Dollyanne's Chastity Journey!

Thank You, Mistress Watchful! Dollyanne is getting better, but is giving it a few days to see what happens. The bleeding seems to have stopped so dolly hopes You are right and it was just a pinch. After all this time and all this work to adjust to chastity, dollyanne would hate to develop a problem that keeps her out of it!

Was sorry to hear Your pet had a similar problem! It must be another hazard of chastity that has to be dealt with.

Curtsey,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank you for stopping in, Burger! Dolly's spouse is strictly 110% vanilla and is not a participant in dolly's femming or in her chastity. She tolerates dolly's perversions to a point, but dolly has to be careful not to go to far! It is like walking a tightrope across the Grand Canyon!

dollyanne

 

Thank you, lauren! Dollyanne hopes you are right and it is nothing to worry about. Time will tell.

Dolly is quite tempted to edge as you suggest, however dolly doesn't want to damage anything. It is possible though that dolly will conduct a "test" at the appropriate time to verify that everything is working ok down there! This would be quite naughty, but it would be in the interest of gathering medical information on dollyanne's condition of course!:innocent0003:

dollyanne

 

Thank you, cindy! Yes, dollyanne does have a girdle or two, but dolly doesn't want to squeeze that area too tight right now until it looks like it has healed.

A boi cummie would be very naughty, but as dolly mentioned to lauren, it might be necessary as a "test" to verify that everything is still in working order! Hopefully, Miss D will give Her opinion though as you suggest, when She comes back before dolly does anything too drastic!

dollyanne

 

Chastity woes

Dollyanne continues to be out of her chastity and is trying to analyze the problem she's been having. After rubbing around on the inside of the chastity in the bottom front dolly discovered a circular indent that she did not sand down as well as a slight protrusion from the epoxy or whatever they use to glue these parts together. Dolly is calling these imperfections "Crud" and "Crater".



Dolly didn't think these were a problem, but it could be that over time, as dolly got aroused in her chastity--which has been happening with more frequency lately--the underside of her clitty was rubbing against these edges. Eventually, Crud & Crater might have caused Bruise & Batter.

Dolly doesn't know if this theory is right, but she began sanding the imperfections with a gurlie emery board! The spot is hard to reach so dolly had to break the board into small pieces and slip them in and try to use her finger to sand the area. The plastic is really hard so it is probably going to take 2-3 days of sanding to get it smooth and another package of emery boards!

The spacer size will be a problem as dollyanne realized that she can't increase it because the guide posts have been cut to fit the current 3/8" spacer! This is a disadvantage of the cb-2000. Once the guideposts are cut, you're stuck! So, if the B-ring is clamped too tight because of the spacer size, dolly can't figure out anything to do about it, short of getting another device.

So, dolly is thinking more and more about metal. Surely, these kinds of imperfections are not present with stainless steel. No sanding should be needed!

Also, dolly is wondering if her chastity is actually too large, allowing dolly to have more of an erection than she should. It's only 2.5" in cage length, the smallest available, but still, dolly can get a 62.5% (at least) erection! Perhaps a slightly smaller device that restricts dolly's clitty erection is needed. So, dolly may need to get a custom steel device!

Curtsies & Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank you, chastityslavejohn! Dolly has both a Lowes and a Home Depot near by so she will look for these. In the past all dolly was able to find was sandpaper in various grits, but dolly did not look for emery cloth. Dolly's emery boards are coarse on one side and fine on the other, but dolly has no idea what grit they are. Dolly has been rubbing first with the coarse, then turning it over and rubbing with the fine, much the same way she does her fingernails when she files them!

Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Dolly has been sanding her chastity while taking her bubblebath for two days now and is getting close to eliminating the "Crud and Crater" in the plastic. One more day should do it!

However, dolly did notice the extent of the bruise damage on the underside of her clitty as the areas around it are clearing up and it can be more clearly seen. It looks like a definite bruise or a pinch and is still pretty nasty looking. Dolly will need to give it a little more time to heal before going back into her chastity.

The sanding may or may not clear up the problem--dollyanne isn't sure. And, dolly can't change the spacer size because of the guideposts being cut. Plus, there is no A-ring in between if the 1 3/4" is too small. The 1 7/8" is definitely too large.

Dolly worries that her beloved pink chastity's days could be over!

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Back in chastity!

Dollyanne has mostly healed and is carefully back into her chastity! Sanding is done and dolly is trying to understand what happened to avoid another injury in the future. It could be that dolly's ability to have a squirtie in her chastity, rather than protrusions in the plastic, was responsible for the injury. Dolly may have "blown out" her clitty! In any event, dollyanne is not taking any chances and is not planning on having another squirtie in her chastity anytime soon!

In the meantime, dolly is investigating the possibility of a maturemetal device. Mature Metal has been very good at answering dollyanne's dumb questions, and dolly has pretty much determined the device dimensions she needs for a "Watchful Mistress". All that remains at this point is to come up with a stealth payment and shipping address. It could be that dollyanne is looking at another Christmas chastity present!

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Dollyanne got a "Dorthy" costume on sale after Halloween for $8 (normally $35!). It's a little tight, but should be OK when dolly loses some weight. Once dolly got it on, she almost couldn't get it off!

Dolly's chastity is still working well and putting dolly into a femming state of mind again. Dolly also got a new pair of panties and a soft pink Warner bra along with a girl's swimsuit bottom (only $3!).

With all the bargains out there it looks like there's going to be more shopping in dolly's near future!

Curtsies & Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank You, Miss D (and cindy too). You are so right. Not being in chastity is sooo tempting to dollyanne! Especially after the sissy conditioning experiment! Chastity keeps dolly in a feminine frame of mind and also channels her energy in that direction! In chastity, dolly definitely becomes "pantysexual" dolly, shopping for panties, bras, shorts, skirts, tops, hosiery, dresses, makeup, and more! Plus her thoughts are slutty!

Out of chastity, dolly starts reverting back to boi mode--slowly, but surely. Since dolly is self-locked it is up to her to stay in chastity and in continue femming. Sometimes it is difficult and finding the "right" chastity device isn't easy either. But pantysexual dolly hasn't given up yet!

Curtsey,:butterfly:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Hi, lauren, thanks for the great question! Dollyanne definitely finds herself shopping for gurly bargains--something dollyanne loves to do--and is still mincing about the house in her new mini-skirts. But, sad to say, dollyanne has put the weight back on she lost and needs to go through the weight-loss program again. Dolly has also not tackled some of the special "vanilla" projects she wanted to such as her music studio, writing, exercising, and bike riding. Funds have been lacking, but to be truthful, dolly is still procrastinating in some of these things.

Dolly IS very good around the house doing chores such as cooking, cleaning, laundry, and other things, but has much learning to do. Not to make excuses, but her energy level of late has been sooo low, that just doing these things exhausts her. Dollyanne needs a sissy energy bar!

Chastity has definitely stopped dolly from excessive boi wanking--ANY boi wanking for that matter! Dolly is grateful for that. Even including the sissy conditioning stimuli--and maybe partly because of it--dollyanne's surfing habits have also changed. Dolly mostly looks at sissy/feminization/cuckolding/chastity sites for the most part, rather than the nasty boi ones she used to!

This is probably not a good answer to your question, lauren, but thanks for asking it! It makes dollyanne think about what her goals are and whether she is really accomplishing them. And the general answer is: she is not! Dollyanne needs to loose some weight, get some energy, and get going!

If dolly may ask without prying, lauren, how is chastity working for you, and has it helped you at all in accomplishing some of your goals?

Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Cindy, you make an interesting observation about procrastination with chastity. Dollyanne does find that she focuses on chastity too much sometimes to the exclusion of other things. Chastity feels good (when it isn't hurting or injuring dollyanne!). And that "feel good" feeling may be replacing dolly's former masturbation feel good feeling. Maybe it's just trading one thing for another. However, chastity does certainly motivate dolly to pursue femming.

But even though dollyanne actively seeks out femming opportunities with clothes and things, dolly is quite restricted in what she can do because of her personal situation. Dolly is at least lucky to have a spouse who allows her to mince around the house in gurly things (to an extent--miniskirts are in, but bras are out, for example, and have to be stealth!).

If dolly were free to femme as much as she wanted, then probably dolly would take more things for granted and wouldn't be as obsessive with it. And, of course, dolly wouldn't have to devote energy to being stealth with it. Maybe it's like legalizing marijuana or something--once it's legal some of the thrill is gone!

Nevertheless, dolly would love to be more of a full-time sissy maid! And, being a sissy gurl makes dollyanne feel younger, like a teenage girl learning about herself and her relationship to the world. Dolly likes that feeling!

Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank you, lauren! Your devotion to health and exercise is inspirational to dollyanne. And, it certainly pays off--you are a real HOTTIE!

Dolly, at the moment, feels more like a twice-baked couch potato. Dolly did pursue an exercise/diet program that took her from an unsightly 190lbs to around 170lbs. But recently, dolly has ballooned back up again, maybe even above where she originally was. Dolly's idea of a balanced diet is a cupcake in both hands! Clearly, that won't get dolly where she needs to go.

Dolly needs to find that motivation within herself to accomplish that goal again like you have, lauren. The idea of being the "hot girl in the mirror" sounds intriguing. Maybe dolly needs to study your picture albums again for inspiration!

Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne