There is a ton of material out there regarding small penis humiliation and the like - being punished for having a small useless dick etc. This turns me on, but I also constantly fantasize about a related but slightly different scenario - being graded, critiqued and punished on my sexual performance as a whole, not just my size. I think this kink started around 5 years ago with a girlfriend I had at the time. She was completely vanilla, and could only come through intercourse. I would frequently come way before she was even close, ensuring that she would not orgasm (she would have nothing to do with a dildo or vibrator). She got increasingly angry when this happened, and accused me of being selfish. After a while she would actually shout at me and hit me when this happened.
My current girlfriend and I play around with this a bit. In addition to my small penis, I have really terrible stamina. Fairly early on in our relationship I once came just as I was entering her - she could feel my little dick throb and knew instantly what happened. She gave me a surprised, somewhat angry look and said "Are you serious?" Ever since then she doesn't expect too much from me sexually, and the vast majority of our "sex" involves me looking on as she uses her Hitachi on herself. The worst episode with her was when I had to stop her when she was rolling a condom on my dick. I waited a few seconds then tried to finish the job myself, but I still came. Again, I got the surprised and angry look from her.
Sometimes she'll let me try to get her off, either with a handjob or oral. When I'm using my hand, she always has to guide my fingers to her clit, and I'm rarely able to get her off before she pushes my hand out of the way to make room for the dreaded Hitachi. Oral is even worse though - several times in the past she's picked up the remote and started flipping channels while I was hard at work, and last night after lying there silent and unmoving for a good 3 or 4 minutes she suddenly asked me "Did you take the trash out tonight?" It was so clear that her mind was on everything but my frantically straining tongue on her clit. She usually lets me go for a few minutes out of kindness before I get the tap on shoulder, meaning my time is up.
My fantasy is for my girlfriend to take this a step farther. She tells me that our relationship is unfair - clearly I'm not providing her with the sexual stimulation she needs, and it's as much from my poor technique and stamina then my undersized penis. She suggests that she could and should severely punish me for selfishly depriving her in the bedroom. Examples of fair punishments might be paddling, grounding, reduction of allowance (she controls my finances and gives me a weekly allowance), writing lines, corner time, extra chores, etc. Maybe she has me go out and get a school gradebook so she can break things down into categories - foreplay, stamina, size, number of orgasms for her, etc.
Phew! Sorry for the long-winded post. Have any of you experienced or thought about anything similar?
My current girlfriend and I play around with this a bit. In addition to my small penis, I have really terrible stamina. Fairly early on in our relationship I once came just as I was entering her - she could feel my little dick throb and knew instantly what happened. She gave me a surprised, somewhat angry look and said "Are you serious?" Ever since then she doesn't expect too much from me sexually, and the vast majority of our "sex" involves me looking on as she uses her Hitachi on herself. The worst episode with her was when I had to stop her when she was rolling a condom on my dick. I waited a few seconds then tried to finish the job myself, but I still came. Again, I got the surprised and angry look from her.
Sometimes she'll let me try to get her off, either with a handjob or oral. When I'm using my hand, she always has to guide my fingers to her clit, and I'm rarely able to get her off before she pushes my hand out of the way to make room for the dreaded Hitachi. Oral is even worse though - several times in the past she's picked up the remote and started flipping channels while I was hard at work, and last night after lying there silent and unmoving for a good 3 or 4 minutes she suddenly asked me "Did you take the trash out tonight?" It was so clear that her mind was on everything but my frantically straining tongue on her clit. She usually lets me go for a few minutes out of kindness before I get the tap on shoulder, meaning my time is up.
My fantasy is for my girlfriend to take this a step farther. She tells me that our relationship is unfair - clearly I'm not providing her with the sexual stimulation she needs, and it's as much from my poor technique and stamina then my undersized penis. She suggests that she could and should severely punish me for selfishly depriving her in the bedroom. Examples of fair punishments might be paddling, grounding, reduction of allowance (she controls my finances and gives me a weekly allowance), writing lines, corner time, extra chores, etc. Maybe she has me go out and get a school gradebook so she can break things down into categories - foreplay, stamina, size, number of orgasms for her, etc.
Phew! Sorry for the long-winded post. Have any of you experienced or thought about anything similar?
