A new way of life.

LOL @Wendygirl you sound like my KH. I got the full lecture this morning about hands off and no other stimulus.

 

@Wendygirl Yes my KH all of my CM activities. She keeps saying she is going to sign up here, think she just needs to get more comfortable with outside of our relationship.

She thought I was washing a little hard this morning, being out of my cage. Honest I was not, anyway she inspected my penis. She felt the inflammation was done enough, she lubed me up, and locked me back up. The scolded me about the way I was washing, and that in the future if I am loose she will take care of it.

 

Day 20 locked up 24/7, only 1 day out to let some inflammation go down. It has been 6 days since I have had any attention from my KH. I feel a little depressed today. My KH has firmly told me not ask for or offer her attention more than the occasional kiss, she will initiate everything. I am not sure if she is doing this intentionally as part of training or not.

I will get out briefly tonight, my new CD is scheduled to arrive today. I am not expecting anything from KH except a remove and replace.

 

As I expected, last night KH removed my Jailhouse CD and replaced it with a metal CB6KS ( Chinese knock off ). About 14 hours in it so far and it is surprisingly comfortable. A mutch wider base ring so the area under the scrotum feels much better. A 4 am nocturnal erection had me jumping out of bed. I think I heard KH snicker a bit.

 

Well 36 hrs in the new CB6KS metal and all seems good. I barely notice it is there. I will post some pics later in the gallery.

 

My new cb6ks in metal. Yes it's a Chinese knock off. Fits well and comfortable, seems to be good quality.

 

Mistress finally had me pleasure her yesterday. She said she had held off to get an idea what it was like to go without, the sexual frustration. When she came she about drowned me.

Mistress then removed my CD, and teased me all afternoon. She warned me if I touched my dick she would handcuff me, and if I had a orgasm I would be locked back up with no more teasing for a month. Two things I have about chastity I like the most are pleasuring Mistress and T&D.

Mistress brought me right to the edge of coming three or four times. She has really learned where that point is. 21 days since my last orgasm, I am having a have time focusing on anything, I feel constantly distracted.

 

My KH got tired of "hearing me rattle like a dog with tags" so I used some liquid rubber an painted the lock. Helped silence the clatter.

Well today is day 25 in chastity and day 22 of orgasm denial. It seems the two days after T&D are absolutely the most frustrating. Today I am a little more relaxed and focused. I have now grown to realize the lasting effects T&D have on me. As much as I enjoy the T&D, I dread the after affects.

The day my KH presented my CD and I accepted chastity, I never expected it to last this long. My wife had secretly done some reading on chastity and immediately changed from my loving forgiving wife into a strict and stern KH almost Mistress. She does not humiliate me or abuse me, but is very strict in all aspects of my chastity and me having no contact with my penis. Both of us have seen a change in my nature and attitude towards her. I was always loving and caring towards her however this has increased dramatically since being chaste. This started as a two week trial, but she has said, as long as I am having no problems with my CD, it is permanent and she will figure out orgasm type and frequency. She is now the on in charge of our sex life.

 

Day 27, tomorrow will be FOUR weeks of chastity and 25 days of orgasm denial, or at least full orgasm. KH did give me a ruined orgasm yesterday morning, my first, it was horrible. I ached and jerked physically wanting to completely orgasm, while mentally not. My balls ached all day yesterday but are better today.

 

One month today. ... KH did a little celebrating yesterday. She had me pleasure her, then handcuffed me and removed my CD for the afternoon. On and off through the afternoon she would tease me right to the edge. She knows how this drives me crazy, not just then but for the next couple of days. She asked me this morning what would be on my mind all day? I responded you of course.

 

I awoke from a deep sleep this morning, reaching for my penis only to feel my steel CD. It set my mood of disappointment and frustration. It has been one month since my last full orgasm, I don't know how much more I can take. This such a mental torment at times.

 

@Wendygirl

Thank you for your words of encouragement. Today is just a tough day that I will have to push through, I have no choice as KH is not home.

 

Thanks for the words of wisdom. I feel a little better, think I will get dressed and go do something instead of sitting home and feeling sorry for my self. I have to remind myself of the love my KHZ and I have for each other.

 

It has been 9 days since my mistress has had me pleasure her. In that 9 days she has not touched me or even mentioned my chastity, only quick kisses when coming home or leaving.

Early on in my chastity mistress told me that I was not allowed to initiate sex or ask for it. So I am in a quandary.

I do not care for the after effects of T&D but I do miss the attention. I especially miss pleasuring mistress. I am trying to do everything to please her and make her happy. However all the extra help and attention seems to have no effect on her.

Our sex life has always been good at least something a couple times a week. No kids at home, just work schedules to contend with.

Well enough ranting. Just trying to figure out what she is thinking or trying to do.

 

mistress and I have had no sexual contact for almost two weeks. She has not even mentioned my chastity.

This morning as I was preparing to get into the shower she walked in grabbed my cage and said be ready this evening I may want to play with this.

The immediate sensation I felt was almost overwhelming. My cock swelled inside of my cage, I got light headed and almost dizzy.

I am so excited waiting for this evening. I do so hope she goes through with this.