"I like that you can't cum"

The problem is I didn't have any red lines in the beginning. I begged her to own my genitals and be as cruel as possible, no conditions. She has imposed conditions that makes it almost impossible to for me to stop, no access to her body. I didn't think she got such a kick from sadism but she gets more pleasure from electricuting my balls than she does from piv sex.

 

After my foolish admission that I was not fully in sub space after recent piv and orgasm mistress has ordered me to buy more anal toys. She has decided it's time to make me an anal-only slave. Both are remote controlled so she can torment me at the click of a button whilst lounging like the queen she is. I'm looking forward to it but can also sense it's the end of an era as far as penis-orgasms go. One thing is for sure, if I don't accept it I will get no sex whatsoever.

 

I'm not allowed to refuse any punishment let alone stop her beloved ball torture. She keeps me from taking it off. We were going out in public in any case so wouldn't be able to. My balls get an extremely hard time and I'm expected to take random punches, kicks and squeezes without flinching and presenting my balls for more.

 

I am sometimes in the spreader bar when I get the electrodes which is above my pain threshold. If I safeword out I am given a choice to never orgasm again or tell her I am ready for more when I've composed myself. She does not like me safewording so I can be gagged and have my balls electrocuted for far longer if I do. I always have to request it if we have time out but quitting as her slave would mean no sexual contact for a very long time perhaps forever but still in chastity. She considers my balls as belonging to her and it's her privilege as my domme to torture them as much as she wants.

 

I'm often in shock after punishments and so grateful she's stopped I just want to thank her and be comforted by her. She particularly likes oral or foot worship when I'm in this state.

 

My mistress loves putting it on me in public with the remote in her handbag. She finds the surprise attack very amusing and although not overwhelmingly painful the shock is as long as she keeps the button pressed. So I was shocked as I carried 2 drinks through a packed bingo Hall with no free hands to pull it free and unable to show any pain. It certainly brings out my chivalrous side.

 

I was already taking her for a romantic meal and a walk around the Christmas Market in our nearest city. I suggested this. Topping from the bottom certainly but it was suggested a week in advance, different to, "I want you to electrocute my balls now." We're only here for a long weekend and my mistress does not want a silent partner. She may of not thought of wiring up my balls in public but probably needed me to say I was willing and it may be fun for her. We've never laughed as much and now she orders me to do it. We strap it around my cage then put some gaffer tape around the whole package so it would be difficult to remove. Gaffer tape, scissors and remote are packed in her handbag. Do it vance, she will probably like that you trust her enough to suggest it.

 

Yes she is a dream I am so lucky. I've met my match here. Ib-chaste you're right I just let myself go. It's much more hardcore than I ever imagined. I suppose like total recall i'm in this completely. I trust her completely and trust her to control my orgasms and erections which is working out well so far.

 

So we have our own places and she was over at the weekend. I've lived alone for a few years now. Me, the bearded dragon and my ps5. What can I say, it's not quite up to her standard. I've envied the guys on here who have made domestic servitude not only a habit but a part of their bdsm lifestyle. Let's say I admired it from afar. It couldn't go on forever and my mistress has kindly offered her time to come over for 2 days to supervise my spring cleaning. She's going to bring over all of her torture implements including her actual horse-whip. Meant for horses. With big asses and hair, of which I have none. Going to be a difficult couple of days but been a long time coming.

 

Mistress was happy with my housework so went easy with the horsewhip. She's kindly offered to "help" with the housework again.

 

The housecleaning day being whipped and balls electrocuted has consumed my frustrated mind since it happened 2 days ago. I've had pain play before but not to that extent. Just when I wondered where our dom/ sub romance could go next she did this to me. Heavy dose of reality here, we have to start off role playing because we are so lovey-dovey most of the time. Me nakedish with the shocker secured to my balls as instucted previously and now her surprising me with one of her domme outfits, high heels and trusty crop when I returned from the bathroom it was slave rules for me. I'm always her slave but this means no speaking unless spoken too, kneeling and crawling rituals. After a brutal bottom flogging at the sink by the time I came to dust and hover the living room naked her laughter at videoing me was infectious. I couldn't help but laugh too and that was fine. It didn't mean an end to the ball shocks and whipping but already our role-play and romantic relationship were becoming one I think. I think I swore at her when she electrocuted my balls but we were both laughing so hard she let it pass. She was bored of watching me clean, I was bored of cleaning (though didn't say) and she decided to get a boardgame out. Day 2 after the horse-crop...