For those who dont know: I'm new to male chastity and have been locked up continuously since two weeks, longer than I ever have and my girlfriend is only willing to unlock me for piv sex-thing is, she hasn't been feeling like it since july 6th and she just recently told me she's been so satisfied with her sexual life in this new direction we've been taking things that she doesn't think she'll feel like piv for at least another couple weeks, which was utterly devastating for me to hear.
Thing is, she is still really sexual, I dont think she sees the irony of the situation, just the other day she mentioned if she goes a few days without an orgasm she starts to go insane. We have sex almost every night, her favourite is me fingering her while kissing and caressing but she also likes oral and nipple play.
Needless to say touching her privates every night only increases my frustration a hundred fold, since the beginning it's been her strict rule that I am not allowed to ask to be unlocked under any circumstances, the decision only lies with her, and I've followed that despite the difficulty. However last night I was in such discomfort I started to whimper a bit during sex, I know that sounds pathetic but I am hyper sexual and before chastity would masturbate all the time, I'm going positively insane. She noticed and commented on how it's been a really long time since I've been unlocked and she knows that must be hard for me, and that she really truly appreciated what I was doing for her, that it makes the relationship work and feel satisfying for her. She even said she's never been as attracted to me as since I've been locked up this long.
All of this made me hopeful she'd release me and allow me to cum, but instead she told me that it "really sucks I just dont really feel like piv lately" and "I'm sorry but honestly the sex is so much better lately, I really don't expect to crave piv in a while, like a long while so maybe don't get your hopes up for a long time". She then revealed that she thought of a compromise, she apparently has a strap on from a relationship with a previous much smaller boyfriend and offered to fuck me with it mentioning prostate orgasms and that I wouldn't have to be unlocked.
Well, normally I'd be 100% opposed to it, I've never put anything in my ass and honestly it felt/feels way too submissive to a girl/gay for me to enjoy. It also sounded painful. But I have heard of prostate orgasms before and I was absolutely desperate, so in a moment of pure need for release I agreed and she got the strap on out.
All I can say is holy fuck that was an experience. I finally got to orgasm after such a long time, at least. It definitely messed with me a bit psychologically, as an otherwise normal straight guy taking a 5 or 6 inch dildo up the ass by your girlfriend as she slaps your ass is really confusing, especially when you climax from it.
She's mentioned wanting to try it again and that it might make a good substitute for me cumming from piv sex. I'm not really sure how I feel about that. I do really miss piv though
Thing is, she is still really sexual, I dont think she sees the irony of the situation, just the other day she mentioned if she goes a few days without an orgasm she starts to go insane. We have sex almost every night, her favourite is me fingering her while kissing and caressing but she also likes oral and nipple play.
Needless to say touching her privates every night only increases my frustration a hundred fold, since the beginning it's been her strict rule that I am not allowed to ask to be unlocked under any circumstances, the decision only lies with her, and I've followed that despite the difficulty. However last night I was in such discomfort I started to whimper a bit during sex, I know that sounds pathetic but I am hyper sexual and before chastity would masturbate all the time, I'm going positively insane. She noticed and commented on how it's been a really long time since I've been unlocked and she knows that must be hard for me, and that she really truly appreciated what I was doing for her, that it makes the relationship work and feel satisfying for her. She even said she's never been as attracted to me as since I've been locked up this long.
All of this made me hopeful she'd release me and allow me to cum, but instead she told me that it "really sucks I just dont really feel like piv lately" and "I'm sorry but honestly the sex is so much better lately, I really don't expect to crave piv in a while, like a long while so maybe don't get your hopes up for a long time". She then revealed that she thought of a compromise, she apparently has a strap on from a relationship with a previous much smaller boyfriend and offered to fuck me with it mentioning prostate orgasms and that I wouldn't have to be unlocked.
Well, normally I'd be 100% opposed to it, I've never put anything in my ass and honestly it felt/feels way too submissive to a girl/gay for me to enjoy. It also sounded painful. But I have heard of prostate orgasms before and I was absolutely desperate, so in a moment of pure need for release I agreed and she got the strap on out.
All I can say is holy fuck that was an experience. I finally got to orgasm after such a long time, at least. It definitely messed with me a bit psychologically, as an otherwise normal straight guy taking a 5 or 6 inch dildo up the ass by your girlfriend as she slaps your ass is really confusing, especially when you climax from it.
She's mentioned wanting to try it again and that it might make a good substitute for me cumming from piv sex. I'm not really sure how I feel about that. I do really miss piv though
