Part 4: The Ice Princess This is me, I have embraced the title for over 20 years. But it has always been a source of playful banter just between me and my husband. Since we have been playing with chastity, it is beginning to take on a new role. I very much have a dark side to me. I love playing psychological games with people who truly deserve it. Infact when we were in our 20's I would hack his friends accounts or catfish people online for the fun of it. Not random people, but people I knew. Fast forward 30 years. I am faced with a perplexing desire. I have always been into cockholds. Not because I am unhappy with my husband. My husband is everything to me. but my fantasy is being with other men that I do not have an emotional connection with. That type of sex is all about animalistic attraction. Just sex and nothing more. Thinking about being a KH for others is a fascinating idea. I have found myself wanting other slaves to control just sexually but nothing more. I am not really sure yet how my husband would feel about this. I know how sucky it feels to be "cheated on" I truly don't want my husband to feel any of those emotions. We are still married and my vows do mean something to me. So yet again, I am torn. The good news is if I ever go that route, there are app controlled cages and key pods that I can control remotely. I can keep my eyes on several victims at once. Sounds fun to me.
You are on quite the journey. And from my experience, all journeys lead to "next steps" which can be translated to "wanting more". I think it's a natural path but when personal dynamics are involved it can lead to unexpected compications. But everyone needs to move forward in and with life, and there are always crossroads along the way where we make the choices we believe are right, or sometimes the choices that we simply want to make...
OK, my first reaction here is, "BACK OFF boys, this one is mine!", but I am compelled to say "As you wish my Ice Princess." Looks like we have more to talk about here. hehe
If that's the route you may want a take in the future getting verified here would go a long way honestly. There's a lot of men coming in here offering those services saying they're women. Not saying this is the case but it is common. Becoming a verified female would remove any and all of that doubt.
I believe Claud will have mixed emotions after the 1st encounter but will come to love each tryst and beg you to take him deeper down this path