Hello. I'm new to this game and this community so I thought I'd introduce myself and share my beginner experience thus far...
I've been hypersexual since I hit puberty and I suspect it's because I have ADHD... Was a compulsive masturbator for many years and I enjoyed it, but recently I decided to be a little more productive, so 2 months back I bought a CB6000S chastity cage and fell in love with it the moment I first put it on. It was amazingly comfortable... Later that same day, my body was following it's usual daily routine and made me spontaneously horny so I pulled out the porn and went to jerk off, but I ended up grabbing the cage instead & I said "Oh, that's right... Oops! Hehehe..." Then I noticed something...
I really REALLY wanted to jerk off but couldn't because I locked the key in the safe on the other side of my residence so I could only watch and for the first time in my life, I made it through a whole porn DVD without having to clean up a mess. It gave me a real sense of accomplishment... But also I noticed that wanting to jerk off and not being able to felt so much better than succumbing and "blowing it". It gave me an even bigger high than anything that would've physically polluted me. So a means of self-control turned into a serious fetish for Tease & Denial. A bit Paradoxical but I absolutely love it!
I've been sober for more than 2 years now and I feel this new fetish I acquired gives me a dirty but good reason to stay sober, because it's much better than drinking or inhaling something that's sure to give me bad day the next morning. So, I intentionally tease myself by watching porn regularly while locked in my cage. I hear alot of people describe it as "evil" and "torturous" but I just can't get enough of it... Now, when I want to watch porn but don't want to waste time jerking off, I just put a DVD on and watch with a separate screen and continue what I'm doing on my PC.
Currently, I'm taking note of how I feel after so many days of not getting an orgasm when aroused... I also noticed I seem to have alot more energy at work and I don't need as much sleep at night. So, I'm going to see if this holds up through the retail holiday season. I work full time in a department store and with Black Friday and Christmas well on their way, I need that extra energy. My longest lockup so far is 12 days so I'm gonna shoot for 20 days (no pun intended) and if I can manage that, then I'll go 25 days and allow myself release on Christmas day as a present to myself. After that. I may play the dice game via mobile app to determine how long my next session will be.
Hope you found my beginner experience entertaining... Glad to meet you all and happy see this lifestyle ain't as "isolated" as I thought it was. I guess it's true what they say... "You never know until you try!"
-PornAddict103
I've been hypersexual since I hit puberty and I suspect it's because I have ADHD... Was a compulsive masturbator for many years and I enjoyed it, but recently I decided to be a little more productive, so 2 months back I bought a CB6000S chastity cage and fell in love with it the moment I first put it on. It was amazingly comfortable... Later that same day, my body was following it's usual daily routine and made me spontaneously horny so I pulled out the porn and went to jerk off, but I ended up grabbing the cage instead & I said "Oh, that's right... Oops! Hehehe..." Then I noticed something...
I really REALLY wanted to jerk off but couldn't because I locked the key in the safe on the other side of my residence so I could only watch and for the first time in my life, I made it through a whole porn DVD without having to clean up a mess. It gave me a real sense of accomplishment... But also I noticed that wanting to jerk off and not being able to felt so much better than succumbing and "blowing it". It gave me an even bigger high than anything that would've physically polluted me. So a means of self-control turned into a serious fetish for Tease & Denial. A bit Paradoxical but I absolutely love it!
I've been sober for more than 2 years now and I feel this new fetish I acquired gives me a dirty but good reason to stay sober, because it's much better than drinking or inhaling something that's sure to give me bad day the next morning. So, I intentionally tease myself by watching porn regularly while locked in my cage. I hear alot of people describe it as "evil" and "torturous" but I just can't get enough of it... Now, when I want to watch porn but don't want to waste time jerking off, I just put a DVD on and watch with a separate screen and continue what I'm doing on my PC.
Currently, I'm taking note of how I feel after so many days of not getting an orgasm when aroused... I also noticed I seem to have alot more energy at work and I don't need as much sleep at night. So, I'm going to see if this holds up through the retail holiday season. I work full time in a department store and with Black Friday and Christmas well on their way, I need that extra energy. My longest lockup so far is 12 days so I'm gonna shoot for 20 days (no pun intended) and if I can manage that, then I'll go 25 days and allow myself release on Christmas day as a present to myself. After that. I may play the dice game via mobile app to determine how long my next session will be.
Hope you found my beginner experience entertaining... Glad to meet you all and happy see this lifestyle ain't as "isolated" as I thought it was. I guess it's true what they say... "You never know until you try!"
-PornAddict103