I am new to chastity, experimented for a couple weeks and bought a Holy Trainer V2 (clear). Would like to post my story/journal here, so I am going to throw a few of my writings up from the last couple weeks: 26 Aug 2016: So I wanted to ask why I am having the feelings that I have... just a bit confused (but so excited at the same time.) I never thought chastity would interest me, and honestly I don't know what triggered it a couple weeks ago... I have always felt submissive in nature, but my wife and I don't practice BDSM. Maybe we would since we talked about it years ago, but then having kids kind of got in the way. Anyhow, since as long as I can remember (20+ years?) I had probably pleasured myself at least once a day or two. Whatever I read or saw that got me thinking about chastity, I made myself a home-made device with a prescription bottle and electrical tape, and wore it for two days. My mood and emotion toward everything, including my wife increased immediately and we had great sex. I put back on the homemade belt and hadn't touched myself for over a week. In fact, after only another day or two, I was having dreams of owning a real device, and after some research settled on a Holy Trainer v2. I told my wife that I was spending some money, but didn't tell her on what. Well, I got it and hadn't 't taken it off in 48 hours. In fact, I also bought a TetherSpout that should be here tomorrow, and that intrigues me. As another person pointed out, the feelings and emotions that this brings can be surprising. I am going to wait a few more days before introducing my desires to my wife (she is recovering from a quick-onset illness) but I can't come to terms with if what I am feeling is "normal." Although many say that the fantasy of chastity doesn't usually work this way, I can say for certain that I am happier, paying more attention to my wife, and more. Although my sexual drive/desires are on a high (remember it's been over a week now since my last orgasm) I don't necessarily want to be let out! I don't really know why, but I want the feelings I am having to continue and not be altered by having an orgasm. Is that normal? Most people seem to say that desire is overwhelming.