Just a quick note to provide context to my situation and to say thank you to the many experienced posters, both key holders and their submissive males for your insight and openness. Late 40s male, married to Miss J for over half our lives. We've done many types of play over the years, but her being a hotwife and me being her cuckold are what we enjoy most as a lifestyle. Miss J has taken a lover D who is experienced at being an alpha male to couples like us. As part of establishing me as the beta male, he suggested I serve Miss J in this way. He knows me and that I am only too happy to oblige. I look forward to this outlet to express my feelings on this journey. DandJsCuck