Life is coming around again!
Perhaps this should be title opening but I just know it is good to be back in contact with Goddess and the real world. My dad's memorial service is tomorrow night and truth be told I will be glad when it is over. I am not sure how I feel about this next statement but it is the next statement I struggle with. I can't believe it is possible to know someone for 37 years and then find out you have been living a lie all these years.
I will save you all the family drama but my mom has just ripped my heart out in this mess. I have found a plethora of lies and I watched her cut every single expense she could, including steeling images off of photographers web sites and printing them in low resolution 4x6 prints to glue to a poster-board as a memorial. She see nothing wrong. 34 years of marriage comes down to her not wanting to spend a dime on the man she supposably loved all this time. It gets worse but I will save myself from the embarrassment by association clause. there has been so much my poor Goddess/wife has had to endure through all this and so many things I found out that I never knew it is beyond any comprehension. I am just glad it is all about to be over. My goal is to behave myself at the memorial and I will deal with my mom at another time and place.
Now, whether or not it holds to be true remains to be seen but allegedly Goddess want's to do another naked friday! Yippee Kiaya! She had some crazy submissive dreams the other night so perhaps we will switch it up a little. (all pun intended) I do know however, she has every intention of if that happens to make sure it is only a day. She is already formulating some long term plans for my next lock up period. Truth be told we so both need to get back to that it is beyond funny.
Well this is short and perhaps I will use this later to have a place to vent. It is just that the things I need to vent about are so bizarre I wonder if I would make people reading this wonder what the F*&^ is that all about!?! Truth be told I am still wondering. Well take care everyone and thanks for stopping by again.
Perhaps this should be title opening but I just know it is good to be back in contact with Goddess and the real world. My dad's memorial service is tomorrow night and truth be told I will be glad when it is over. I am not sure how I feel about this next statement but it is the next statement I struggle with. I can't believe it is possible to know someone for 37 years and then find out you have been living a lie all these years.
I will save you all the family drama but my mom has just ripped my heart out in this mess. I have found a plethora of lies and I watched her cut every single expense she could, including steeling images off of photographers web sites and printing them in low resolution 4x6 prints to glue to a poster-board as a memorial. She see nothing wrong. 34 years of marriage comes down to her not wanting to spend a dime on the man she supposably loved all this time. It gets worse but I will save myself from the embarrassment by association clause. there has been so much my poor Goddess/wife has had to endure through all this and so many things I found out that I never knew it is beyond any comprehension. I am just glad it is all about to be over. My goal is to behave myself at the memorial and I will deal with my mom at another time and place.
Now, whether or not it holds to be true remains to be seen but allegedly Goddess want's to do another naked friday! Yippee Kiaya! She had some crazy submissive dreams the other night so perhaps we will switch it up a little. (all pun intended) I do know however, she has every intention of if that happens to make sure it is only a day. She is already formulating some long term plans for my next lock up period. Truth be told we so both need to get back to that it is beyond funny.
Well this is short and perhaps I will use this later to have a place to vent. It is just that the things I need to vent about are so bizarre I wonder if I would make people reading this wonder what the F*&^ is that all about!?! Truth be told I am still wondering. Well take care everyone and thanks for stopping by again.