And I thought I was the more horny of us two... I was wrong. Damn!
I could really use a nap right now.
Diary of a Porn Addict locked in Chastity.
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And I thought I was the more horny of us two... I was wrong. Damn!
I could really use a nap right now.
Well… It’s only been a day since my BF, @PornAddict103, has been out of the cage and he told me that he's already having self control issues. Yesterday he had several orgasm and he had a couple this morning. He complained they were way too fast and very unsatisfactory, and that's definitely not what I want for him. He just can’t keep his hands off of himself. He told me he has a self-control problem, I just didn't realize how bad it really is.
He told me he didn't like the feeling of being out of his cage, and I told him to put it back on as soon as possible. He has some minor irritations in his groin area, so he will have to leave his cage off until everything is healed, but then he can put his cage back on, and we can start over with the dice game and counting how long he can go with tease and denial again.
I was really hoping he was going to be ok out of a cage. I really loved the sex we had yesterdsy! But I love my BF and want to do what pleases him. To me it's all about what he wants and needs.
I love you, Baby!
He told me he didn't like the feeling of being out of his cage, and I told him to put it back on as soon as possible. He has some minor irritations in his groin area, so he will have to leave his cage off until everything is healed, but then he can put his cage back on, and we can start over with the dice game and counting how long he can go with tease and denial again.
I was really hoping he was going to be ok out of a cage. I really loved the sex we had yesterdsy! But I love my BF and want to do what pleases him. To me it's all about what he wants and needs.
I love you, Baby!
Thank you so much Baby! I love you too. 
Yes, I have a minor condition right where the ring sits so I’ll have stay out of the cage for the weekend. Here’s hoping it goes by fast and things are all better then.
Yes, I have a minor condition right where the ring sits so I’ll have stay out of the cage for the weekend. Here’s hoping it goes by fast and things are all better then.
Just a quick update for you all... That condition under my scrotum is looking much better so I'm hoping to be back in the cage tomorrow, when my GF stops over. She intends to take the keys back. The sooner the better, because I went right back to my full time jerking off rut and I'm feeling drained from it. Had a busy weekend at work at the store and I was taking additional breaks because I felt I had no energy because my testosterone wasn't building back up. The constantly changing weather isn't helping matters either, but that's beyond my control... I'm gonna grab a second cup of coffee now and get read to go to work and I may take a 3rd cup with me.
I'll let you all know when I'm back in the cage finally.
I'll let you all know when I'm back in the cage finally.
Well, I didn't put any reaction to your post because there's none to describe how I feel. I understand why you feel better locked up, but I sure have enjoyed your relaxed, funny and horny personality over these past very few days. i think if I would give any reaction it would be a sad face. However, that reaction would be my feeling and not yours which makes it invalid. Please know I'll stay with you and support you forever no matter what we go through together. I love you so much; too much to put my needs above yours. I'll take the keys back tomorrow for you.
I love you, Baby!
@PornAddict103 Is finally back in the cage... I wish I was with him last night because he sounded like he really needed a hug. So he's locked up again and he's happy, so we're just going to chill out today. We both had a rough weekend, so we both need some R&R.
I've got the keys now, so it's time for him to roll the dice... Good luck, Baby!
I've got the keys now, so it's time for him to roll the dice... Good luck, Baby!
Doubles = Go 'til you blow! 
Today we'll chill out, but on Thursday the fun begins! Good luck, Baby!
Today we'll chill out, but on Thursday the fun begins! Good luck, Baby!
@PornAddict103 and I had a lot of fun all day yesterday and this morning before he went to work. It's been about a week since he had his last orgasm... I dare say, it may have been his last orgasm ever. I originally wanted him out of the cage for a couple weeks so I could play with "him", but his jerking habit is horrendous and I agree it's best to keep him locked up from now on. And I've seen how low he gets after having an orgasm, so it's best if he just doesn't cum... At least not on purpose.
I know he's going to get mad at me for saying this, but previously, a topic about writing was brought up and I told him that's generally one of his best skills... He misheard me and thought I said "Jerking off was one of his best skills."
Well, he probably isn't wrong about that, considering how much he did it his whole life. ROFLMAO!!!
I'm going to go out of town to visit some friends for Spring Break
so I'll be gone for over a week and I'm taking his chastity keys and the wand with me, so there's no way he can get off while I'm away. In the meantime, I'll send him hot photos of women who are totally his type and require him to watch at least a full hour of porn every day, the entire time... Just to torture him. I want to make him as desperate as possible so I can really have some fun with him when I get back.
I'm going to miss you, Baby!
I know he's going to get mad at me for saying this, but previously, a topic about writing was brought up and I told him that's generally one of his best skills... He misheard me and thought I said "Jerking off was one of his best skills."
Well, he probably isn't wrong about that, considering how much he did it his whole life. ROFLMAO!!!I'm going to go out of town to visit some friends for Spring Break
so I'll be gone for over a week and I'm taking his chastity keys and the wand with me, so there's no way he can get off while I'm away. In the meantime, I'll send him hot photos of women who are totally his type and require him to watch at least a full hour of porn every day, the entire time... Just to torture him. I want to make him as desperate as possible so I can really have some fun with him when I get back.I'm going to miss you, Baby!
Yesterday, I had a talk with @ALittleWicked over discord about our recent events. She said she wishes she would’ve listened to me about my self control problem and not gotten carried away by telling me to unlock for a while after cumming in my cage. I told her we all make mistakes and that’s just part of learning to be a good Keyholder, so of course I forgive her. I made many mistakes myself while in chastity, and I encouraged her to learn from mistakes as I have.
It’s only been a week since my last orgasm and I’m already starting to feel it. She asked me to go over my collection of chastity domination videos and captions to give her some inspiration. I very happily took up this assignment for her. As my balls begin to refill, I’m starting to feel blissfully frustrated that I can’t jerk off while immersed in my favorite fetish. I can’t wait to see her again next week and be subjected to her teasing. I want to jerk off so badly right now… It’s a good thing she took my keys and the wand with her. I don’t think I could withstand the temptation if I were able to unlock myself. It’s going to be a fun week next week when she gets back.
It’s only been a week since my last orgasm and I’m already starting to feel it. She asked me to go over my collection of chastity domination videos and captions to give her some inspiration. I very happily took up this assignment for her. As my balls begin to refill, I’m starting to feel blissfully frustrated that I can’t jerk off while immersed in my favorite fetish. I can’t wait to see her again next week and be subjected to her teasing. I want to jerk off so badly right now… It’s a good thing she took my keys and the wand with her. I don’t think I could withstand the temptation if I were able to unlock myself. It’s going to be a fun week next week when she gets back.
I just want to wish our journal readers a Happy Easter.
I called @ALittleWicked to wish her and her family a very Happy Easter and she was very grateful for it. Some of my own relatives stopped over and it got a bit noisy at my place. But once things quieted down a bit, my GF and I spoke about our favorite kink; Chastity. And I told her I wanted to be denied as long as possible because I just now got out of the post-orgasm slump and all my energy is now back. So, she told me no orgasm this month or next month. I happily agreed to it. With a little luck, I can finally break 2 months without any kind of orgasm at all.
She then told me she's very glad she took the wand with her on her vacation because she couldn't hold back while thinking about me. 
We're to reunite on Thursday and have a porn binge session and I put alot of effort into finding some flicks I know she'll love... It's only been 2 weeks since my last orgasm, but being out of the cage for a week and giving myself multiple orgasms daily, really spoiled my libido. My balls feel really full and achy and I'm getting frustrated. But I just love how it feels. I told her about this and she teasingly replied "Your pain is my pleasure." When she said that, I fell in love all over again. I can't wait until Thursday. It's gonna be a great day for both of us. 
I called @ALittleWicked to wish her and her family a very Happy Easter and she was very grateful for it. Some of my own relatives stopped over and it got a bit noisy at my place. But once things quieted down a bit, my GF and I spoke about our favorite kink; Chastity. And I told her I wanted to be denied as long as possible because I just now got out of the post-orgasm slump and all my energy is now back. So, she told me no orgasm this month or next month. I happily agreed to it. With a little luck, I can finally break 2 months without any kind of orgasm at all.
She then told me she's very glad she took the wand with her on her vacation because she couldn't hold back while thinking about me. We're to reunite on Thursday and have a porn binge session and I put alot of effort into finding some flicks I know she'll love... It's only been 2 weeks since my last orgasm, but being out of the cage for a week and giving myself multiple orgasms daily, really spoiled my libido. My balls feel really full and achy and I'm getting frustrated. But I just love how it feels. I told her about this and she teasingly replied "Your pain is my pleasure." When she said that, I fell in love all over again.
I can't wait until Thursday. It's gonna be a great day for both of us.
My GF and I just had a remote session via discord call and she got off at least several times... Our unplanned session was spontaneous... We were just talking about coin collecting and suddenly I just got very horny and she saw that immediately and that's when the subject changed to a remote teasing session. She told me she wanted to see me all frustrated while watching one of my favorite porn scenes which was short, but looped so it would keep going until she told me to stop... At one point I was really in a trance and next thing I know, I hear her shout "NO! NO! NO!" and I looked down at myself and my hand was on my cage. I'm really glad she caught that, otherwise I might've blown my load a minute later. About 20 minutes into it, she told me she was done and told me to turn off the video.
I'm going to work today with achy blue balls, just the way she likes me. We had a really unusual Easter rush at the store where I work... the Ladies floor was jumping the whole weekend and we had some call-outs so I had to fill in some shifts. The men's department wasn't nearly as busy. Still, the holiday weekend kicked my ass and if I had a post-orgasm drop in the middle of it, I don't think I would've been able to keep up. I'm glad it's over with... Until Labor day.
Okay, coffee time!
I'm going to work today with achy blue balls, just the way she likes me. We had a really unusual Easter rush at the store where I work... the Ladies floor was jumping the whole weekend and we had some call-outs so I had to fill in some shifts. The men's department wasn't nearly as busy. Still, the holiday weekend kicked my ass and if I had a post-orgasm drop in the middle of it, I don't think I would've been able to keep up. I'm glad it's over with... Until Labor day.
Okay, coffee time!
Thank you, Baby it was GREAT! I'm still shaking from it! But... I will have a huge smile on my face for the rest of this day 
Enjoy your coffee, Baby!
Enjoy your coffee, Baby!
It felt like such a LONG time until today! I didn't get to see my BF, @PornAddict103. last week much at all because of spring break and I think it almost killed me! I wanted him BAD! Today we fell back into our rythm and it felt so good. We were at it for an hour... I was spent and he was on the edge.
I secretly wanted him to cum, but I told him not to. We are trying not to let him have anything but wet dreams. If he has a spontaneous orgasm, that's fine because I know that's something he can't control. When it happens, it amuses me anyway!
Originally I was goin to have him cum on my birthday in June, but I noticed he goes into a real slump after a intentional orgasm. It takes a couple weeks for him to get out of the fog. I'm not worried about having him in chastitty for a long time anyway. It does make it more intense and satisfying for him anyway!
I secretly wanted him to cum, but I told him not to. We are trying not to let him have anything but wet dreams. If he has a spontaneous orgasm, that's fine because I know that's something he can't control. When it happens, it amuses me anyway!
Originally I was goin to have him cum on my birthday in June, but I noticed he goes into a real slump after a intentional orgasm. It takes a couple weeks for him to get out of the fog. I'm not worried about having him in chastitty for a long time anyway. It does make it more intense and satisfying for him anyway!
Yesterday was so good... My GF and I were at it for a whole hour and she got off so many times and I was on the edge even after she ended the session. We were playing World of Warcraft after lunch and I just couldn't shake the horniness and urges, so I told her I was still on fire. She smiled and told me get another video and we had a second (unplanned) session right in the middle of the day. I had to take a cold shower in the evening so I could do my hygiene unlocking without risking blowing my load. It went well, but the ring is starting to get a little difficult to slip off and back on. 
Another 2 or 3 weeks and I may not be able to slip it off at all. 
I work late today, so we had some time in the morning before I left for work. We had an hour long teasing session and we switched from watching mainstream porn to watching chastity porn where the lucky guy was locked and teased relentlessly while pleasuring his partner/wife and not allowed to cum at the end... I told my GF that's exactly what I prefer and she smiled and said she'll gladly do that for me. She then found a HOT clip where a woman who was totally my type was giving a very slow light-rubbing handjob to the lucky guy holding the camera, with a sinister smile on her face. She told me to watch the whole video and picture myself in his place.
I was so aroused and frustrated that I nearly started to cry. She knows how to torture me during our sessions. She just loves sending me to work horny AF with aching blue balls.
It's been 19 days since my last orgasm and I'm getting very horny and easily triggered (aroused). I'm really excited to not be allowed to cum at all this spring and all of the summer. I know I'm gonna get desperate, but this is what I've been wanting. I would much rather be horny and pent up all the time than go back to a post-orgasm slump. I'm probably going to regret saying that later.... Nah! I asked for it, literally.
Another 2 or 3 weeks and I may not be able to slip it off at all. I work late today, so we had some time in the morning before I left for work. We had an hour long teasing session and we switched from watching mainstream porn to watching chastity porn where the lucky guy was locked and teased relentlessly while pleasuring his partner/wife and not allowed to cum at the end... I told my GF that's exactly what I prefer and she smiled and said she'll gladly do that for me. She then found a HOT clip where a woman who was totally my type was giving a very slow light-rubbing handjob to the lucky guy holding the camera, with a sinister smile on her face. She told me to watch the whole video and picture myself in his place.
I was so aroused and frustrated that I nearly started to cry. She knows how to torture me during our sessions. She just loves sending me to work horny AF with aching blue balls.It's been 19 days since my last orgasm and I'm getting very horny and easily triggered (aroused). I'm really excited to not be allowed to cum at all this spring and all of the summer. I know I'm gonna get desperate, but this is what I've been wanting. I would much rather be horny and pent up all the time than go back to a post-orgasm slump. I'm probably going to regret saying that later.... Nah! I asked for it, literally.
That's right, baby... You asked for it, so you'll GET IT!
It's been about 4 weeks since my last orgasm and I'm REALLY feeling it... My GF and I had a couple of back to back days to ourselves and we made the best of it. The other night, I woke up twice in the middle of the night Horny AF and dying for an orgasm and around 4AM I said "Fuck it, I'm getting up!" and of course I was way too horny to avoid watching porn for 3 hours, being on the edge the entire time. When my GF arrived, she noticed I was playing World of Warcraft and she said "What? You're not watching porn?! What's the matter with you?!" and we both laughed. 
So, we had a gaming session for the next 3 hours or so, then we stopped to eat lunch... 
We decided to watch a 20 minute porn video while eating lunch, but she got so turned on, she asked for a full length video after it ended and she couldn't help going downstairs and getting off in front of me, right then... So, a 20 minute lunch break from gaming turned into a 90-minute porn binge and I was on the edge the entire time while she had a few orgasms. I was so worked up that I started getting clumsy and dropping things on the floor and at some point, I went to get a sugar spoon for our coffee and somehow I catapulted the spoon across the room. LOL! We later met up with some friends in-game to hang out and do some activities together. 
Last night, I did another hygiene unlocking because it was unseasonably warm yesterday and I was sweating down there. It went well, but the ring is getting difficult to slip off in the shower... I need to soap it up or I can't take it off. Another couple of weeks and I might not be able to take it off at all. I told my GF this and she said she can't wait to see that. I told her I can't either.
Last night, I got a full night's rest but woke up very horny all over again and was already watching porn by the time my GF woke up and we wasted no time in going into a serious porn binge with videos and hardcore chastity captions. In between videos, I presented my swollen balls to her and she moaned in ecstasy every time I did. She gave herself a whole series of orgasms and then she just plopped down and fell asleep from exhaustion. We just had lunch now and we're going back into World of Warcraft soon. 
My body REALLY wants an orgasm very badly... But it's not gonna get one. At least not intentionally.
So, we had a gaming session for the next 3 hours or so, then we stopped to eat lunch... We decided to watch a 20 minute porn video while eating lunch, but she got so turned on, she asked for a full length video after it ended and she couldn't help going downstairs and getting off in front of me, right then... So, a 20 minute lunch break from gaming turned into a 90-minute porn binge and I was on the edge the entire time while she had a few orgasms. I was so worked up that I started getting clumsy and dropping things on the floor and at some point, I went to get a sugar spoon for our coffee and somehow I catapulted the spoon across the room. LOL!
We later met up with some friends in-game to hang out and do some activities together. Last night, I did another hygiene unlocking because it was unseasonably warm yesterday and I was sweating down there. It went well, but the ring is getting difficult to slip off in the shower... I need to soap it up or I can't take it off. Another couple of weeks and I might not be able to take it off at all. I told my GF this and she said she can't wait to see that. I told her I can't either.
Last night, I got a full night's rest but woke up very horny all over again and was already watching porn by the time my GF woke up and we wasted no time in going into a serious porn binge with videos and hardcore chastity captions. In between videos, I presented my swollen balls to her and she moaned in ecstasy every time I did. She gave herself a whole series of orgasms and then she just plopped down and fell asleep from exhaustion.
We just had lunch now and we're going back into World of Warcraft soon. My body REALLY wants an orgasm very badly... But it's not gonna get one. At least not intentionally.
My BF is so hilarious when he's desperate to cum! He get's so fidgety and shaky that he becomes clumsy! What he did with the spoon was just priceless!
My BF and I are having a blast today! We went into World ofWarcraft for a couple of hours, and I had made a sexy new warrior last night... I asked him to train her in fighting because I knew it would drive hime crazy today. After a little while, he started moaning in frustration. So I told him, "Ok. time for another edging!"
We decided to watch a really hot video for 20 minutes... Which I got off on right away, and he was moaning and leaking the whole time! I caught him wiping a tear off his face at least 2 times because he was so frustrated!
We had several issues getting back into our video game... First he drove us off a cliff, and I asked him what happened and he said his balls cramped and it distracted him. Next, we came across a quest called, "The joys of boar hunting", and I missread it as "boy hunting". Then, he misread "Warden Pipsey" as "Warden Pussy"! I just exclaimed OMFG!
We're like a couple of giddy teenagers today!
I'm laughing so hard right now that I have to pee!
I'll try to write more later if i can
My BF and I are having a blast today! We went into World ofWarcraft for a couple of hours, and I had made a sexy new warrior last night... I asked him to train her in fighting because I knew it would drive hime crazy today. After a little while, he started moaning in frustration. So I told him, "Ok. time for another edging!"
We decided to watch a really hot video for 20 minutes... Which I got off on right away, and he was moaning and leaking the whole time!
I caught him wiping a tear off his face at least 2 times because he was so frustrated! We had several issues getting back into our video game... First he drove us off a cliff, and I asked him what happened and he said his balls cramped and it distracted him.
Next, we came across a quest called, "The joys of boar hunting", and I missread it as "boy hunting". Then, he misread "Warden Pipsey" as "Warden Pussy"! I just exclaimed OMFG!We're like a couple of giddy teenagers today!
I'm laughing so hard right now that I have to pee!
I'll try to write more later if i can
Today is day 29 without any orgasm at all and I was edged several times... Twice this morning and twice again in the afternoon. I woke up a little later than usual because I was tired from a busy weekend and work, but when I got up, I was on fire. I was already watching porn when my GF arrived and she wasted no time in taking control and telling me to continue watching. We were at it for about 2 hours, I got edged twice and she got off so many times I lost count. I was leaking and aching for a good hour afterward and it was kind of difficult to focus on our World of Warcraft session afterward. Then in the mid-late afternoon I told her I was feeling horny again and she smiled and said "Ok, let's go again!" So, I got edged twice while she got off a few times in less than an hour. My balls feel so full right now and I'm still shaking with unfulfilled lust... She's so good at what she does to me and it makes us both very happy.
We're about to have dinner now and I just hope I can calm down in time for my hygiene unlocking later this evening... Please wish me luck, @ALittleWicked , I'm gonna need it. I'm feeling kind of hair-trigger if you know what I mean. Gosh, I'm starting to feel sore... And REALLY pent up.
I was already watching porn when my GF arrived and she wasted no time in taking control and telling me to continue watching. We were at it for about 2 hours, I got edged twice and she got off so many times I lost count. I was leaking and aching for a good hour afterward and it was kind of difficult to focus on our World of Warcraft session afterward. Then in the mid-late afternoon I told her I was feeling horny again and she smiled and said "Ok, let's go again!" So, I got edged twice while she got off a few times in less than an hour. My balls feel so full right now and I'm still shaking with unfulfilled lust... She's so good at what she does to me and it makes us both very happy.We're about to have dinner now and I just hope I can calm down in time for my hygiene unlocking later this evening... Please wish me luck, @ALittleWicked , I'm gonna need it. I'm feeling kind of hair-trigger if you know what I mean. Gosh, I'm starting to feel sore... And REALLY pent up.
I don’t mind at all…
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I take 50mg of zinc with 250mg of Selenium with food (Do not take on empty stomach):
You can also take 600mg of Ashwaghanda in the evening to further add to the effects:
All 3 of these supplements are safe and they collectively increase your volume production but you need to take them every day and they take 2 to 3 weeks to reach full effect. Once they’ve reached full effect, you’ll fill up fast and have a more active libido.
Thanks... I'M Gonna try it see how it works for me
Today is a whole month of denial for me. A real accomplishment for me. 
. I’m so horny that literally anything will turn me on right now. All it would take is seeing a pretty lady walk by in yoga pants or looking at me while she’s drinking coffee and I’m on fire. Last night my GF said she was proud I made it a whole month with blowing my load. Then she smiled and said “I think you can go another month!”. I said “Absolutely!” I so cannot wait until my next edging session tomorrow. I’m swelling in my cage just thinking about it. It’s gonna be a very interesting day going to work today all pent up and horny AF.
. I’m so horny that literally anything will turn me on right now. All it would take is seeing a pretty lady walk by in yoga pants or looking at me while she’s drinking coffee and I’m on fire. Last night my GF said she was proud I made it a whole month with blowing my load. Then she smiled and said “I think you can go another month!”. I said “Absolutely!” I so cannot wait until my next edging session tomorrow. I’m swelling in my cage just thinking about it. It’s gonna be a very interesting day going to work today all pent up and horny AF.
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I just love sending my baby to work with blue balls, and as horny as possible! I hope that the hotties come out today so it will tease him even more! 
We're going to have a private party tomorrow to celebrate a whole month of him being orgasm free... There will be plenty of edging, and porn bingeing!
Hope you can hold your load tomorrow! Your pain is my pleasure, and there will be no shortage of frustration for you!
We're going to have a private party tomorrow to celebrate a whole month of him being orgasm free... There will be plenty of edging, and porn bingeing!
Hope you can hold your load tomorrow! Your pain is my pleasure, and there will be no shortage of frustration for you!