Its been a long time since I have been on.. A long move, new house, and change of jobs inside of a month will do that to you. Its good to be back in the USA.. it would be better to be back in chastity. Maybe one day.
Still alive and hopeful.. I hate moving, but even from a long way away she is showing some renewed interest.. Wow.. that made me smile just thinking about what if.
We are finished with chastity and femdom for a while. Not the board, but our current version of this relationship. FUCK. Oh well, maybe we will come back to it, and it will get better. maybe not.
You know somedays I feel good about trying this whole thing out, and somedays I feel bad about it. Today it just feels like all the force in the world wont allow us, and this to gain any momentum. And its just frustrating.
Well, last nights blog post maybe should have waited until after I got over the 2 bottle of brunello (and the bottle of burgundy)... Thank goodness, I could edit it a bit to make it a little less crude.
Sometimes I get frustrated with trying to be communicative, about my feelings, and what is going on, and trying so hard never to top from the bottom. It seems these things conflict..A LOT...
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