These last few days my wife and keyholder totally ignores me. She doesn’t tease me, doesn’t bother to unlock me through the night as she used to (and I dare not to wake her up) so I had to deal with my aspect of rejection. I kept reminding myself that it’s her call, all are her call, and I said nothing. Nevertheless today we had a discussion. I asked her if she is ok with me or something bothers her and she said that everything is ok and I should not worry, probably it’s just a phase she is going through with the death toll rising from the pandemic, the lockup in the house for three weeks already and a month to come, not the best scenario indeed.
At some point, and here I need your contribution, the cage was mentioned. She told me that she doesn’t like seeing it. She said that she enjoys the benefit of the change to my behavior a lot and since I like it she is ok with it because it really makes me a better person. She, anyhow, said also that she would prefer me to be like that without the cage since sexually it doesn’t arouse her. She also likes the idea that I surrender and that she has control over my orgasms and even erections, that fact that I can’t masturbate although since I was like that from the beginning she has accepted that.
Her highest principle in life is freedom and I understand that keeping me locked contradicts her beliefs and I really appreciate what she is doing as it is clear to me that she does it for me. I told her that if at any point she wants me out she just has to tell me and I would do it but she said that she likes my behavior when I am locked.
She anyhow mentioned that if a person takes cocaine and dances the full night on, it’s not him dancing but the cocaine, that’s the analogy she used for the cage and my behavior and I find it a legitimate and true analogy.
What she likes specifically is more or less what most subs experience. I pay a lot of attention to her, I never argue, I never interrupt, I immediately serve, willingly and without being asked take care of household, I don’t ask or push for sex, I am even much more patient with children. I used to be already tender and kind but with the cage on, we are talking about a whole new level!
I also wonder if her being dominant at times was because she liked it or because she knows I like it.
I understand that what I have to do is to get the cage off so she can touch and feel my cock as she said she likes while maintaining the super charged level of careness and obedience but I am not sure if I can achieve that, at least yet.
When the cage is off I feel empowered once again and cannot easily comply to the role of the beta male. I cannot easily submit to her although it has happened before. FLR as I write these lines is the only way but guess what, that’s another night me being locked and can’t even remember the last time I orgasmed. FLR doesn’t sound great when I am a free bird, specially after I cum. Then we are at point zero.
I am really skeptical and going to analyze that with introspection the days to come. Any advice from your experience is welcomed and thank you so much that you took the time to read this huge post!
CM is a great place and I am grateful I have discovered it!
At some point, and here I need your contribution, the cage was mentioned. She told me that she doesn’t like seeing it. She said that she enjoys the benefit of the change to my behavior a lot and since I like it she is ok with it because it really makes me a better person. She, anyhow, said also that she would prefer me to be like that without the cage since sexually it doesn’t arouse her. She also likes the idea that I surrender and that she has control over my orgasms and even erections, that fact that I can’t masturbate although since I was like that from the beginning she has accepted that.
Her highest principle in life is freedom and I understand that keeping me locked contradicts her beliefs and I really appreciate what she is doing as it is clear to me that she does it for me. I told her that if at any point she wants me out she just has to tell me and I would do it but she said that she likes my behavior when I am locked.
She anyhow mentioned that if a person takes cocaine and dances the full night on, it’s not him dancing but the cocaine, that’s the analogy she used for the cage and my behavior and I find it a legitimate and true analogy.
What she likes specifically is more or less what most subs experience. I pay a lot of attention to her, I never argue, I never interrupt, I immediately serve, willingly and without being asked take care of household, I don’t ask or push for sex, I am even much more patient with children. I used to be already tender and kind but with the cage on, we are talking about a whole new level!
I also wonder if her being dominant at times was because she liked it or because she knows I like it.
I understand that what I have to do is to get the cage off so she can touch and feel my cock as she said she likes while maintaining the super charged level of careness and obedience but I am not sure if I can achieve that, at least yet.
When the cage is off I feel empowered once again and cannot easily comply to the role of the beta male. I cannot easily submit to her although it has happened before. FLR as I write these lines is the only way but guess what, that’s another night me being locked and can’t even remember the last time I orgasmed. FLR doesn’t sound great when I am a free bird, specially after I cum. Then we are at point zero.
I am really skeptical and going to analyze that with introspection the days to come. Any advice from your experience is welcomed and thank you so much that you took the time to read this huge post!
CM is a great place and I am grateful I have discovered it!
