Sorry girls most of this post will read more like clinical analysis without a lot of “fanciful-ness”.
First wearing of my CB3000: I decide that the first fews days will be dedicated to trial and error. I also commit to ‘safety first’ and to remove it at the first sign of any strong ill-effects. (From what I have read it seems that a proper fit is important and besides you have to file down the side posts anyway or they’ll poke you badly. I have not done that yet until I decide on the proper spacer size. Gotta leave room for the points of intrigue for when I’m naughty too.)
So with little time on my hands I read the brief instructions then grab the largest A ring and try it on. It slipped on easily enough but seemed initially tight around my balls. I didn’t attach the cage partly because I had such a raging clittie. I decided to go for a walk wearing only the A ring and see how things felt. As long as I was stiff the ring by itself seemed too tight around my balls so on to the next step. After arriving back home I applied some vitamin E oil (didn’t have baby oil on hand) on the head of my sissy clit and slipped the cage on. Yikes, it’s tight and I had to really concentrate on not being excited - so chanting my “limpness mantra” over and over: Margaret Thatcher in a cold shower, Margaret Thatcher in a cold shower..., [Thanks Austin Powers] I managed to slip it on - still hard, but it was fun forcing it on. Grrr - take that you sissy.
Then, that moment I’ve waited eight years for: the first *click* of the lock and I am trapped. Thoughts of losing the key race through my mind, will the key work?, what if it breaks in the lock?... yummy, delicious thoughts.
Wow, now that’s interesting I feel excited, but under control. Somehow the fact that I can’t touch it is really exciting, yet at the same time it’s calming - because I really can’t touch it. Panic - I REALLY can’t touch it for the first time ever. How wonderful this mix of feelings! I continue wearing it into the night trying to sleep and find a comfort spot. Even the slightest wicked thought gets me going. This is way too fun and I need some sleep. Stick to the plan, now Lauren...
So next day I shower, shave my legs and get ready for work. Too bad, today means street clothes and manly stuff, but that doesn’t mean I can’t slip into my CB3000 underneath. My little secret! So for today’s trial I grab the middle sized A ring and put it on - takes a little more work when it’s cold and the balls are drawn close. I get it on and struggle with the same hardness issues as before and lock my wet sissy clit down.
*Click* Ah yes, that feeling again... Where’s my little man? I melt. Now I’m just an innocent little girly in a big world who will have to beg for the right superior female to teach me the girlie ways of sissyhood.
I notice that the CB3000 changes the look of my crotch and my undies are stretched down. No slender, tight crotch now, instead it’s an engorged lump of plastic - I look huge like a big man, not a secret sissy - oh well. *sigh*. My pants are tight and it definitely makes things quite cramped. So I go to class (college) and find it hard to sit comfortably. I cross my legs. Did anyone else hear the lock clink against the cage? Other distractions: First off there’s the really gorgeous future-mistress sitting next to me. She takes my breath away - so confident, so strong, so feminine. OMG her name is close to mine - Laura! I love this feeling. I’m helpless near her and drawn to her femininity at the same time. Secretly it scares me - these private thoughts and my private predicament being locked in my new CB3000.
The side posts (that I haven’t clipped off yet) are digging in above my clit and it doesn’t feel good, but I endure worrying that it might leave red marks soon. I do like the smaller A ring because it keeps everything just so nice and tight. I remove it after 5 hours of wear more sure that the middle ring or smaller may be better than wearing the larger 2” A ring.
Strange side effects - my wrists feel limp and weak and my back is sore, but I feel like I’m getting close to the ideal fit. More to follow...