Oh dear, what am I doing. I'm sure many of you reached the point in your relationships or personal journeys where you got nervous. I'm at about that point.
My partner has recently become a lot more interested in chastity, BDSM and general kink activities. It's not like we were getting nowhere to begin with.. we were travelling along quite happily, but she has recently been reading a work of erotic fiction (the story of 'o') which has "got her thinking".
She has now declared that upon returning from her holiday, we are to go out shopping for enough panties that I won't need to wear boy undies unless I have a damned good reason (like working under the house or something where I would ruin nice panties). She has also asked me to look into were I can find a corset, as she likes my hips (I didn't realise I had any) and she would like to see more of them.
This is coupled with the recent arrival of the PA-5000 I ordered. I can't wear it yet unfortunately, as my PA is too small. We have also been chatting extensively with a couple of like minded kinksters, who's company we have been enjoying immensely, so who knows where that will end up.
I'm not complaining, I'm just a little nervous that this is all happening so quickly. In a way, its exactly where I want to go, it's just that now it seems like someone else is driving... from the passenger seat! I know this will clear up and I'll find myself on the other side of it happier than I knew I could be. I just need to pour it out now, it clears my mind.
Thanks for reading
My partner has recently become a lot more interested in chastity, BDSM and general kink activities. It's not like we were getting nowhere to begin with.. we were travelling along quite happily, but she has recently been reading a work of erotic fiction (the story of 'o') which has "got her thinking".
She has now declared that upon returning from her holiday, we are to go out shopping for enough panties that I won't need to wear boy undies unless I have a damned good reason (like working under the house or something where I would ruin nice panties). She has also asked me to look into were I can find a corset, as she likes my hips (I didn't realise I had any) and she would like to see more of them.
This is coupled with the recent arrival of the PA-5000 I ordered. I can't wear it yet unfortunately, as my PA is too small. We have also been chatting extensively with a couple of like minded kinksters, who's company we have been enjoying immensely, so who knows where that will end up.
I'm not complaining, I'm just a little nervous that this is all happening so quickly. In a way, its exactly where I want to go, it's just that now it seems like someone else is driving... from the passenger seat! I know this will clear up and I'll find myself on the other side of it happier than I knew I could be. I just need to pour it out now, it clears my mind.
Thanks for reading