During my maintenance wank at the weekend my KH said "Stop" which is often part of her Edging play but confused me as I was nowhere near coming, I placed my hands on my head she rose from the chair and walked past me. I was expecting a stroke or two of the paddle on my rear but instead heard her go up the stairs shortly she returned and called me over to where she stood beside the coffee table she pointed down indicating I was to kneel presumably to continue my masturbation. I my rear received a solid thump but not like the paddle " You've left your Mess towel behind, go and get it" I started to get up "No No No hands and knee's" I dropped back and scampered across and back placed the Towel between myself and the table " What have you forgotten" I realised my hands should be back on my head, which I did quickly, four blows to my right buttock which stung but not like the paddle. "left hand" was the instruction given and held my hand out thinking I was about to have my hand beaten, but instead she placed one of her Dildo's I my hand , a Chocolate brown one a good 8 inches long with balls which I service her with when oral alone is not what see needs. " I want to see how you would suck cock", this is is new territory for me nevertheless I lifted it to my face and started licking it, I could see her smiling then she told my not to forget the balls which I did but to be honest it just felt daft. She then gave me permission to continue wanking which was a relief until she took control of my left hand and guided the Dildo into my mouth pushing it in and out after a while I pushed against her pumping action enough to declare that I was about to come. Ok because you have made some effort to amuse me you may Cum and within 30 seconds I was on the brink when she pushed the dildo deeper making me gag which she held in place against my attempt to back away. I think it may have been one of the most powerful orgasms I have had, born out by my Mess being over the lower shelf of the Coffee table.
While I was licking up my semen I heard the words that have been rattling round my head since " Wouldn't this be fun with a real cock" .
I'm not sure where this is going, we have our kink which we share alone excluding the time she had me masturbate for her and her sister. I believe I am hetro but my reaction to the situation makes me wonder, or is it simply down to this more extreme FLR/Humiliation event.