I get frustrated sometimes. The day in and out of taking care of my Goddess. I am always serving her needs and making her life easier. Body servant to maid and cook. This is what I asked for. I find myself missing free time, thank you's. The loving attention of an equal partner. Times I wish we could go back. Don't get me wrong, I am a slave to my core. How do you deal with this craziness
Try to think about the alternative of living without the FLR dynamic and everything you enjoy about it. This lifestyle requires sacrifice and without that sacrifice the FLR wouldn't really exist anymore. I just remind myself that I need to grind through the difficult times so I can get back to the good stuff that I can't really live without anymore. It sort of comes down to a choice to either risk blowing up this whole dynamic or just finishing the dishes. In the end it's always an easy choice for me to make.
I love what is developing into our FLR although it is new to my Goddess and she is still getting used to the dynamic. I pretty much do everything now for her as I am retired and relish in the task. Today was a perfect morning, me in my nub, my Goddess laying in bed until circa 11.00am. I deliver her breakfast in bed, four cups of tea, make her a cooked dinner and iron her dress and jacket. Off she goes now for an afternoon massage and the theater later this evening. Today she surprised me after her shower calling me into the bedroom. I had the beautiful pleasure of her bending over the bed so I could tongue her gorgeous bottom for about a minute. This is a special divine treat for me (which she knows) and only happens once or twice a month (sadly). My word though it drove me onto confess my love and submissiveness towards her. Happy days and I hope the journey continues as I have bought her Uniquely Rika to read, so far she has not turned a page but I live in hope.
Not getting a thank you would be a deal breaker for me. I think this is something you should talk about. We both believe our FLR creates a more loving relationship together and I think gratefulness from both sides is important to keep it alive. You can also consider having housekeeping and laundry services? We might live in a country where this is more affordable, but it makes it more easy to be the more giving partner while not wasting all my the time on tasks that aren’t contributing to our future (business).
Talk to her about your concerns. A FLR does not have to be all or nothing. My wife still says thank you a lot and expresses her love for me and gratitude for being a good slave to her. Having no free time is not healthy for you or the relationship so in my opinion that's a critical discussion point. My wife has final say and approval on what I do, but she allows me free time and time to hang out with my friends. In fact she encourages it because she wants time to herself.