2/27/15 Day 58, and the first real issue with my Bon-4: painful pinching last night, seriously sore balls this am, and harsh red rings on my scrotum where I felt the pinching. L said I could keep it off until I felt better...what a Sweetheart! As much as I want her to be tougher and more dominant with me, today I'm glad I didn't marry a bitch. Funny though, I miss it. I miss that tug on my package that reminds me that I'm owned, and I miss knowing She has the key, nestled all warm and comfy against her left breast, held securely by her bracup. Not the first time on this journey that my feelings have surprised me...