Virgin in permanent chastity

In my kinky mind. Deep inside I like this idea.
Being caought by a dominant woman while adoleszent, locked away with an unbeatable cage and being educated as her personal boytoy.
Never having known what a pussy feels like.

Today I am somewhere in week seven or eight on my permanennt lock up my wife keeps me.
I didnt jerk off for over two years. She did this for me the last times.
PiV only with sleeve on and without orgasm.

Today I neither dont really remember how it feels to have my own cock in my hand nor how it feels to be inside her wet pussy.

This memory has gone somehow, since I had many releases and orgasms via anal stimulation or magic wand on cage, or even when she fucks her faux cock in the strap on (yes! I almost get of by it.)
So I can imagine, that with time the memory will have gone completely and being locked is the only status possible.

 

Hello, I understand you and I know what you mean, I am 50 years old and I have been completely pussy free for 15 years, I gave up sex myself and it's fine, I already have a very small penis and I regret that I had a pussy once in my life, I would like to be just a complete child and never had a pussy,
I myself think that young boys should be helped often so that they don't have problems and never have to have a pussy... we can talk about it if you want, best regards

 

Hello,

my name is Julian and I am 28 years old. I am terrified of talking to women in real life. Did 3 times in my whole life and cried after each denial. Last time was 4 years ago. I have been in the femdom lifestyle for 9 years increasingly more over time. Now I constantly look for dominant women online to do things for. I have cleaned baths, did the shopping but foremost gave all my money away to strangers. Totally out of control. I always wear chastity when being around a female which is hardly happening. Now that I am in debt there are no real times anyways. As one might be able to assume I am a virgin and I may have fetishized it by now really much. I am turned on somehow by the thought of a woman liking and wanting me to remain a virgin and ideally to even be turned on. So I
I disagree with this being a schoolboy fantasy and never reality. Personally, I went through very dark times of frustration, anger, aggression and vengance thoughts since it is obviously against evolution. Brainwashing, Conditioning and Fantasizing or all together Fetishizing it, together with an extreme submissive nature to obey and please, empathy and sensitivity I came to get excited like nothing else to be a pussyfree virgin for life owned by a dominant female or dominant females, even a dominant male pleasing him. Obviously "frustration turned fetish" appears to be a leapway of resolving this by social inadequacy induced lack of (sexual) contact. It is what it is. Time and Experience have shaped me to such. I recently have started to practise giving blowjobs and deepthroats while caged and nothing turns me on besides cuckold, femdom or sissy porn. I have started dressing feminine and plan on doing make up for the first time. I don't think I can nor want to turn this back. I honestly feel that my nature is as such, extremely submissive to the point of giving Into anything due to a abnormal fear of losing someone. I got to know this by losing all my savings of a decade and even going in debt within 18 months. For the last 6 years I have been in (almost) constant contact with a professional dominatrix online who want be to become her husband slave yet due to my financial downfall I ruined it but she still believes one day I can dig myself out of this whole by myself. She denies helping me. I have never written about this. Thank you for reading.

 

Mrs Chaste and myself have had that discussion about being locked when we got married. She thinks that she would have unlocked me on our wedding night just to consummate our marriage. But that would have been it. Hard to say though really isn't it? After all we were only 30 years old.

 

Hi Julian, you're definitely in need of some real life friends, people that you can talk with and get advice from. I'd suggest starting there.

To find a good friend, you need to be a good friend. Perhaps someone you work with? At any rate, you should probably try making friendships with men first, since you seem to have some serious issues with forming relationships with females.

But I don't want to suggest that you're abnormal for this; most men are made nervous by women, particularly the ones that they find to be attractive. It's ok that you're a virgin, and that you feel submissive. Having feelings is ok, and kink is ok.

You need to begin by getting your feet on some solid ground, and figure things out from there. You definitely don't want to mess up your financial situation any more than it is, and it will take time to repair it. You're still young, and you have most of your life still in front of you, so start today on that journey, and make sure during that journey that you learn to love yourself as well.

 

She has a lack of interpunction and paragraphs, as much as she is a keyboard jerker.

 

We were both virgins on our wedding night. I've written about it before, but we were really into the whole conservative Christian purity culture nonsense that was rampant when we were younger and did the whole "don't have sex or even kiss until marriage" thing. My wife was deeply in the closet about not being attracted to male bodies, and had the idea that getting married would somehow "straighten her out". Our wedding night was kind of a disaster. She discovered that there are few things she hates more than a penis in her. If she could have her way, we would go back to that night I would not have been allowed in her.

Given her later religious obsession with having kids, I don't know if she truly would have kept me a virgin permanently. But I do know that for a few years she would only let me out of my cage when she thought she was supposed to get pregnant. And that sucked. I think it amounted to three times out of the cage in three years. I'm very glad to have those years behind me now.

 

I am a 50 year old man, attractive and successful (CEO). I am not married and still single. I am still a virgin. I guess I will stay a virgin because when it comes to sexuality I am a total sissy, with a small penis and too shy to approach women sexually.

I find the thought of being forced to permanent chastity by a dominant woman in a FLR very compelling. I think it should be very amusing for a femdom to make sure a submissive guy stays a virgin for life. It would be so humiliating for the sub to accept the fact that his little penis will never ever reach his biological destination of being inside. I would love the humiliation of the mistress exposing me to her girlfriends saying something like “look at her tiny sissy clitty; she is still a virgin; her tiny sissy clitty has never ever been inside; I will keep her like this; a vagina is totally out of reach for her, I prefer her to be in permanent chastity. When sissy is in front of pretty women I expect the sissy to wet her diaper rather than to fantasize of having sex with her.”


Victoria, I am based in Switzerland. I would love to get in contact with you to elaborate this topic of virgin for life in a FLR.

 

Have you found anyone yet?

 

I'm a virgin locked in a chastity until further notice. When I moved into the house of the lady where she disciplines the tenant, I didn't say anything about it, it only came out when she talked to me after she caught me masturbating. While locking me up, she said that I wouldn't do it for a long time (I have to be locked up when I live with her because she doesn't tolerate such behavior) and she's right because she doesn't plan to move out at the moment because I want to save up for my own house and build a life for myself, so I don't want to be locked up. permanently. At the moment, I like living in discipline, I like the fact that I am closed a little less, but it is also a form of discipline that has helped me a lot, so I accept it.