Chastity has made me very sensitive!

I just want to get something off my chest, because I don't want people think I don't have a sense of humor...

Before I start, I want to ensure everyone here in CM that nobody contacted me and demanded any written apology or anything, as I'm doing this by own free will.

I had a realization this morning that some goofballs here in CM like to crash people's threads with an innocent joke and not to intentionally offend the thread participants. I wanted to apologize to anyone here in CM who may have thought I was being an arsehole by telling them to knock it off... Now, I've been in this community for over a half year, but for those who recently joined, allow me to give a basic rundown of myself here...

I started chastity about 9 months ago, because I had a very serious jerking off habit that was already out of control and it was just getting worse and worse. About 9 months of chastity and constantly being horny and always wanting to jerk off all that time has made me very sensitive, both mentally and physically. Before chastity, I would have to watch an "extreme kink" video just to bring myself to the edge when jerking off and now, I'm constantly getting urges to jerk off and it sometimes gets so bad that I end up bursting in my cage without even touching it. This has had a considerable metal effect on me, and since I'm pent up and have alot of unspent energy at times, it can make me aggressive when I react to something that I don't find amusing.

I have ADHD and I'm both hyper-active and hyper-sexual, so without being able to jerk off to relieve stress, combined with excess horniness and frustration, I can get impulsive when someone posts a reply in a thread that sounds totally off-topic. If I offended anyone by expressing displeasure in their replies, then I'm truly sorry and I will try harder not to react so strongly towards said replies. I want to be a contributor, not a problem to this community.

And that's my deal... Take it as you will. I've been 100% honest in this post. If anyone wishes to speak to me in private about this or anything else, I'm always open to a convo.


-PornAddict103

 

@Mr_anonymous and @Goddess Jade , Thank you both.