did something about it.” They kind of giggled and shook their heads. LOL.😆

As I was leaving, I told them “Now that you know my little secret, if you see a key in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom, please don’t touch it!” They said “Go to work, weirdo!” And we all laughed! 🤣 👍
 
I really need a hug right now... 😿

5 weeks back I forfeited my full O out of the cage, because I misbehaved pretty badly and punished myself for it by requiring myself to wait until my birthday in Late August. I'm about half way there and had only a few involuntary (accidental) ruined O's and a wet dream along the way and I'm getting seriously pent up and desperate. This morning I kind of got upset at myself for not behaving myself and putting myself through this punishment and I ended wiping some tears off my face from it.

I went out and got a Hentai throw pillow the other day because it was suggested by my good friend @Goddess Jade for a fun pillow-humping activity... But, I'm now using it as a "friend's shoulder". I don't know how I'm going to go through another 3 months without release. 🥵
 
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I can't stand to look at my chastity key on my desk anymore... I'm starting to get a little upset that I can't use it and it's distracting me from what I need to do, so I moved it out of the lockbox and into the safe on the other side of the residence ahead of schedule.

(First 3 photos are time stamped to prove I did not unlock myself)
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And my key will remain there as a spare, just in case I lose my hygiene key in the bathroom.
 
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Hey pa103
Ive been following ur post since u joined( no im not a stalker) just feel ur an honest guy sharing ur truths…. I just received the supplement u suggest hoping to get the results u shared….. i love tease n denial almost more than orgasm ill let u know in 30 days…… caged and no release till then
 
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Hey pa103
Ive been following ur post since u joined( no im not a stalker) just feel ur an honest guy sharing ur truths…. I just received the supplement u suggest hoping to get the results u shared….. i love tease n denial almost more than orgasm ill let u know in 30 days…… caged and no release till then

I really appreciate that. 👍
 
Just one more week and I'll be at the 3 month mark without release... I only went this long twice before and both times it literally drove me insane. I thought I had a better handle on things this time (no pun intended), but something happened a few days ago. The sudden intense urges of wanting cum in my cage have stopped and were replaced by a constant feeling of just wanting to unlock myself. It's been with me constantly and I just can't shake it off. It feels very burdensome.

I'm thinking of just allowing myself release when I hit the 3 month mark in 5 or 6 days, because I don't think I can stand it any longer. Maybe 3 months without release is my limit without a keyholder.
 
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Just one more week and I'll be at the 3 month mark without release... I only went this long twice before and both times it literally drove me insane. I thought I had a better handle on things this time (no pun intended), but something happened a few days ago. The sudden intense urges of wanting cum in my cage have stopped and were replaced by a constant feeling of just wanting to unlock myself. It's been with me constantly and I just can't shake it off. It feels very burdensome.

I'm thinking of just allowing myself release when I hit the 3 month mark in 5 or 6 days, because I don't think I can stand it any longer. Maybe 3 months without release is my limit without a keyholder.
Yes, difficult but why must that feeling be a burden? I find it desirable. I want to have that constant feeling of need. I am at my best. I'd encourage you to persevere.
 
I made it 3 months without release! Only ever did it twice before but this time seemed easier than the 2 previous times... Those times literally drove me insane and I was constantly desperate for a real orgasm. This time feels different. Instead of just wanting cum, I have a depressing feeling of just wanting to get out of the cage... But I won't let that deter me. I'm over half way through until I finally let myself out for a full orgasm on my 45th Birthday. In all honesty, I have no idea how it's gonna feel after nearly 6 months without release. At the rate I'm going, I wouldn't put it past myself to forego it and just stay locked up and without release for the rest of my life... I noticed that although I'm extremely pent up and frustrated, I don't have to deal with a nasty post-orgasm drop and I feel that's rewarding in itself. Only time will tell.
 
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I made it 3 months without release! Only ever did it twice before but this time seemed easier than the 2 previous times... Those times literally drove me insane and I was constantly desperate for a real orgasm. This time feels different. Instead of just wanting cum, I have a depressing feeling of just wanting to get out of the cage... But I won't let that deter me. I'm over half way through until I finally let myself out for a full orgasm on my 45th Birthday. In all honesty, I have no idea how it's gonna feel after nearly 6 months without release. At the rate I'm going, I wouldn't put it past myself to forego it and just stay locked up and without release for the rest of my life... I noticed that although I'm extremely pent up and frustrated, I don't have to deal with a nasty post-orgasm drop and I feel that's rewarding in itself. Only time will tell.
It does change. At least the need. You'll probably always will enjoy release but you won't be as driven for it. Keep going.
 
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I've been doing some research in my spare time for a while and various online studied I found all seem to suggest the same thing... It seems the ideal period of denial for a maximum size "Load" is in the 16 to 30 days range. This reinforces my opinion that anything less than 2 weeks before orgasms is a waste of effort because the honrniness and fullness hasn't built up enough to be worth the wait.

This link will show a graph to visually illustrate this study:

According to the study, who's results are near-identical to similar studies linking "Volume" to abstinence period, There isn't much difference between the 8 to 15 days period and the 16 to 30 days period, but making 2 full weeks a minimum requirement should ensure maximum "Load" size when it's finally time to have a release or milking. The study also seems to suggest that after 30 days, volume slowly begins to decline but stays above the full week abstinence levels. This would suggest that anything longer than a full month between ejaculation doesn't any better over time. If any thing, it just leads to extreme frustration and possibly desperation. Something I'm rather familiar with.

I think this would also explain why I'm susceptible to spontaneous hands-free orgasms after 3 weeks of total denial... My balls are getting too full and need to be emptied so my Libido does it for me, whether I will it or not. So, since I have a "deep tissue" handheld personal massager, I'm going give myself a non-release milking if I don't cum at all for 30 days. I suppose I could go longer, but having extremely full balls and constantly feeling like they'll burst any minute gets rather burdening after a while.
 
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