Ann for the first time told me several days ago that his lock up will be for a month. I didn't believe her at first, but now it is sinking in that she is serious. This will be a first and this message from her came the day after our 1st use of our new Vixskin Faux. A month is a very long time for our normals. Yes it brings a whole different rush. I can't imagine you guys that have worked up to months on end and even a year. Maybe this is part of the process, either way it is a process. The human mind is the most sexual organ all of us have...........
I absolutely love you. Today is day 5 but it feels different I think than my previous day 5's. Instead of thinking I will likely be able to make love to you tonight with my penis, I am thinking I likely have 5 more sets of 5 days to go. So, with this, it is intense, and I know I have felt nothing yet that this experiment will bring you are claiming to sponser, LOL. You know, parts of us think that is dirty thoughts, but it is a beautiful thing that God gave a man and a woman who are committed to being together, so I don't feel dirty feeling this way because that is just a small part that goes with everything else I need from you.
Even though I enjoy this weird thrill, part of me wishes I wasn't so dependent on you to satisfy this burn inside me, but I am, and there is nothing I can do about it. Sure, I can go forever without sexual satisfaction, but sex is so real in a healthy husband that it feels as strong of a need as anything in my life, and I need it from you; God made us this way. I am so thankful to go through this, and so thankful God put us together, I need you so bad honey in all things in my life. I have always known this, and our experiment is locking (litterally) that in for me even harder.
I remember in High School when I gave up fighting off this developing love for you inside of me. I liked everything about you. The way you walked, I loved watching you walk across the room. I loved your smile, I loved your laugh, and I loved your facial expressions. You were everything that God put in me to want in a wife. I loved watching your hands as we played our drums; I loved your shape. There was just nothing I didn't fall in love with that you possessed. I loved your Christian upbringing; you were just too good to be true to me. God made you for me, and why God loved me enough to still give you to me after I jacked everything up is beyond me, I deserved none of this, but God still gave you to me, it's just incredible.
I am looking forward to you being in the mood to let me please you with my mouth and hands and anything else; even the strap-on excites me because I know I can last and be close to you and slowly kiss you while pleasuring you as slowly as you like, and I can't ruin it by coming too soon. Most of all, I crave and need closeness with you any time I can get it. Me coming only ends this sooner; such a trade-off for a man who truly loves his wife.
I could go on and on, maybe later, I need to make you breakfast in bed and get my work day started.
I love thinking about you all day.
I absolutely love you. Today is day 5 but it feels different I think than my previous day 5's. Instead of thinking I will likely be able to make love to you tonight with my penis, I am thinking I likely have 5 more sets of 5 days to go. So, with this, it is intense, and I know I have felt nothing yet that this experiment will bring you are claiming to sponser, LOL. You know, parts of us think that is dirty thoughts, but it is a beautiful thing that God gave a man and a woman who are committed to being together, so I don't feel dirty feeling this way because that is just a small part that goes with everything else I need from you.
Even though I enjoy this weird thrill, part of me wishes I wasn't so dependent on you to satisfy this burn inside me, but I am, and there is nothing I can do about it. Sure, I can go forever without sexual satisfaction, but sex is so real in a healthy husband that it feels as strong of a need as anything in my life, and I need it from you; God made us this way. I am so thankful to go through this, and so thankful God put us together, I need you so bad honey in all things in my life. I have always known this, and our experiment is locking (litterally) that in for me even harder.
I remember in High School when I gave up fighting off this developing love for you inside of me. I liked everything about you. The way you walked, I loved watching you walk across the room. I loved your smile, I loved your laugh, and I loved your facial expressions. You were everything that God put in me to want in a wife. I loved watching your hands as we played our drums; I loved your shape. There was just nothing I didn't fall in love with that you possessed. I loved your Christian upbringing; you were just too good to be true to me. God made you for me, and why God loved me enough to still give you to me after I jacked everything up is beyond me, I deserved none of this, but God still gave you to me, it's just incredible.
I am looking forward to you being in the mood to let me please you with my mouth and hands and anything else; even the strap-on excites me because I know I can last and be close to you and slowly kiss you while pleasuring you as slowly as you like, and I can't ruin it by coming too soon. Most of all, I crave and need closeness with you any time I can get it. Me coming only ends this sooner; such a trade-off for a man who truly loves his wife.
I could go on and on, maybe later, I need to make you breakfast in bed and get my work day started.
I love thinking about you all day.
