I had Posted this somewhere else to so sorry of you have seen it before; hey all. I think were all gonna like this one. Ive recently started a long self locked session (im only day 10 atm but counting). Now Firstly how long do people think i should go as a realistic amount? for me its about the crazy submissive/sissy desires that build the longer i go; However when the end does finally cum i want to make the Orgasm really disgusting for myself so that all the tension and frustration doesnt feel worth the eventual drizzle. So far on my list i have; -wearing stocking and heels (Duh!) -Nipple Clamps on -Largest But Plug in -Shoot load into my face/mouth These are four that are set in stone but id really like some other ideas. Remember the point is so i dont enjoy the Orgasm so go wild! Many thanks and have fun Lots of Love and kisses Sissy Maria x x x Just to add do people think i should just ruin it into my face multiple times?
Hello 1411. I may be off of the mark here, but for me my very rare orgasms are always pleasurable. Personally I cannot see how an orgasm itself would be of ill pleasure, but I do think the psychological effect of the circumstances around it are the kicker. Many of us remember what sexual freedom felt like (frequent intercourse, masturbating often, etc) and what "normal" sex is supposed to be like. For example, I cannot remember the last time I had a climax like a "regular guy"--every climax I have had in almost 3 years has occurred while wearing some type of hosiery and a plug while either kissing my Wife/Mistress/Keyholder's feet and sucking her toes or having a pair of her sweet undies in my face. I am honestly to the point that I don't even know if I could get "over the top" any other way at this point and THAT is disconcerting when you let your mind wander and have an epiphany that you are rewired to associate pleasure with something other than the norm...to find your mental fantasies have evolved full circle to submission can be daunting...fantasizing about the attractive woman you see in passing but having the fantasy be tailored around your kinky wiring, i.e. not the "Boy I would really like to F her brains out" but something along the lines of "Boy, I can imagine her in hosiery giving me a foot job and having me lick my cum from her feet". Tends to make one shy away from your orgasm because you know what you REALLY want will be yet another kink-fired climax, and each kink-fired climax digs your "erotic hole" deeper. I hope I did not go too far afoot on you...the distaste for what you have become can be very powerful and the helplessness to resist what you like is a major blow to your sexual self-realization. allaboutHer
You are very right. I dont think I want to F*** but rather ooooh those heels need a goof clean. very good point x x thanks for posting
What about giving yourself a ruined orgasm while looking at 'porn' that you may not be attracted to (such as very elderly or hugely obese naked people, or even animals mating). Dribble your load into an ice cube tray, freeze it, and make a point of putting the ice in your drink only when with other people who are not aware of your kink.
Ever thought of intense post orgasm torture? Bring on the tears after you come and beg not to cum again till datexxx?
there is nothing on this earth more powerful then post orgasm torture. Jesus christ, after my GF tied me up and did it to me, i violently shook for weeks when ever i approached an orgasm cause i thought i was gunna cop it
Being forced to swallow the results of an orgasm has worked for me. The orgasm itself has pleasure but the immediate aftermath no so much.
maria The thing is it has to be something nasty , how is wearing stockings nasty ????? So either doing something that makes climaxing difficult in the first place say lots of delay spray so you pee pee is numb . Or using rough gloves that makes it very sore. Or some kind pain or eating something as you cum say a good dose of castor oil drunk right at the moment of orgasm. This is assuming you playing on your own However you do really need a play mate and as realistically sadistic ladies are few and far more likely you can find a nice assertive guy . Xx wendy