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My keyholder has been very gracious and allowed me to purchase my leather work apron, in which she requested to be engraved with her name and bitch on it. OMG it's such a rush ordering these things. I feel it's only appropriate that my keyholder gets to order some treats of her choosing.

I really feel I've found my place in service to my keyholder

As her collared slave of 656 Days
I've listened to this audio so i will be obedient all of her comands that she adds to my list. Whilst I wear my collar i will obediently comply with any of her comands.

https://vive-hypnosis.com/hypnosis/collar-of-obedience/

I've given her full control over me
 
I'd like my Keyholder to be rougher and more demanding of me, I feel I've reached a plato.
I've cleaned, done windows and done my tasks and really want more, ive asked her to choose my next tattoo and position. Ive traded my merits for her to read a femdom book this week instead of me having an orgasm.
I wonder if I'm being tested her towel in the ensuite was left folded the opposite way to how she likes them, so I've corrected that, there was a glass left on the bench for me to put away. I was disappointed she assisted in putting clean sheets on the bed, rather than demanding i completed the task as a requirement. I really felt that was my job to complete and it wasn't timely and expected to be punished.
I crave more meanal tasks and to complete them and things to her satisfaction. I seek no expectation of reward and crave her comands and direction to satisfy her requirements.
No spanking which I miss desperately im also desperately missing any touch of her property although noticeably she has been grabbing her property more often which is a wonderful distraction. Im day 38 of 96 of being locked with no release, in know im not orgasming this year, I think I'm finding the lack of touch to her property the hardest, I crave her touch on her property even tho I know I'm not cumming. Her touch of her property is something I'm really craving.
No demands for massages, or to wear the leather service collar or anything else as yet. Im forever in debt to her.
Continuing my hypnosis audio of obedience to her whilst collared.
I feel I've completed a number of tasks but are craving more to serve her.
 
Well picking this up after several months of not journalling.
2026 brings a year of complete orgasm and erection denial.
We finally have the ceiling hook sorted and I had my first Canning while attached with my arms above my head. I love the feeling of helplessness, How I cant do anything about my predicament. Can't resist, can't get away, can't protect my self and are completely vulnerable. I missed being blind folded, because a could see the strikes of the cane comming. I think I prefer the unpredictably of not knowing when the cane is coming. I love how we have progressed from just some minor red makes being visible for a day or so to bruises that now last a week. I have mainly just been taking the cane. There is the cat of nine tales that is intriguing, I have had but not really hard. Yet! I do love the high of a really hard session, and love having the lasting marks.
Have a few new stainless steel cages to try.
I have been doing a better job on nipple pumping this year as of today i have done 166 hour for the month.
More to come more regularly this year
 
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Well one of the new rules for 2026 is a foot rub every morning. In the last 2 days after her foot rub Lady V has had very long orgasms, that seem to go on for ever. It's so wonderful having her cum like this and see her in a world of bliss for longer. I love her thrusting in to my face and pulling my head hair and ears as she uses me. Im hopeful one day that she will fully sit on my face and grind away.
Quite enjoying my new polished Aluminium cage, got the largest size, but its a tight fit, very secure. Nice change from the cherry keeper.
I adore being in service to her, i crave her spanking to get harder and harder
2026
5 Orgasms Lady V
0 for me