So after the last orgasm on a Sunday night, I went to work for the week uncaged on honor system since I cannot be locked at work for good reason. I typically work 4 days a week so the remaining three days will be locked. S texted me one of my work days and told me to look up penis sleeve/extenders and send them to her for review. This first came up during our talks of how to keep her having regular sex and orgasms while keeping me unable to cum. She's not a fan of me wearing a strap-on so she decided a penis sleeve was needed. She wants me to have minimal pleasure during sex. This completely derailed my focus at work. Good thing I was sitting at my desk because I instantly got an erection. Later that night I sent her products to review and she liked the Vixen Colossus and ordered it.
The change that I've seen is truly amazing. 2 years ago when I first introduced chastity, she was very vanilla and not really into it. She held my key but still wasn't interested in the big picture. Slowly, she started to see the benefits of keeping me constantly aroused and started dominating me in the bedroom. I loved seeing her inner-domme come out. Then one day chastity stopped altogether and I thought it would never return. Now here we are many months later and S has proposed it to me and wants to change our marriage dynamic to an FLR. I'm not sure what she read or what kind of research she has done, but it certainly changed her views. The best part is that I didn't have to annoy her or top from the bottom like I had in the past. This is all her making the choice to better our relationship. I love it and I love her.
Over this last weekend, I was all over her in bed. I couldn't stop kissing her and she was loving it. She unlocked me both nights and wanted sex but told me I would not be cumming. Saturday night she had me put on the vibrating cock ring that she loves so much. She orgasmed quickly, smiled, and said "all done, goodnight" It was amazing. Then Sunday night, same thing happened but without the cock ring. We had to stop a few times because my urge to cum was so intense. I held out long enough for her to orgasm and I was in the heat of the moment. I begged her to let me cum, it was the animal in me that wanted it so badly. She quickly unmounted me and strictly told me No! I kept begging her, she laughed and told me, "youre hopeless. It's only been one week." She went back to her side of the bed and I laid there wondering how the hell I got here. I'm extremely horny and actively being denied by my wife. Still, it was amazing and I'm glad she told me no.
This morning while drinking our coffee, I apologized for begging last night. She told me she was glad I communicated that with her and that she knew she could not give in to me because it would show weakness. She told me, "maybe next weekend". I pledged that I would do my best to not beg anymore and that when she says no, then it's a definite no. She agreed. Moments later she told me that the new cage was being delivered today and that she wanted me to try it on immediately to check size.
Last note for the day. S has advised me that my punishments for bad behavior will consist of extended days of chastity, writing assignments, additional chores, and physical punishments to include spanking and CBT. She told me that she has began to actually enjoy spanking me hard with her paddle. We have had a few nights of funishment in the last year despite our lack of sex. During the last spanking a few weeks ago, she gave me multiple very hard swats that exceeded my "fun" threshold. I didn't stop her because I was secretly glad that she was finally using real strength behind her swats. The result was that my butt was bruised for a week. She found it amusing that she bruised me. She told me that the reason for her paddling me so hard was because she was unleashing her frustration from the last big argument we had days prior to that. Without realizing it, she escalated a fun play session to an actual painful punishment that left me bruised. When she told me about her motivation to inflict pain, I thanked her and told her I wouldn't make that same mistake again that led tonour argument. The more I think about it, I really believe that precise moment of punishing me and getting me to admit of my wrongdoing was the catalyst to her seeking an FLR. The timing of it compared to her proposal is far too coincidental. Maybe I'm wrong, but it doesn't matter at this point. Something onside her has been unleashed and I'm not going to question it. While browsing CBT tools, she loved the idea of the ball crusher plate and she thinks she would use regularly. Till next time.
-Pasta
The change that I've seen is truly amazing. 2 years ago when I first introduced chastity, she was very vanilla and not really into it. She held my key but still wasn't interested in the big picture. Slowly, she started to see the benefits of keeping me constantly aroused and started dominating me in the bedroom. I loved seeing her inner-domme come out. Then one day chastity stopped altogether and I thought it would never return. Now here we are many months later and S has proposed it to me and wants to change our marriage dynamic to an FLR. I'm not sure what she read or what kind of research she has done, but it certainly changed her views. The best part is that I didn't have to annoy her or top from the bottom like I had in the past. This is all her making the choice to better our relationship. I love it and I love her.
Over this last weekend, I was all over her in bed. I couldn't stop kissing her and she was loving it. She unlocked me both nights and wanted sex but told me I would not be cumming. Saturday night she had me put on the vibrating cock ring that she loves so much. She orgasmed quickly, smiled, and said "all done, goodnight" It was amazing. Then Sunday night, same thing happened but without the cock ring. We had to stop a few times because my urge to cum was so intense. I held out long enough for her to orgasm and I was in the heat of the moment. I begged her to let me cum, it was the animal in me that wanted it so badly. She quickly unmounted me and strictly told me No! I kept begging her, she laughed and told me, "youre hopeless. It's only been one week." She went back to her side of the bed and I laid there wondering how the hell I got here. I'm extremely horny and actively being denied by my wife. Still, it was amazing and I'm glad she told me no.
This morning while drinking our coffee, I apologized for begging last night. She told me she was glad I communicated that with her and that she knew she could not give in to me because it would show weakness. She told me, "maybe next weekend". I pledged that I would do my best to not beg anymore and that when she says no, then it's a definite no. She agreed. Moments later she told me that the new cage was being delivered today and that she wanted me to try it on immediately to check size.
Last note for the day. S has advised me that my punishments for bad behavior will consist of extended days of chastity, writing assignments, additional chores, and physical punishments to include spanking and CBT. She told me that she has began to actually enjoy spanking me hard with her paddle. We have had a few nights of funishment in the last year despite our lack of sex. During the last spanking a few weeks ago, she gave me multiple very hard swats that exceeded my "fun" threshold. I didn't stop her because I was secretly glad that she was finally using real strength behind her swats. The result was that my butt was bruised for a week. She found it amusing that she bruised me. She told me that the reason for her paddling me so hard was because she was unleashing her frustration from the last big argument we had days prior to that. Without realizing it, she escalated a fun play session to an actual painful punishment that left me bruised. When she told me about her motivation to inflict pain, I thanked her and told her I wouldn't make that same mistake again that led tonour argument. The more I think about it, I really believe that precise moment of punishing me and getting me to admit of my wrongdoing was the catalyst to her seeking an FLR. The timing of it compared to her proposal is far too coincidental. Maybe I'm wrong, but it doesn't matter at this point. Something onside her has been unleashed and I'm not going to question it. While browsing CBT tools, she loved the idea of the ball crusher plate and she thinks she would use regularly. Till next time.
-Pasta
