Dollyanne's Chastity Journey!

Thank You, Lady Kismet! Dollyanne is the worrying kind so she doesn't watch too much TV anymore--other than the good kind! :character0114: (Of course, now dollyanne IS a TV! lol) TV is just too violent and dramatic with bobbing heads and animated eyebrows that drive dollyanne crazy! Most of dolly's news comes from the Internet so dolly has a better chance to filter on headlines and avoid excessive graphic violence, catastrophes, disasters, and hyped up stories. Dollyanne definitely prefers sex to violence and castastrophes any day! :sex_porn:

You may be right about the over-hyping. Now it appears the swine flu may spread rapidly but have a relatively low severity level. Hopefully, dollyanne can filter it and minimize the worrying!

Curtsey,:manga_bunny:
dollyanne

 

Dollyanne is not sure of the question you are asking, dar, but will do her best to answer what she thinks you are asking. First, dolly should say that "exploded" is probably too strong a word for what dollyanne experiences. Dolly's cummies now are perhaps better described as "trickles" or "oozing"--more of a "milkie". The last time dolly really exploded with a full-fledged boi cummie was last year around October.

What dolly did was to deny herself without chastity for about a month, only rubbing her nipples. This ultimately caused dollyanne to have a gurly cummie in her panties. If you haven't had one like this it is a feeling like you are going to pee, but you aren't because you are erect. You just relax and let the feeling happen and don't worry about the consequences. The first time it happened for dollyanne felt like magic! Dolly was sooo amazed that she did this without touching herself! Was the feeling worth it? :yes1::yes1:

After the first time it probably took about a week or two of denial before happening again. The time kept getting shorter as dollyanne became more aware of the feeling and was able to let it happen. It was definitely addicting as it made dollyanne feel more gurlie-like! More of dolly's full body was involved! It is different than a boi cummie in that you are still horny afterwards. It is more like a milkie. It is also easier to consume your cummie if you want to (and dollyanne wants to, so she eats lots of fruit to stay sweet!)

Then, when dollyanne got her pink cb-2000 chastity, she was sure that it had come to an end. No way was she going to have a cummie while in chastity. Well, dolly was wrong! Again, it took some time--maybe a month (you can actually follow it in dollyanne's journal) before dolly felt the same sensation in chastity. The cb-2000 has a cage length of about 2.5" and in dollyanne's case she was able to get a nearly 2/3 erection in it. (Being small does have its advantages!) This time, dollyanne knew what it felt like so was more prepared. When it happened in the chastity device, dollyanne was once again amazed. And, just like before, dollyanne was able to do this with decreasing intervals. Dollyanne's nipples were becoming more and more sensitive! :sex009:

However, as dollyanne reduced the spacer size, thus moving the cage in closer to her tessies, there was less room for her sissy clitty to expand. Now, her erections were probably closer to half. Dolly did not succeed, in the short time she tried with this tighter spacer, to have a cummie in chastity. However, dollyanne thinks she would have eventually (maybe after some time like a month again) just like before, if she hadn't been forced to remove the chastity because of her "spa-rash" problem. Dollyanne thinks her clitty adjusted to the smaller size, and when expanding, "learned" to stop at the right time!

When dollyanne recovers, she is looking forward to trying it again with the smaller spacer and fully expects it may take up to a month to achieve in the chastity.

Dolly is excited about the new "mini" chastity models--the cb-6000S and the mini-birdlocked. These seem tailor-made for dollyanne's tiny clitty and are likely to be more confining. If dollyanne is able to achieve a cummie in either of these, she expects it will take about a month of denial, which would be about right--a few weeks of frustration, followed by a "trickle" cummie, followed by more frustration. Of course, it is also possible that these devices are small enough to prevent a cummie altogether! Only time will tell!

In dollyanne's case, she has learned to have a cummie by nipple rubbing alone, in or out of chastity, with the latter taking longer to achieve. This may be unique to dollyanne, as she hasn't seen others talking about doing this, but dollyanne believes if you focus on it, you can accomplish it!

Dollyanne doesn't know if, in this wordy reply, she has answered the questions you've asked, dar, so let dollyanne know if she hasn't and dolly will try again. Hope this helps!

Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Just to clarify the answer to b) -- Goosebumps!! All over! Even though dollyanne is not back in her chastity, she is able to have a full-body experience that gives her goosebumps from head to toe, and did so again this morning! Dolly thinks it may be similar to the toe-curling, leg-shaking, eyes-back-in-sockets orgasms that girls experience, except with less intensity of course. This leads dollyanne to believe that girls may have it better in this department! Sissy gurls are probably somewhere in between with benefits from both worlds, without having the full experience of either.

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Perky dollyanne wanted to cry tonight. :sad0004:Tears welled up in her eyes like a rain-engorged cloud, and were on the verge of pouring out, but they didn't. Just moistness. The cloud passed over.

Any reason? Yes and no. Yes, for things that are going on in dollyanne's life and her spa rash taking so fadoddling long to heal. She longs to have her chastity life back!

And no, for no reason, other than maybe it's time for a crying release. Overdue. Emotions go up and emotions go down and maybe they swing a bit more so for sissy gurls who are stuck in a nether world--a no man's and no girl's land of invisibility and cloudy confusion. Sometimes in skirts, sometimes in pants, sometimes in tears for no reason.

It must be time to go panty shopping! Dollyanne is off to dreamland early tonight.

Curtsies, Huggs, and Kissses,:manga_balloon:
dollyanne

 

Thank you so much, missy katrin and respectful! Dolly felt better today. Lots of rain and thunderstorms came through and dollyanne lay in bed in the afternoon and listened to the sounds of Mother Nature and tried to amuse herself with twitter. (More than 300 followers now!) The rain should let up tomorrow and maybe dollyanne can go panty shopping!

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank you, respectful, for your kind words of support, and of course, dollyanne thinks chocolate is a wonderful idea, Mistress Watchful, and missy katrin! Dolly got not one, but two, boxes of dark chocolate thin mints (on sale, of course!). They may not be good for dollyanne's waistline, but they are definitely helping dolly's mood. Dolly has been nibbling on them for two days.

This morning dollyanne felt anxious and used her self-hypnotic trigger to put herself back to sleep while listening to the rain. :manga_snooze: Dolly slept for an additional two hours and felt much better afterward. Dollyanne needs to practice self-hypnosis more often!

And, more good news! Dollyanne got to swish around in her pink mini-skirt and panties this evening, vacuuming the kitchen and living room and doing the laundry! :chores009::chores047:This may not sound like much to some, but for dollyanne it was a forward step in the right sissy maid direction. Many more steps are needed, but it is the journey and not the destination that counts--so they say!

Dollyanne was also quite pleasantly surprised when she counted her chastity fund change she's been saving--122 quarters, 142 dimes, 56 nickels, and 71 pennies, making $48.21, if dollyanne's math is right. Added to dollyanne's $40 left over from her previous chastity fund and dolly's fund for a new chastity device has reached a grand total of $88.21!! Still not enough for a 6000S or mini-birdlocked, but much farther along than dollyanne thought! Dollyanne may be tempted to contribute more from her allowance, but there are panties, bras, nighties, and shoes to be bought also!

Hope everyone is having a fantastic day!

Curtsies and Huggs,:manga_bath:
dollyanne

 

Thank You, Miss D! Dollyanne is for sure a sissy gurl through and through. And, dollyanne ALWAYS wears panties--but maybe she needs to make them frillier, lacier, and silkier! You may be onto something important--dollyanne certainly does feel better and has more purpose when she is femmed and is reminded of it. It is just sometimes so difficult to accomplish. Perhaps dollyanne needs more stealthy constant reminders of her femme sissiness in addition to sissier panties--like maybe her ankle bracelet, or perhaps hose and training bra underneath. Dollyanne needs to go panty shopping!

Curtsey,:manga_gotmail:
dollyanne

 

Due to weather and other circumstances, dollyanne did not go panty shopping today. This was too bad because it was discount day at dolly's favorite woman's clothing store! It was only 10%, but still, it all adds up and could've contributed to dollyanne's chastity fund. Hopefully, dollyanne can go tomorrow or the next day and still find bargains.

Dollyanne's rash continues to heal and is getting close, :character0074:so chastity can't be too far behind! And, it's almost time to change dollyanne's toenail polish. Dolly loves the shiny metallic precious metals, but will maybe try a nice subtle pink this time.

Dolly needs to get back on her weight loss program because she's starting to look pregnant. This is not a good look for a sissy! Too much chocolate and too many sweets are tempting dollyanne!:bad-girl-0009:

This morning dollyanne became best friends with her fluffy body pillows, though dolly is not going to kiss and tell on them! Suffice it to say they performed their duty and gave dolly goosebumps all over!

Curtsies and Huggs,:manga_bunny:
dollyanne

 

If it isn't one thing, it's another! Dollyanne spent the day--literally--on her back! The bout with the body pillows from yesterday may have thrown something out of whack. There's nothing like rough roll in the hay with your legs wrapped around a body pillow! In any event, dolly had a rest day and STILL has not been panty shopping!:bad-girl-0009::bad-girl-0009:

Now, dolly has to sneak into her secret clothes stash and find the tight control top panty girdle! That should help keep her back straight while she recovers. It's not bad, so it may only take a day or two. Getting the girdle though won't be easy. Dolly will have to wait until her spouse is asleep before she can do it, which means dolly will be sneaking around at 2 or 3 in the morning! Lauren should love all this secret spy mission stuff!:scared0016:

Which, dolly should mention, led dolly to look up the teen spy girl books lauren recommended. Dollyanne found them in the library, but ALL of them were checked out! There must be a lot of would be teen spy girls, or else a lot of sissy gurls following lauren's recommendation!

It also looks like dollyanne's nail polish refresh will have to be delayed a few days until dolly can safely bend over and do them. Dolly needs an understanding pedicurist!

Meanwhile, dollyanne has been twittering from her supine position and her followers now exceed more than 400!! Of course, many of these are sex toy shops, porno video sellers, and phone sex operators. But at least some of them are other sissy gurls, transgenders, and Mistresses as well. Dollyanne seems to have found a naughty little corner of Twitter! Some accounts are being suspended for nudity and "strange" activity, and dollyanne certainly is strange, so it may not last long.

Dollyanne hopes everyone has (and is having) a great day!

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank You, Mistress Watchful, mike, and Miss D! Secret Mission Midnight Girdle was a success and dollyanne wore it today with good results.:yes1:

Dolly was even able to take a long twilight walk in it. It was 90degF, and muggy, but a nice breeze was blowing and it felt good to be out walking among the rabbits and birds again. The rabbits were hopping and the birds chirruping all around dollyanne! There is a new pond along the walkway extension at the park that is being stocked with :fish: and is attracting ducks and cranes so that will make dollyanne's walks even more interesting when she resumes them. The only thing that spoiled the idyllic nature scene were two Lear jets that flew directly overhead at low altitude. Somehow, the desperate whining sound of jet engines didn't fit into the picture!

Dollyanne agrees, Miss D, that something ultra-feminine--silky, ruffly, and lacy--would be good for dollyanne's feminine mood. Dolly will take her time and try to find something appropriately feminine and sexy! After all, shopping is fun for a sissy gurl!:butterfly:

Dollyanne's healing is going well, and dolly has been able to wear mini-skirts around the house a little more. It may only be temporary though, as dolly's spouse is probably feeling sympathy for dollyanne at the moment.:character0074:

Hope everyone is having a great day in chastity or out!

Curtsies and Huggs,:manga_bunny:
dollyanne

 

Thank You, Mistress Watchful! That's a great picture of Secret Mission Midnight Girdle--dollyanne loves it!

Dollyanne has been trying to walk again, but the weather has not been cooperative. There was one day though when the evening sky was a golden Tuscan yellow fading into pink glowing charcoal clouds, and dollyanne took a nice twilight walk again in the park. It was a beautiful display and definitely inspired dolly to want to get back out there and restart her exercise and weight loss program, so that is coming for sure!

Dollyanne hopes things are going well for You at Uni!

Curtsey,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Lauren, dollyanne just got the book you recommended, "I would tell you I love you..." and started reading it. Dolly was surprised to see what appears to be a picture of lauren in her little plaid school girl skirt on the front cover! Dolly loves it so far and can tell it's going to be a fun read! Thanks!

Dollyanne gives you permission to go ahead and indulge yourself in that guilty pleasure. We all need at least one!

Huggs and Kisses,:butterfly:
dollyanne