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At Madame's Thanksgiving 2024 directive of my 2025 New Year's resolution for me I am to recap an condensed overview of our hectic 22-23 years activities and then detail my training and guidance highlights for 2024. All before January 1, 2025.

This will include both Madame's direct as well as the training and guidance of her appointed Misstress's assisting in molding my evolution to be a proper subserviant companion for her pleasure.
 
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During 2022 Madame was diligently working to eliminate my weakness of decades of improper male behavior. She enlightened me of my failures related to my lack of proper male equipment. My size or lack of it had left her without orgasms the majority of our sexual activities during decades of marriage.

As she recounted saying a 50 to 1 ratio would be extremely generous. Her having to pretend to have a climax was the usual result weather we had intercourse or oral activities. My tiny penis with premature and or quick climax yielded rare orgasms. My tongue as she says was longer and larger than my tiny infant pecker. Unfortunately it wasn't much
more effective in giving her orgasms.

During 40 plus years of marriage i have given her a variety of memories of bad behavior to turn back on me during my training and reeducation. Using my comments and improper male behavior traits as cornerstone foundation to allow me to understand and correct myself into a proper new and improved person dedicated to properly serve her and her needs.

I am extending in this journal from late in 2022 to catch up where I stopped writing "Vanilla to Owner " Version 2 starts as medical issues develop actually with both of us and her deciding to request her friends from some of the shops we worked with an more active level of participation in my training and discipline which they happily accepted. They all happily became surrogate Misstress's to assist and support my Madame's goals and wishes to reform me into a proper subservient mate focused solely on her enjoyment and pleasure.

As Madame and my Misstress's approve each entry i will add them. Enjoy reading and always remember to be very careful what you wish for!
 
I was supposed to catch up during December 2022 and then maintain regular entries in 2023. I failed both of those goals and received demerits from Madame, Misstress's Donna & Joslyn each month including this November. This has become spread out on a weekly basis along with any other demerits i accumulate. I get a lick per day on a rotation with each of them making a 3 week cycle. They sometimes allow me to take these split over 2 punishment sessions. Sometimes they decline my request, the request if granted adds 3 additional licks regardless of their decision.

It's been 47 weeks so far. Madame along with my New Year resolution informed me that as of January 1 my punishment would become weekly from each of them over 3 days and including additional demerits acquired.

Madame also informed me she would have some additional assistance changes. She will finalize them but I only need to simply follow her and my Misstress's commands, promptly and correctly.

During 2023 we used in person and video meetings to conduct my training sessions and enhancements. My abilities to consume and satisfy larger toy's continued for anal, cocksucking and sounding. They often remind me that I have excellent capacity and expect more growth in the future.

Madame decided to introduce my joy of housekeeping to her sister. I was devastated and wanted to die of embarrassment. She began just having me help by cleaning during their visiting. This was done during the day while my brother in law was out. I was also allowed to be in male clothing. That only lasted a few visits. After that I started having to wear my new plain female slacks, tops and shoes.

After a few cleaning sessions like that I was told they were leaving me there while they went to town. In the beginning my sister in law accepted my helping out with reservation of me doing her normal chores. Madame merely said I enjoyed helping out. Madame told me with my clothing change to act naturally and go about normally. Nothing was said openly at my clothing change from denim jeans to polyester slacks and top. This was all done in braless mode. I worried my breast's would be notably observed but nothing was said. Madame merely said don't be self conscious, act naturally and it would not be a problem.

Stella often remarked she felt guilty about my assistance. Madame remarked he loves doing house cleaning and chores. She also said to remember the deal was the assistance was a secret between the three of us, my brother in-law not included to prevent any embarrassment to me.

She remarked that he already had made comments about her giving more attention to the house and it showed. He cautioned her not to overdue her efforts and wear herself out. She laughed, " it was difficult to keep a straight face several times ". I told her please keep quite, just enjoy the effects. " I will, it would twist his brain , he 's a chauvest make pig and would take your kind help totally wrong !". Madame agreed, thats exactly why you had promise secrecy on this. "I guarantee never to divulge anything about your help, although I feel guilty about taking credit sometimes. "

I asked Madame several times about if Stella had made any comments about my cleaning or when I changed to my plain slacks and top. She always said not to worry they stayed busy and paid very little attention to me or my activities. I always felt like I was under a microscope although a large amount of my time was in other areas of her house.

We carried on with this routine for several weeks. One or two times a week. Coordinating with times he wasn't around. My brother in law is a stereotype old school male. Doesn't lift a finger around home with "woman's work". I would be a laughing joke if he had any idea.

She asked what got me interested in helping with housekeeping? I just remarked that I was trying to be more supportive and helpful. I really hadn't been good at helping out but it brought back memories of my younger days when my mother gave me training at housekeeping and sewing. She always said everyone should know how to properly maintain a home. Stella said with a big smile "that's interesting but sensible, a very smart woman. Your help is very much appreciated and you really seem to enjoy it. Yes mam, I really enjoy being helpful and love housekeeping chores.

Madame spoke up reminding me i needed to get back to work so I would be done before KW came in. I definitely wanted to wrap up and get out well before that. Besides I had more to do at home. I went to finish the second bathroom up. They went back to talking until I came back.

I announced my completion. Madame told me to return to our place and lunch ready for them before I got onto the laundry. Stella looked at me, " you do laundry?" Yes mam. Madame remarked "absolutely, another talent his mother taught him, she was very farsighted in his education!" "What else did he learn?" I looked at Madame, I was afraid what she was going to say.

Well let's just say his Mother had wisdom that he should be well diverse in his skills, he was an excellent student, although for the first 30 plus years he kept it in mothballs.

She looked at me. " You might want to get moving KW texted earlier he's due back shortly " . Stella grinned, "Yes, he should be shortly, unless you want him to see you, it's OK. There's no problem you're just visiting with us!" I believe it would be better for me to get lunch ready and get back to my other chores. With that I took my leave. They remarked to be seeing me shortly. They started laughing as I headed out the door with my cleaning supplies.

As I was preparing them sandwiches I got the first load in the washer. Madame texted and told me to fix extra KW was coming down with them in 10 minutes. She also said I might want to change outfits. I acknowledged and ran to change myself back to denim.

When they arrived I had food at the table ready. We sat down and started discussing the lack of rain lately, we have been really dry. After lunch KW said he had to go his shop to do some repair work. After he left i cleared the table off putting things away.

Madame asked if I had added my cleaning clothes to the wash? I nodded my head. They both looked at me grinning. Madame looked at her sister and then at me. "Did you put your cleaning clothes in the washer? " No, there in the bathroom. " Not in the wash?" No in the bathroom. " So you're nodding affirmative earlier was a false answer?" Yes mam, I just ment i would be cleaning them. Her facial expression worried me.

After a moment she turned and looked at her sister. " Watch and learn little sister!" She turned back to me. " Is it proper to lie to me about anything?" I didn't know what to do. After a moment " no it's not proper, "I'm very sorry " She stared at me. "No Madame, I should never lie, about anything. "

She turned to her sister. " I told you what would occur!" Stella sat with an odd expression. " I admit i didn't believe you!" I turned red. "Look how much he's blushing!" OH, he can get much redder, want to see. "OH, I guess so, if you're sure." "We are in agreement to go forward as discussed, your sure?"

After a few moments, " Yes, as agreed this is between the 3 of us." Madame turned back to me. I was very afraid at this point. Since we are home, I think you should go change into your normal cleaning clothes. " I stood there in shock. "Well why are you still standing there go and get properly dressed for housekeeping chores. "

I spoke "Madame couldn't we talk about this first ?" She glared at me. " There's nothing to discuss, go change and continue your chores!" Stella just looked at me. I have know idea what my facial expression was but I felt heat from my blushing.

I decided to head for the bedroom. I could hear their muffled talking as I removed my denim clothing. Standing in my panties I debated about putting my polyester slacks and top back on i was cleaning in this morning since it was already there on the bed. I decided that would work. After slipping the clothing on laced up my sneakers.

As I walked into the living room, Madame turned back to me and frowned. Saying nothing she turned to her sister. " I regret you won the bet, rather he is going to regret it, I suppose you won and have to inform him!" She turned back to me. "Since you embarrassed me by failing to properly dressed for housekeeping Stella now has been given full rights of authority, understood?" I shakenly responded Yes Madame.

I stood there flabbergasted Madame with those words just presented full authority to Stella. Just as MsDonna and others had. She looked at me. " You understand?" Yes Madame.

She looked back to Stella, " as we discussed, exactly ". " Alright your sure? Absolutely as we agreed!"

" Tom, I mean Sweetie, you were told to change into housekeeping apparel for home, that doesn't look proper for home according to my information. Since you earlier said you're cleaning outfit was in the wash, maybe that's were it belongs, the laundry is right behind you. Deposit it and then go get into your home housekeeping outfit, your complete outfit." I looked at Madame, I knew without words. I began to slip off my top, knowing next would be my shoes and then my slacks, being left in my panties. They both had full views. I watched as Stella whispered something to Madame. They both giggled. I thought about my cage and knew my panties would outline it as well as the color would shine through. White cage with powder blue panties.

I knew delay would be fruitless and only generate punishment. Slipping off the shoes I immediately followed by slipping down my slacks. I watched the grins spread on both faces. I headed outto the bedroom.

I took out my housedress and loafers. Her saying complete meant I would need bra and forms. Going without would certainly be a failure. I really dreaded this but knew full well punishment would be waiting with failure. I really didn't want my Sister in law watching my ass getting spanked.

I headed back, I began blushing as I entered and they both smiled. Stella spoke, "this time big Sis you win!" I told you, you just couldn't believe it , thats his normal housekeeping outfit. " OH, it looks comfortable, is it Sweetie? Yes mam. " You were told she had full authority, would you care to answer that question again?"

"Yes MsStella" , "That's better, don't forget again!" I already knew demerits were being added. MsStella remarked, " come on in Sweetie, give me a full view, turn for me. " i stood and then did a 360. Madame looked at her and nodded. " Sweetie, I asked for a full views, continue. " I knew without asking, I gathered up and raised my dress displaying my panties. She motioned a thumb up, I raised it further to expose my bra and forms.


" Geez sister, thats an impressive stack!" It's proportional to his build. Actually his sleep set is larger. " I always knew he had notable moobs but those boob's are impressive, and he sleeps larger.? Definitely, it's because of the gynecomastia. His moobs really are boob's! But a lady should have some modesty!"

Alright Sweetie drop your dress and continue your housekeeping duties. My world changed again. Another person, my sister in law, has joined the growing group of females knowing too much about me.
 
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I went to work they sat together talking. I listened to multiple rounds of laughter. Certainly I or my status was the subject matter. I returned to the laundry moving the load to the dryer and reloading the washer, including my polyester clothes in had stripped off.

I started back to finish the her master bathroom cleaning when Madame called me over. I stood before them both, waiting. MsStella spoke first. I understand you also enjoy doing laundry and are meticulous about proper wash and care needs. Yes MsStella.

"Madame suggested you would be happy to add doing my laundry loads during my housekeeping duties. " Yes MsStella. Madame looked at me. I turned back to MsStella. "MsStella may I please be allowed to include your laundry needs to my housekeeping services?" With a major smile she remarked, " I don't know know that request doesn't sound very enthusiastic!"

MsStella I really would love to include doing your laundry while I am housekeeping, it would really be an honor, please say yes. MsStella looked at Madame she turned back with a grin. " Well since you begged so nicely i suppose we can allow that. But I will not accept any mistakes! No MsStella I am very careful all i need to know is if you have folding preferences and if you want me to put the clean items away.

" We will start with folding and leaving in the baskets. I will decide later about you storing them back." Yes MsStella thank you.

Well this day has created another major change. I not only gained additional household chores but now a family member has full command authority with a major exposure of my domestic clothing and underwear. I was beyond shocked with these events. Yet MsStella didn't seem unprepared, as I replayed the events Madame must have prepared her for this escapade.

At any rate nothing had been said or noticed about my micro cage. It was bad enough i had to expose my lingerie and forms and discussion about my own breast's and gnynocomastia. Madame spoke up directing me to continue my chores.
 
They talked for another hour before she headed back to her place. I finished the laundry and put everything away. When I came in she was busy with her video games. I sat down and was making up a shopping list.

She stopped and looked over at me. " Whats on your mind?" Madame I just don't really understand? " It's not necessary for you to understand, just do as your told and be perfect about". Yes Madame, I always try hard to meet your expectations. I have been doing her cleaning as you directed.

That's correct and now you're going add laundry service. Stella has problems with gluten and it really makes her struggle to keep up. Your helping her and I see no reason you can't do multitasking with the laundry, just like here." Madame you could have just instructed me, I would have complied instantly. " I know that, but I felt it was better to delegate that to Stella and integrate her into the inner circle".

Yes Madame, of course you're in control as always but, I was so embarrassed. "Your needless embarrassment is illrealavent what does matter is your challenging instructions! Your always whining about your embarrassment. You're going have more embarrassment events as I make more changes to with your training. With my medical issues and under the weather days I don't have the energy to keep you on track with training goals. I am arranging options to delegate your training and activities to continue your progress. Plus you have some health challenges to balance as well. "

Yes Madame, currently we both are having our bad days but we have been working around those. " Yes but during my surgeries and recovery I will be sidelined. Your not going to coast or even worse backslide. You're mentally and physically adapting to your future position in our marriage as you promised to full dedication and commitment. Absolutely Madame i still fully dedicate full obedience and compliance to your wishes.

" Well it didn't appear that way today. You hesitated and failed to follow instructions. You were disrespectful in your responses. I am tired of dealing with your balking and hesitation to commands and instructions. You should anticipate and respond with proper respectful answers. You should never hesitate to perform any action or task given. It doesn't matter if it's going to cause you embarrassment! As of today all demerits will be tripled until further notice. We are going to teach you to turn embarrassment into a badge of honor in your servitude. You will find joy in being humiliated and embarrassed in your servitude to me".

Yes Madame, I don't mean to dishonor you, sometimes I am just weak and stupid. " Well I believe we can teach you to be a proper submissive, willing to follow all commands with joy!"

Yes Madame, I promise to be better.
 
The next few days I performed my exercise routines and housekeeping duties. I wanted badly to ask Madame how and what all she and her sister had discussed about me. All the other females that held authority over me were clerks and store owners of products used with my training and appearance supplies. MsStella was one of her younger sister's that live adjacent to us but also have a lake house that they are using more these days. Her husband still does contractor work at times. They only are around local part time these days.

Madame apparently has other changes in some state of planning to modify and delegate more of my training and reeducation. MsStella has been 1 and sometimes 2 visits a week depending on her needs and use of local house. I can walk or drive our utility vehicle up so I carry my cleaning supply tote. She will have her on laundry supplies. We have to coordinate my visits around KW being away for the visit. Sometimes I do it after they go to the lake to stay. Madame generally would go up and visit while I worked when they are local.

With proper timing my cleaning time will allow laundry to work and require minimum extra visit time. Unless iorning is needed. I expect some due to knowing some of clothing will require it. Madame has some iron requirement articles. My day dresses require ironing she selected them purposely. My Mother taught me ironing because it was a majority of ladies wear in her time-line as she put it mens articles also require iorning.
 
As Madame was eating breakfast she got a text, she took a moment and responded. After she finished i cleared her plate. I then ate my breakfast and then washed dishes. She announced she was going to visit MsStella, I was to do my exercise routine.

As usual I changed to my housekeeping outfit and began cleaning. She did not return until near lunch time. She ate and informed me MsStella required a housekeeping visit after lunch . She finished eating and i cleared her table and began eating. She instructed me to finish and join them at MsStella's at 12:30. She then headed out on the UTV, which meant I was walking over.

I didn't have much time and couldn't be late. I rinsed the table service items. Then I quickly changed, removed my bra and forms slipped into my polyester slacks and top, laced on my sneakers. I grabbed my cleaning tote and quickly headed up. Being late now meant triple demerits. Her new rule already made sitting painful despite my best efforts.

I had only had a couple of punishment sessions under the new rule and didn't want another. As I knocked MsStella called for me to enter. As I walked in they both were standing and watched my entry. They both were frowning and looked at each other.

"Madame unfortunately you were exactly right"! I noted she called her Madame. "Yes MsStella, just as I expected! We'll this is your domain, i yield to your discretion on this. I looked at my watch i was still 4 minutes early. What had them upset? I waited knowing full well they both were upset.

MsStella began, " Sweetie, how dare you report out of uniform? Such disrespect, Madame told me she expected this failure." I was standing there with no idea what was wrong. I was early, had my cleaning supplies, I looked down my shoes were tied in proper bows.

MsStella, I am sorry, what have I done? " You stand there looking like that and have to ask such a stupid question ? Madame why do you put up with this pathetic creature? I mean so predictable, you knew he would make such a stupid error!"

" Unfortunately, I am too familiar with his simple ignorance that is why I have been wearing myself out applying punishment sessions, this time you're going to understand "!

"I guarantee we can improve on this, he shall learn to think ahead better. Otherwise he will not be wanting to sit down often!" I stood there completely oblivious to what I had done wrong.

" You see MsStella, that stupid blank look on his face, he's got no clue"! " Yes, I can see that, he's scanned himself and checked his watch, no idea has entered his brain, apparently it's smaller than his tiny caged pecker, excuse me his tiny caged clitty"! My god she knew about my caged member, my little! My face was on fire.

" OH look, your right he does get much redder, maybe that's why his little stays limp, all the blood goes to his face "! Madame laughed then MsStella joined in.

"I suppose I must inform him of the errors, it's fully apparent he still has no clue". That was an understatement. "Sweetie why are you here?" To do cleaning and laundry MsStella. "Well then, why are you out of uniform for said work"?

It hit me like a bullet, my clothing, they expected me to be in my housekeeping day dress I use at home, not slacks! " Sweetie, now that I have had to inform you of your extreme error, why are you still standing there"?

I'm very sorry MsStella, I will be right back. I sat down my cleaning tote and bolted out the door. I heard them laughing as I began to run for home to change. I moved quickly changing my now sweating body, I got my normal home outfit on and headed back. My breast forms bounced and tugged as I trotted back, putting my arm across to steady them.

They both were on the porch and watched my show.. As I approached they went back inside. I followed cose behind. Out of breath I closed the door. MsStella looked at her phone and also snapped a photo.

"What time is it?" I checked my watch. It's 12:49 MsStella, I panted out. " Incorrect it's is 12:51 you reported 21 minutes late, do you agree Madame?" " Yes I have the same on my phone ". " Apparently you note even capable of keeping proper settings on your watch. You're phone has correct exact time, in the future they better match, that's now a requirement that earning demerits, starting with this event. Demerits will be on a per minute basis. Tasks will now have time allotments, if I give a deadline. Infractions will totalled and punishment sessions will be executed when I decide. Understood?" Yes MsStella, I understand. Good gosh, I just accumulated 21 licks, that would be 63 if Madame's new decree is applied, my ass would be hamburger. I was feeling nauseous and scared. I also just realized MsStella was aware of my cage and clitty status, I began thinking about what else has been shared, certainly punishment demerits were openly known.

I began to tear up as I stood there trying not to become sick. I began to think and I was getting dizzy. I screamed out . Excuse me i need the bathroom, I quickly went in and began upchucking. I cleaned up an flushed my mess away, I had lost my lunch. Cleaning my face and rinsing my mouth. I returned to face them.

"Well, that was quite a episode Sweetie, do you do that often "? No MsStella, I guess my running and all got to me. "Sweetie, I believe you're fear of punishment due was more attention point, your really a wimp pussy, Madame is right your a pathetic Sissy, aren't you "?

Yes MsStella, I am pathetic. I am weak, I am stupid slut. " I believe you're also a pathetic Sissy and a cock slut! Isn't that also correct? Yes, MsStella, I am Madame's cock slut, as she desires. Madame spoke up, " i believe MsStella has a good point, you certainly are my cock slut but looking at you now maybe, it's more accurate that Sissy cock slut is more accurate!"

"Well, Madame of course decides that your whatever she wants but within my domain you're a pathetic Sissy cock slut, Madame of course has final call". Well MsStella your domain is yours to call him whatever suits you, you have full discretion and jurisdiction while he's here. You know the only hard limits we discussed", "Yes Madame, I fully understand your boundaries and can work within them all".

"Sweetie for now if I ask your status while in my domain what are you "? MsStella I am a worthless Sissy Cock Slut. " That's correct, until further notice. Now start laundry and fully clean the bathroom. I don't want any puke odor around when KW gets in, otherwise I might have to explain what occurred here today, you probably don't want that"? Oh God no, never, please, you couldn't do that. " Well, yes I certainly could. Better make sure there's no reason, spotless and odor free. Get busy bitch"!

I rapidly grabbed my cleaning tote and headed to the bathroom.
 
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I set bowl cleaner to soak as I wiped down everything, inspecting for any splatter. I found several on tub beside commode. I also saw the floor caught some. I went to fetch her mopping gear. As I went back through MsStella took a photo and checked her phone. She remarked, " Mind your time Sweetie " I continued on determined to have it spotless. I finished making a final inspection, satisfied with my results. I decided to do the other bathroom since I had the gear out.

I then set to vacuuming. They moved out to the sunroom closing the door. Threre had been continuous talking between them, occasionally laughter as I worked the bathrooms. Nothing changed, except the vacuum noise drowned it out their sound, but my eyes still worked.

MsStella's comments demonstrated Madame had shared vast personal information, I didn't know what else, but definitely alot. MsStella didn't mention Madame's other pet name about me. Cock slut , atleast cocksucking slut got shortened, Madame tended to use that more frequently. But MsStella added Sissy, Madame and the others rarely used that endearment. I guess I should not be surprised, I had thought it about myself often during my exercise sessions, mostly when Madame was pegging me and begged for more. Unfortunately she rarely mounts me due to the physical demands on her.

Currently during exercise I am restricted from concentrating on my prostate. Only when instructed, even then it is limited. I hunger for another SuperO, I desperately want to find a multiple orgasm experience. MsJoslyn and MsDonna still say that day will exceed everything to date. They both say i will completely addicted once I experience it, my hunger for the superO id ferocious, I began and plead but Madame restricts me to edging my prostate.

I was ready to vacuum the sunroom. I knocked at the door for their permission to enter. Closed doors require that even glass, permission must be given Madame demands that. They motioned me to enter. I explained i was ready to vacuum to finish. As they moved back into the living room couch. MsStella walking by simply said "tick tok" .

As I was vacuuming her words hit me. I had not checked on the laundry status, my new additional chores. I had gotten tunnel vision. I immediately stepped into the living room. MsStella, I forgot the laundry addition, do you have laundry ? "You have laundry to do but the problem is KW is due back in about an hour ". She got up motioning me to follow. Walking behind her my eyes popped out looking at enough for 3 maybe 4 loads. That would require 2 to 3 hours. MsStella, I cannot get this done in an hour! "Sweetie, your right but your problem is KW is due back. This is your responsibility you were told, hell I even gave you 2 warnings. You failed to remember to multitask while cleaning, there was adequate time. "

MsStella could I do this tomorrow? " No, not an option". I am so sorry, I got flustered and sick, I got focused on cleaning up. " Yes you cleaned, I don't believe the bathrooms haven't looked that good since we built the house. You're problem is that is a very serious failure" Yes mam, I very sorry. "Well I suppose you can stay and complete your task, would that be alright Madame "? Oh no! MsStella please no, Madame please don't allow this, I would die, KW is due in. Please, give me any punishment, please don't expose me to KW. "Quite, not another word " MsStella commanded! I looked to Madame she had remained quite.

"MsStella let us have a discussion. Sweetie gather your cleaning supplies and go sort the laundry by load type. You really fouled up today, MsStella has a perfect right to discipline your disrespectful behavior. Remain silent unless you're asked something".

I nodded and proceeded to follow her instructions. They went to the sunroom and closed the door. My sorting created 4 different loads, about 3 hours needed. KW was due now @45 minutes. They were still talking and I was pacing around the fear was building. Madame had given her full authority and I don't think she would overrule whatever she decided. I felt strongly i was shortly going to be embarrassed to death, I could envision his shock and then ridicule. I also knew, if MsStella and Madame decided for me to start and stay till laundry was done that's what I would do. Despite a beyond measure of embarrassment that I would never get over. I was getting nauseated again, I needed to get outside. I walked to the sunroom, I knocked at the door.

MsStella walked over, " you were told to wait in the laundry !" Yes mam but I'm getting sick again. May i please step outside in case I upchuck again. She turned to Madame, she nodded. " I suppose you may relocate to backyard. " Thank you MsStella, I immediately got out. I got away from the house and moments later I puked again. Using my hand to wipe my mouth. I went to the outside faucet to flush my mouth and face. Then I set down on the steps. I was unaware but they had a full view of my my latest episode. MsStella stepped out and instructed me to come into the sunroom.

I went inside, at least my stomach had calmed down. I stood in front of both of them. MsStella addressed me. " Sweetie I've decided to allow you to finish all the laundry!" Remembering Madame's instructions I didn't speak. I wanted to drop to my knees and beg. I held back.

MsStella then instructed me to kneel, I quickly dropped to my knees. My eyes were watering up.
" Are you feeling better? Your not nauseated are you? No mam, I am OK right now. "Well that's twice today apparently your nerves are very sensitive. Madame tells me you've never reacted like this even when you started eating cock covered in your special sauce, or should I say your on spunk!"

" You will do the laundry, all of it today". I lowered my head. "Look at me, do you understand"? Yes MsStella, I understand, I will do the laundry today. She turned to look at Madame.

" You will go to the laundry room, I understand there will be four loads. Yes mam. Well getup we will all go to the laundry. As we walked i felt tears rolling down my cheeks. We entered the room i stepped forward to the baskets. I started to open the washer and she ordered me to stop.

"Get back to your knees , that's your position when I give you instructions". I dropped again but said nothing. " You have generated many demerits today, they will be settled at a later point in time. Right now load the baskets onto the UTV you will take them to Madame's house and wash and dry them today. I expect you in the morning to return with them when I text you. You will be in your proper housekeeping uniform. Do you understand the instructions? Do you have any questions? "I was hesitant but got up the nerve to ask . Is KW going to be home? " Well Sweetie, that's a good question, the answer is i don't know know, guess we will figure that out tomorrow. Get up and move your cute ass, unless you're wanting KW to help you load . He will be here in 15 minutes or so."

I jumped up and stacked 2 baskets and quickly returned for the other 2. On my return Madame met me at the door. "Sweetie you steady the baskets, I will drive , you don't want to spill anything. " I had at least postponed being seen and confronted by KW. On the ride I thought about the fact my confrontation with KW was at least delayed.

Upon our arrival and unloading i went to the laundry immediately.
 
With first load going i asked Madame what she wanted for dinner. She decided on a quick sandwich would work. I prepared her sandwich then it was time to swap wash into dryer and begin 2nd load. Madame had made no comments. I cleared her plate and decided to also ear a sandwich. My stomach was empty but stable.
I had never reacted like yesterday during any prior challenges and embarrassing events, but the thought of being seen by brother in-law i guess maxed me out.

I continued laundry and began folding with third load into wash. I wrapped up in just over 3 hours. My thoughts turned to the morning, I was going to be summoned by text to deliver the laundry and in my housekeeping outfit. I was starting to physc myself up.

Madame apparently was watching my behavior. "Sweetie , you better get control of yourself, I don't want you getting sick again! What ever happens tomorrow you will survive. Focus on your other tasks, you still have your exercises to do. Go give yourself a full douche , I will supervise tonight ". I headed out to prepare everything. I tried to focus on my current task.

Madame hadn't supervised a session for several weeks. She would be around but lately her only input was to restrict me from getting carried away concentrating on my walnut. She knows how badly I won't another SuperO and still want the brass ring, multiple orgasm event. But she controls my orgasms along with everything else. When I get going as she calls it I zone out and become a horny cocksucking slut slut. I crave filling both my orifices and will work my walnut with passion of a orgasm. She doesn't allow unsupervised events. But usually it's limited to a "it's time to full stroke" , "move on " " that's enough of that" or " that's enough working that pussy!" As she puts it my training is for developing my character not pleasure. I am being trained to understand you can be fucked while getting some pleasure but be left short of an orgasm. She went decades being screwed, used and left without climax. As she puts it Your turn to be worked up and left wanting!
 
I performed my full cleaning douche and gave myself 4 lube shooters. I laid out my other items and informed Madame I was prepared to start. I was excited she decided to supervise, that means she will direct when and how i utilize my various toy's to fill and work them. Rather than a traffic cop limiting my speed and frenzy.

When she walked in she had her bra and panties on with her strap on harness but it was empty except for vibrator. I asked her if she wanted one of cocks. " I will do the talking unless I ask you something you're still under a no talking instruction. That still means demerits for violations"! She had told me that at MsStella's I didn't realize it still was in effect. That means I have already created more demerits.

"Go ahead, warm both those cocks up. Alternating between them. Warm them and get them wet. " As I worked , I was having trouble focusing on my task. I kept thinking about tomorrow and what might happen. " Let's see you deep throat them."

I began with the smaller one and quickly gagged myself. She laughed, "Sweetie you better get your focus on your business. As of now gagging tonight is a demerit for each gag. Your to experienced at cocksucking to gag so easily. Why don't you add some of your secret sauce and try again. "

I was leaking from my cage even though I really didn't have any horny feelings going, my mind was on another subject. I applied my sauce and tried to think about my activities. As I slid the slimy prick between my lips my tongue collected the taste of my spunk. It tasted really good, I tucked and licked it clean, I reapplied more. "That's it, taste that juicy cock, drink that nectar and get some more. Coat throat let that cock slide deep. Kiss those huge balls."

She reached down and took the larger cock frome and crouched down. While I pumped the other cock she collected my juices as the ozzed from my cage. She fondled my balls and pressed fingers into my perineum. More juice dribbled out.

"Remove that small cock, your going to take this big one down in one motion, all the way kiss those ball and then lick them while deep throated." She very much knew how challenging it was squeeze my tongue out to lick when filled with the big cock. I hoped not to gag, often I would trying this trick.

As I removed the smaller cock she immediately moved insert the big one. I did my best to start leaning into trying to slide it all the way in a single motion. She slowly moved it forward simultaneously. I felt the balls against my bottom lip. " That's a good girl, no get that tounge working, you can do this. "

I began to squeeze my tongue out, I was maxing out my jaws. My tounge made contact, I did my best to curl it against the large balls and sac. " Work that tounge girl, swipe the whole sac".

She began to withdraw the cock. I had a minor gag moment. I hoped she missed it, then I thought I should report it when I could talk. Madame slowly pulled the cock backwards and out. She held it a moment in front of my lips. I kissed it and licked it on the tip. " Umm, can't get enough i suppose, don't you worry my slut, your just getting started!"

She took it as she stood up, then she fitted into her harness. I looked up, we smiled at each other. "Alright , get yourself into doggy position then get your mouth back on that other cock. She then moved around and applied lube onto her cock. I collected some juice and took the other cock in.

She positioned and held the cock at my hole. " Wiggle that cute pussy, show me how much you want it. " I began oscillating and pressed myself against it. She held steady as I pressed back. I felt myself yielding to it's large bulbous head. I began to accept it in, she then moved to fill me slowly and I felt the harness. She waited a bit and then slowly began full slow strokes. I almost shivered as the glans crossed my walnut. I was in high hopes for much more attention.

Madame started various stroke speeds but still full length. I removed the cock and collected more juice. I remembered about gagging earlier, I started to tell Madame but I was on silent mode. Instead I just took it back into my mouth and throat. As I bottomed out against the balls, Madame called out " practice using that tounge, wash those large full balls, make them fill them you're belly with spunk! Men like that and always makes the blast their load of hot seed"!

I did better this time with a bit more space. Right then Madame began to short stroke right over my walnut. The wide glans flange was hovering, stroking much like her fingers would, but less pressure. It was marvelous. She stopped right then just sitting with the glans on my walnut. It was so intense, she raised herself slightly putting pressure on me. I was almost dizzy, strange feelings down deep.

"Sweetie, I can almost feel you're pulse, Slut fuck my cock, remember no cumming without permission!" I started to oscillate over a couple of inches. I was getting almost a wave like feeling, i adjusted my speed looking for the best. I also found pausing and pressing created different sensation of an intensity. I decided this hovering created a different feeling. I started alternating. It was alot like the brief crest just before ejaculation, I vaguely remember. I was hovering between this when a jolt hit me. Madame slapped my right button cheek. " Don't you dare climax on purpose or by accident " . She pulled out completely.

My head was spinning, I wanted to scream asking her to put it back in. I held my tounge, instead I tried leaning back to reach, she just moved further away. I really wanted back into that wonderful zone. I was starting to wimpy and moan, hoping she would be merciful and plunge that big cock into my hot pussy. I was desperate for that wonderful sensation, a single wave was like 5 times longer the that brief sensation at ejaculation. I wiggled my ass and moaned hoping to entice Madame to stab back into me.

"Look at this, my cocksucking slut wants more! She wants to be fucked more, do you really think moaning and wiggling your slut ass will get your pussy filled? Answer me bitch!" Yes Madame please put your cock into my slut pussy! " No, I don't think you're hungry enough for it." Please Madame, I'm a horny slut, I want your big cock in my bitch slut pussy!

" What did you call yourself? A horny slut. " Try again ". I thought about earlier today. Madame i am a pathetic Sissy bitch cocksucking slut! " Did you say Sissy Bitch?" Yes Madame, I'm a PATHETIC SISSY BITCH COCKSUCKING SLUT! "So you liked MsStella's modified label. " Madame I am happy with anything you define and consider me to meet your desires.

"Well, I originally was only going her to use that change when you in service for her. Apparently you may prefer the change. Well tonight at least that's acceptable, I believe tomorrow among other things MsStella and I will discuss this item. " Alright Sissy Slut, fill your mouth with cock and move back to fill your Sissy pussy with cock!"
 
I quickly moved back found the head shimmed my butt and in the cock slide. I recenter and pressed myself against it trying to restart the magic zone. I felt a hard slap again. " Stop that Sissy slut, fuck the whole cock or nothing. Show me the Horny Sissy slut, start fucking yourself, show me how much you want it. " I started pumping myself on it on the whole shaft. Madame mostly let me rock it in and out with occasional step up by her shifting her angle.

I changed speed allowing more time over my walnut but still knew if I tried to hover Madame would pull her cock out. Some pleasure was better than nothing. I yearned to explore my new trick more. Madame knew this and wasn't allowing it. I continued to pump myself enjoying it all but loved the tickle of my walnut as the large glans passed twice with each pump.

Madame seemed to be enjoying the activities or at least the vibrator in the joque harness. I was generating generous amounts of spunk dribbling from my cage. This lubed my mouth each time I cycled it to swipe up the delicious nectar. I have gotten addicted to it as a wonderful lube and love adding as much as possible. I.n the beginning I really detected it's texture and flavor. Now it's a delicious enhancement, part of dislikes the fact I now savor my own spunk but the other side wins.
Madame decided to take over the pumping she also made a now rare visit to my breast's including some attention to my nipples. She was tweaking with one hand and holding my balls with the other. Several times she stopped pumping and tweaking before resuming. It can be uncomfortable when caged if my sac is cold and tight, easier if I am warm and have a bit of slacks. I prefer ball manipulation when uncaged, more joy less pain unless she's in the mood to squeeze them.

After a bit more she pulled out and commanded me to remove the rubber from her cock. Exercise and play was over. With that she declared, " Well you seem to like being a pathetic Sissy cocksucking slut, I had to avert activities several times because of your getting over excited. "

"Well, do you like being a pathetic Sissy cocksucking slut? Yes Madame. "Well get yourself cleaned up , also fill your Sissy pussy with your larger plug for the night. " Yes Madame.
 
I had a restless night between my larger plug and thinking about tomorrow when I did wake up.

Morning came, my alarm woke me. Could have used more sleep, once up i started thinking again. Put breakfast on , Madame declared we would eat together today. I cleared and cleaned up. I went ahead and loaded MsStella's laundry baskets on UTV. Got changed into my housekeeping outfit.

Madame remarked, di not work yourself up over what might happen this morning. I don't want you getting sick again. We can deal with anything that occurs.

Madame then told me my silent restriction was temporarily lifted in case I wanted to discuss anything.

I decided I needed to report the two gagging events during training. They were minor but they happened.

Madame yesterday's training, I had two gagging events while sucking cock. Once with the bigger one while trying to tounge lick the balls. The other was the smaller one when I went deep to fast.

"Well, you finally decided to report the failures. " Madame I was under a silent command except for questions. "That's right, well you still failed, I will not triple the demerits on those. " Thank you Madame.

Madame what all does MsStella know about me. "What i want her to know she is a Mistress to you and my little sister. It's illrealavent what we have discussed about you. Your only concern is obedience and following instructions and commands from your Madame and Misstress's. You mean MsStella and the others? Anyone who has full authority status, females are Misstress's and if a superior male was approved he would be a Master. " Madame are you saying a male Could have authority level? Anyone i choose can have authority level over your pathetic submissive self. " Please no don't do that to me. " You pledged to obey everything I desired to please me. That is what you will continue to do, if we stay together. It was you that begged for chastity and anything else I needed to be happy, well that's what I am doing!" Yes Madame but please don't expose me to a male master, especially KW.

" I doubt KW would ever achieve a master status, that's interesting but highly unlikely. "
 
I continue to wait for MsStella's text. I worked on shopping list to attempt to stay busy. Madame merely say and worked with her video games. I worked on a shopping list trying to focus on anything. If I focused on my thoughts of exposure to KW my stomach was still reacting. I suppose my nerves were creating anxiety. Madame's comments were not helping saying anyone could be granted authority, male or female.

My phone finally chirped mid morning. MsStella wrote to be there at 10. I had the baskets already loaded Madame told me to warm up the UTV , after used the bathroom, she would drive me up. I went out and started the engine. I looked at my watch it was 9:45 , it's only a few minutes but definitely didn't want to be late.

I was getting anxious, at 9:50 I went back to check on Madame. I knocked on the door, she barked " I will be out shortly, your supposed to waiting on UTV. It was 9:52 my watch was counting down. Madame stepped out with my watch reading 9:53 Madame sat down and we headed up around the road, it's a bit further than cross country route. I just stared at my watch.

We pulled up in front at 9:57, I had seen KW's blue truck. I hopped of grabbing 2 of the baskets. I quickly got to door and knocked. As I stood there it hit me KW might open the door. My stomach a dive again, the door opened, I tried to cover myself holding up the baskets. Thankfully it was MsStella, I lowered the baskets a bit.

" You have all my laundry?" Yes MsStella all ready. " Your late and why have you just lied to me? "I looked at my watch it just flipped to 10am. MsStella it's just now 10, I have your laundry. " That's not all my laundry and it is 10:04 and have just made a third major error in telling me I was incorrect. I am never incorrect that you should know.

MsStella, I am sorry, I meant no disrespect, my watch, your other clothes are right o er there, I will go get them now. I set the first baskets down and hurried to get the other 2. I quickly presented myself with those. " Now you're here with all my laundry and it 10:12." You are late and finally have all my laundry! Go put those and the others into the laundry room, then join us in the living room ".

I hesitated, " Sweetie get moving before you generate more demerits, KW isn't in the house if that's what is slowing down." I got moving. Not in the house, she didn't say not here, I quickly wondered about his shop out back.

I put the second set away and quickly returned to the living room. MsStella stood up, " present yourself for inspection. " I quickly got to my knees while I looked around wondering about KW'S location. "Sweetie stop looking around when you're presenting yourself for inspection or instructions you look at me only, nothing else matters". Yes MsStella I am sorry . " Yes sorry and pathetic Sissy:. Yes MsStella.
 
"Well let's check the rest of your outfit to verify your fully in uniform ". I stood up and knew i was to raise my dress for her inspection of my underwear. She then motioned for a 360 by spinning her finger. I made a slow 360 and stood waiting for permission to lower my daydress.

"Madame, is this a typical?" " Yes, she has a issue with containment. " I understand the tiny cage bump, I guess Sissy is just excited creating the wet spot in front, either from thinking about KW seeing his proper status or maybe from thinking about his upcoming demerits. " " Well she tends to leak easily. " " That's possibly an understatement, what i don't quite understand is that little bulge and wet spot on that cute tushy. "

"Sweetie, turn around, lower your panties, I need to understand " Yes MsStella. I slipped down my panties. " Oh, what a nice butt plug, such a cute pink. Madame is this normal for her pussy to be plugged?" " Normal, I guess depending on my mood, last night's exercise session ended but I felt his pussy was still hungry to be filled " . "Apparently that might be the basis of the cage leakage, I thought it was excitement to be exposed to KW, but maybe not."

"Sweetie, what's making your tiny clitty leak today? Are you excited about being exposed to KW?" No MsStella, I desperately don't want that, I am afraid for that, not excited. " Well, something has your juices flowing making that cage leak? Are you looking forward to being punished for outstanding demerits? MsStella, I know punishment is due but don't think that is making me leak.

"Well, surely you understand your body something is working up all that leakage?" I guess maybe my plug is stimulating my walnut, I mean prostate. That's probably it, I cannot control that.

"Well you should understand your body and we have feminine pads on those occasions for leakage. " Madame injected i haven't had him using a pad to your place to allow her cage to outline better. " "Well it's evident that rear pad is overloaded, Sweetie why don't you pull up those soiled panties and go freshen up!" MsStella I don't have any pads, don't carry my murse up here. " You have a murse?" Yes mam, normally it goes when ever I travel. "Well you traveled here today, a proper Sissy should always be prepared, soiled panties are also demerits and that's 2 more for you. Pull up your panties go to my bathroom, second drawer on left you will find pads, best use maxi's to keep you dry. Move get yourself into order!"
 
I got cleaned up and adjusted the maxi pads into position. I then returned they were on the couch. MsStella motion for me to 360 again for review. " Alright Sweetie let's go review my laundry. "

When we went in she ordered me to close my eyes until told different. I did as told but didn't understand. " So let's see, hear smell this " I felt clothing at my nose. Smell it what do smell? I sniffed. I only smell clean fresh clothes. Here smell this," i felt a softer fabric, I sniffed again. MsStella it's just a clean fabric, softer but no real odor.

" That's correct, the problem is my laundry should smell like morning medows scent! All this laundry must be redone, unless you're going to explain to KW why it doesn't have his preferred scent!" OH no MsStella, I don't want to do that, do you really think he will notice? Our free and clear is great detergent but is unscented.

"Yes, he will notice immediately, I wasted 5 different detergent scents before I found this one he liked, they either stunk or smelled like a French tart where. If you want it can use these but if he challenges it , you will have to explain the reason and of course the rest."

No MsStella, I will rewash them, I can take them and your detergent down and immediately fix this. " "No, you can do the laundry right here and now Sweetie! I suppose your worried about KW? Well if he's working in the shop, it's approaching lunch time, I suppose I could carry lunch out to him if he'sinterested, let me text him. She typed up and sent a text. I began to feel my stomach churning. Madame apparently noticed me getting pale. "MsStella, I believe Sweetie is getting a bit unsettled again!"

MsStella took a look, " Sweetie is your tummy upset again?" Yes MsStella, I cannot control it, I'm a nervous wreck over this KW issue, I can't stand thinking of his seeing me in service. " Madame has his Sissy ass always been so easily upset?" "Well no, she's survived many embarrassments during her development as a submissive. I believe it's the fact he's male and a relative, I don't think his fragile nerves can handle this ."

"Well Sweetie, KW says he's skipping lunch trying to wrap up and project. Figures i want see him till around 4". She typed back a response to him. " Relax, I suggest you get yourself busy!" I got busy on the laundry. They went to the sunroom and closed the doors. I was already feeling better, KW has a bathroom in the shop. I felt a degree of safety. I had plenty of time.
 
As I worked the laundry, I stayed in the laundry room. Even if KW came in I would be out of sight. I remained quite as well. I was past the halfway mark. I was folding and pushing to finish. As I was folding the second load the door swung open. I bolted to the end trying to hide.

"Sweetie, your wasting your time, the room is to small for hiding your cute ass. Finish folding that load then come to the sunroom." Yes MsStella. She left but left the door open.

I wrapped up the folding, then went to sunroom. I knocked, waiting for entry approval. I wished they were in the living room, there was no direct view to the shop. The shop only had 1 windows and a door on the facing wall. I felt exposed, she motioned for me to enter.

Madame and I were wondering if you're drying out" she then spun her finger. I reluctantly raised my dress. Making a full slow rotation while the both inspected my panties and the wet spots. " "Madame i believe both are drying nicely !" I agree and your maxi pads are controlling noth the leakage areas. " " Sweetie come over. We should inspect your pads, don't want more demerits." I walked over Madame pulled down my panties first in front the my backside. MsStella remarked " Sweetie go change both with some fresh maxi pads, you know where I keep mine.. Then checkth laundry before returning" I lowered my dress and proceeded to her master bathroom.

The washer had another 15 minutes but the dryer was fixing to stop. I waited to remove and fold everything to prevent wrinkles. This next washer load be the end of the rework. I was able to shave time to minimum wash cycle time since they were already clean. I had checked first load to verify they had the light scent to them. I suppose it would be notable if you're used to smelling it.

I returned to the sunroom with 35 minutes before washer would be done. As I entered i was watching for any sign or movement in the shop, so far I had avoided being seen by KW. I knocked and waited, they finished whatever they were discussing before giving me the wave to enter.

"Present yourself "I kneeled down. We need to discuss your demerits of today and yesterday, it's a pretty serious quantity even without Madame's triple multiplier. I am not at this time going implement her new rule and she agrees it's my option for demerits earned in service here. Of course if she is disrespected or you fail a task for her that's different. You were late by 21 minutes yesterday and 12 minutes late today. That alone is 33 licks, just think it would be 99 under Madame's rules. You lied as well this morning about having all the laundry. You contradicted me about the time . You hesitated in a command. That makes 36. You didn't do the laundry yesterday since my detergent wasn't used. That's 37. You're panties were soiled twice, thats 39. You were without your Murse and had to borrow maxi pads twice. Thats 42. But we aren't done. Go finish the laundry come get me when you're done so I can inspect your work. Let's hope you did a proper job this time!
 
42 licks in 2 days from MsStella alone, if it was Madame that would be 126 licks I cannot imagine that! 42 is bad enough, more than any punishment in a single session. Madame has never applied that in a single punishment session. Generally even with a multiple day tally 24 was the highest single total, only once at that. Surely they don't expect to all at once. I owe more to Madame even without the triple dose rate.

Entering the laundry room i was trying to manage to burst into tears. I was devastated, I knew the laundry was done and neatly folded and organized having the right smell. MsStella reviewed each basket, saying nothing occasionally she picked up an article before returning it. After the final basket her facial expression was at best a frown. ?

She turned to Madame, " what do you think Madame " , who had stood beside her observing. "MsStella it's you're laundry and must meet all your requirements, any failure points are to your satisfaction but remember it's her first time, you remember being a virgin, don't you?"

" I certainly do, I also remember that I was ridiculed for my lack of knowledge about sex and pleasing a man properly. I don't remember much mercy for lack of experience and knowledge of sexual performance. " " Well, i understand that I got the same but Sweetie was different he was the virgin and never was calus, rude or rough, it's not his nature, I had to show him the way despite lack of knowledge, stamina and equipment unfortunately i came up short most of the time, but tiny is tiny. "

" I guess you can't build a big house with minimal tools in the box!" They both broke into laughter. Then MsStella stopped and turned to me. " Sweetie, i am afraid there are several short comings in your laundry skills, Madame is very accustom to you coming up short in performance, unlike your lack of masculine equipment and skills, laundry short comings can be enhanced!" " Madame has through great efforts has finally found happiness you're devotion to making her happy through submissive devotion and improved behavioral enhancements is for the first time allowing you both to enjoy life properly! I enjoy seeing you both happy and willing to work and evolve as a new happy couple. But as with everything you're shortcomings must be identified and addressed so Madame is pleased and happy, isn't that the priority? Yes MsStella, I am trying my best to please her, I am fully devoted to that, anything and everything she wants.

" Well then, understand her allowing me to assist in your training to be everything she desires and deserves is my honor and I am going to help enhance your focus at being a perfect submissive mate. You understand the need for punishment and how it helps you improve your devotion? Yes MsStella, I always try my best, I understand punishment is with love to help me improve and grow to better serve her biding.

" So then punishment sessions make you happy because it allows you to make her happy? " Yes MsStella, I mean I don't want to do wrong, punishment helps me improve and please her by making me improve. I thank you for helping me become a better submissive mate for her. I hope to please her by pleasing you, because it makes me better.

" Sweetie, it makes me happy to help improve your service to her, but of course i must be firm with your training and that includes punishment. That is needed to focus you on improving service to Madame. Yes mam, thank you for your assistance in my training .

" Alright back to task. You have made mistakes in laundry duties. Understand if you repeat a mistake it doubles punishment. You must always improve and not repeat the same mistake. That's how you grow and improve. "Yes mam.

" You did not separate clothing by gender. You're not proper folding the towels and wash cloths. You did not properly fold KW's mens underwear. You did not properly fold my panties. Lingerie items must be separated from bathing supplies. A man's clothing should be separated from female clothing. They all store in different locations and drawers.

In total that's an additional 7 demerits additional. Remember repeat any of these and demerits double. That means a third repeat doubles again. One becomes 2 , 2 becomes 4, 4 becomes 8. The goal of training is to only make a mistake once! Repeating a mistake isn't acceptable. " Yes MsStella

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"Madame suggested this after we talked today for your training with me. " Yes MsStella, I understand.

Madame spoke up." Sweetie, i think MsStella is owed a big thank you for her help and suggestions. I believe this idea is wonderful and will speed up your improvements, to stop making the same mistakes. It's a nifty thought!" Thank you MsStella so much for your help and assistance. I will make maximum efforts in all my training.

" Well that's all in can hope for!" Madame, i think we need to deal with demerits. This Sissy slut has an extreme backlog. How do you suggest we proceed?"

" Well Sweetie, your at 49 demerits that's a large amount. I suppose MsStella that would wear us both out doing those all today! " Agreed, perhaps, Sweetie would you like me to see if KW would assist us?" OH god please no MsStella. Madame please no!

" Easy Sweetie, MsStella was merely offering an idea, don't get all worked up!" Calm down Sweetie, i was just brain storming, forget that. " Sweetie what would you suggest?" Please, I will take them all from you both. Not KW please!! " Sweetie, if you beg and plead again about KW , I will introduce you two. I am sure he would be willing to apply your demerits. Do you understand? MADAME is this acceptable to you?

"Sweetie, MsStella is right, do not beg or plead about KW anymore, don't force me to join MsStella in having to introduce you to him that way. " " Well?"

I understand, I won't bring him up. Good Lord, I was getting sick again. Madame saw my distress.
"Sweetie calm down this instant! That's not happening just calm down!" MsStella we have other options! " " Yes Sweetie just follow the rules, don't mention him !"

" Calm down, if you get sick over this it's a repeat mistake. You calm down. " I began to feel better, I vowed to not mention him again.

" Madame , i don't have any paddles since the kids grew up. I have a couple of strap belts, what do you normally use?" " Sweetie, tell MsStella what options we have for demerits. "

Well MsStella, we have several paddles, cane rods, floggers and some belt straps. "Goodness, I suppose variety is good for someone who makes so many demerits. Alright which ones do you dreaded the most? Be truthful, Madame knows and lying isn't a good idea!"

The cane's and the intimidator paddles MsStella. She looked at Madame and received a nod. " I see, tell me about the belt straps, exactly what they are. " MsStella, I guess if you remember older time straight razors barbers used they had leather straps to finish honing the fine edges. It's like that some call them barbers straps.

"OH yes, geez those are heavy thick leather! You don't mind those on your ass? " No MsStella, I don't like any of them, you asked about the worst of them. They all hurt, that's their purpose! " Yes, I suppose that is right, otherwise it would not be punishment " Yes mam, I focus on punishment is making me better, it hurts, I often tear up and cry it's painful.
 
"Well, we don't have a barbers strap, but Madame let me show you a couple of things!" She left and was gone a few minutes, she came back to the laundry room.

She brought her left arm from behind her back. It was a heavy leather belt. Next her right arm came around with a horse riding crop. "These are left from our equestrian day's would they work?"

Madame took them, " Yes MsStella, those would be workable. You actually used that crop on your horses?" "Absolutely Madame, it quickly gets a stubborn animals attention!" They both laughed at that!

"Sweetie look that crop is similar to the one we got at the farm store!" Yes ma'am. "The belt is a bit thinner but clos enough to warm your cheeks!"

"Well 49 licks, that's interesting two days , I suppose we could split those today any tomorrow. 24 today 25 tomorrow. " Well Sweetie, remove your dress, assume your position, show MsStella how accept your demerits ." I laid my dress across the baskets and bent over braced against the washer.

MsStella moved to position she hand the crop to Madame. She landed the first lick. She wasn't holding back. She remarked " Sweetie call out the count, if not a lick isn't counted!" One, I spoke out. " If we don't hear it it doesn't count. " I continued counting, at six , "Madame , your turn " the crop hit and really shocked me, it's sting was powerful the next came to the other cheek, i hadn't called out , I quickly got 7 out before the next. 8 I said after 7 licks, she said "that's 12 not thirteen, you failed to call out the count. " Yes mam

MsStella went next she stopped at 18, " Madame could i try the crop?" " Of course " I managed to count properly to 24.


I was dripping tears but had managed to not break to a full crying session. "Well that went well, it works the upper arm. We will do the rest tomorrow . I will text you to come up, I suggest you be on time. Let's check your pads again. " Madame inspected me. Well that front pad is rather soaked. " Sweetie go get another maxi before you put on your dress. I went to the master bathroom in my bra and panties, swapped the maxi pads and went back.

I slipped my dress on. " Sweetie, apparently your leakage is also generated when you're cute tush is getting heate as well. Very interesting ! Maybe you should scoot it's getting late and KW may be headed back!"

From the shop? " No silly, the jobsite, I never said he was in the shop, did I. Again laughter.