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  • turned on.. feeling good, but not necessarily submissive.. some times it feels like 2 steps forward, 1 step back.
    Its been a long time since I have been on.. A long move, new house, and change of jobs inside of a month will do that to you. Its good to be back in the USA.. it would be better to be back in chastity. Maybe one day.
    Still alive and hopeful.. I hate moving, but even from a long way away she is showing some renewed interest.. Wow.. that made me smile just thinking about what if.
    We are finished with chastity and femdom for a while. Not the board, but our current version of this relationship. FUCK. Oh well, maybe we will come back to it, and it will get better. maybe not.
    OKListenUp
    OKListenUp
    Good luck dude.
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    BeDazzled
    Perhaps a bit late, then again maybe not - just replied to your previous status. I too am in a trial situation, and it is looking like my hopes are not unfounded!
    You know somedays I feel good about trying this whole thing out, and somedays I feel bad about it. Today it just feels like all the force in the world wont allow us, and this to gain any momentum. And its just frustrating.
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    BeDazzled
    Only started in May this year, and my wife is warming up to the idea. I recently sent her an email to malechastityblog.com for her to read, with links to the entries in chronological order (better read). It's taking her some time, but she has begun to read, and is showing signs of understanding what I want out of this lifestyle change. Takes time though... Can't rush her. In the meantime, I do all I can to please, and lighten her load (I'm taking over some of the laundry duties -...
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    BeDazzled
    just as an example)
    Well, last nights blog post maybe should have waited until after I got over the 2 bottle of brunello (and the bottle of burgundy)... Thank goodness, I could edit it a bit to make it a little less crude.
    Physically testing weekend.. lots of exercise.. really feeling great.. but I do wish I could have been in Birmingham.
    You know how sometimes you just want to yell "arghhh" as loud as you can... I could use some arghhh therapy right now, or a good workout.
    Spike's Bitch
    Spike's Bitch
    Argghhh!

    :)
    Mistress Watchful
    Mistress Watchful
    Karaoke... that's what works for me!
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    ChasteBr
    I elected for a work-out. At first I started working out, because I thought a better body would increase my chances of being let out.. now I just work out because the tension and stress have to go somewhere.....
    Sometimes I get frustrated with trying to be communicative, about my feelings, and what is going on, and trying so hard never to top from the bottom. It seems these things conflict..A LOT...
    Spike's Bitch
    Spike's Bitch
    I dont think communicating your feelings and wants/needs is topping from the bottom. As long as your dominant doesn't feel pressured to do all the things you crave. My mistress seems to prefer suggestions from time to time as long as i dont get too greedy (which i still tend to get at times)
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    ChasteBr
    Of course communicating is always a good thing, the trick is finding a balance. Today, I feel a bit out of balance is all ;)
    Spike's Bitch
    Spike's Bitch
    Oh i have those days too! :)
    Is exceedingly happy to be submissive today
    richard
    richard
    Hang on in there. There are a lot of people on CM routing for you.
    Goddess Jen
    Goddess Jen
    What did I miss?!?!
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    ChasteBr
    You didnt miss anything.. I was just laying in bed, pondering my current predicament last night, and I realized that just the fact that I was in the predicament was a truely wonderful gift from my wife, and I was happy to have talked to my wife about being submissive, and I was even happier that my wife was willing to at least begin treating me like a submissive.

    and its one thing to be submissive, and a whole different matter to be treated like a submissive.
    I wrote her a letter all but begging her to control me, to actively control me.. I cant believe I sent it to her. I wonder what she will think.
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