The lifestyle I asked for

So, I haven't posted anything in a couple months. We were really busy with life for a stretch and decided to have a break in the action and be sexually normal as a married couple. It has been a fine time. I have come to realize that some changes are permanent. After having been mostly locked for the last 2 years, and all of the games we have played and the truths it has exposed, I must say that I couldn't be happier with my life. Mistress has been pleased with my behavior and attitude over the course of this break. She thinks I did a much better job of not reverting to my brutish masculinity during this period of freedom. Tonight though, she has told me that we will be having a discussion. I have been led to believe this will entail some pain play and in all likelihood a return to chastity for yours truly. Her hinting around about it has caused me to ache for her firm discipline and control over me. I didn't realize how much I had missed it. I love you Mistress.

 

So, I've been back in chastity - my jailbird, not the dreaded pain cage thankfully. But tonight was the first time she had a date since I've been locked back up. I am deeply enthralled in this event. I was given a list of tasks - chores to complete and they are done. When I was picking up the bedroom, I found a sexy thong. Oh, how I wanted to smell it... Is this how pathetic I have become? I slave away at chores while my wife is out with another man, and here I am holding her panties craving to push them into my face and inhale. Oh, how delightful this lust trance is... the panties are dancing in my hand... If sniff them I will become more pathetic... Oh, I hope she returns soon. I will not ask for anything. I will serve. I will be so thrilled by her return, I will drop to the floor before her. She'll probably want a foot massage. When she wears heels on her lovely stems, she needs more foot massages. (Yes.., I sniffed the thong. I am weak, pathetic, lust filled, and content at last with my sex life)