I am finding that the longer I go without an orgasm, the more I want to go even longer. For some reason this time is different than previous attempts. I am getting a lot of sexual satisfaction from the teasing sessions. My wife really, really, loves teasing me and would never have me cum if I would be OK with that. I have never seen her so taken with a sexual fetish/kink, like she is with teasing me, making me all I can be and listening to my moans. She laughs, she giggles and she exclaims that she loves it. I think se really loves it. For this reason I want to keep going on without an orgasm. It gives her pleasure at a time where sexual pleasure for her is hard to come by. Does anyone else find that the longer you are denied, the more you want to be denied or is it the opposite and you want to cum more the longer you are denied. I am confused as I never thought I would enjoy not having orgasms, but I do.
Lock me up and throw away the key but I want to cum right now as well. It gets me like that too. I call it the chastity head-fuck. I see it this way. Its her job to screw with my head Its my job to give her all she needs for her to want to keep screwing with my head.
The longer I go, the longer I want to go,... Yes, and I can't seem to be going much further! I have reached what - at present - seems to be the final destination. I am on permanent denial, and love it. Why spoil this mood with a 15 second splash? But yes - to me it also worked - by the minute. Longer craves even longer... And easier it became - by the minute... Having reached here - currently "only" 170 days, - which i s by no means an eternity, I can honestly say , that I have never been that far from craving a release, - and this feeling only seems to grow and grow... She could change all that, by demanding a release, - but I do dare say this "publicly": She has come to terms with the fact that she really can't find any reason for me to have a release, - but easily finds more than a handful of good reasons why I shouldn't..... So how do I feel when this distant fantasy has become reality... What now? Whats next in Line? What is my new fantasy...? Do I have one? - And if not, will it slowly kill my enthusiasm ? In fact I have one - worth a thread on its own - and so much more.. - and that is for male chastity and denial, to become so much more mainstream, something we can talk about openly... ! So many relationships would benefit from this ... If I could do anything to make MaleChastity and FLR a valid shortcut to revitalization of troubled relationships, I would be thrilled... This sily book "Fifty Shades" took light BDSM into the open , and made it somehow mainstream - for a while at least, so Hell Yes!, It can be done. First step is to tell one self that this is not a freaky kink, this is a powerful wonderful, intense etc. etc. etc.. tool for better living... Not to be ashamed of in any way!!! To somehow help that process on its way - that is my new fantasy! ( besides of course to be able to serve her in every way for as long as I shall live;-) ) Sincerly BlueEyes...
The longer I go, the longer she is making me go! It's now a couple of months without release Somehow she's just not thinking about unlocking me The reasons are best known to her
Funny you say that Vinny, as I have just completed my 50 days chastity contract and allowed out today and I have no desire to masturbate anymore and I am also not looking forward to orgasm however I want sex but still want to be denied. Strange how ones outlook changes.
My sub is unlocked, and is allowed to make love to me, just not cum. He thought i had told him to cum the other day, and the panicked look on his face was really rather amusing!!!! I never thought Id see that!!!
Wonder if its that we all crave what we can't have. I mean looking at softporn then masturbating was the norm now I can't access myself anymore so looking at the window you now see things you can't have anymore and crave even more even if its just a bare foot. I am becoming more sensitive and excited by simpler things like nice feet for instance, plus when I see other women dressed nice its a turn on that even if asked I could not do anything about my condition I am effectively castrated while in this device and 100% loyal as we all should be, but its nice to be controlled by a Mistress.
Ditto ! - I have witness the exact same reaction! Fear of cumming in his eyes. Amusing and still a bit surreal. But absolutely no need to drag him over the cliff. Permanent it is...