Hi, I am Lesley I suppose I am genderqueer- born male ,but perhaps identifying as lesbian. Have always preferred my femme side and dislike the messiness of penetrating women. masturbation and being pegged have been my favourite ways of sexual release .Fortunately I am blessed to have been born with a very small penis and various health issues have rendered my sexual desires at present to a fairly low level( long term use of a prostate drug alled finasteride at a large dose caused this I believe, but to me it is a blessed relief as it reduced my maleness. In 2004 I saw a specialist Doctor at a GP practice in The East End of London. An expert in circumcision he gave me exactly what I wanted in genital appearance - an extremely tight circumcision with frenum removal. It is cut so tight that my ball sac forms my pensi shaft, when I manage to get erect it feels taut and holds my testicles close to my body. This together with impotence and urinary incontinence have enabled me enjoy the feelings of chastity. As I wear a condom catheter during the day with a leg bag under ladies incontinence panties I feel totally chaste. I totally shave my body daily and always use ladies shaving cream (queen of shaves) with a venus razor. Ladies deodorant is a must.. I have to use a stall to empty my bag so that keeps me away from the abhorrent maleness of the urinal. At night I wear a large inco pad under tight inco panties and for extra security a pair of euroflex plastic long john panties. About every 3 months I milk my prostate - this usually results in less than half a teaspoon of emission with little or no pleasure. I think