Debating what to do when I can unlock

Lockedup1984

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So I am on my longest lock up that i have ever had. My goal is 1 full month. I am 20 days in, very horny and excited, but as I have been fantasizing/dreaming about going a full month for so long.... But now I am at a cross road. When my 1 month is up, I really want to experience the mind blowing orgasm(considering how great they have been after just 7 days) On the other hand, I have a huge fantasy of being locked, then ruined, and locked back up. My submissive mind really wants to be ruined after so long, then locked back up for another month....but I have been looking forward to the big 'O'(and I am so incredibly horny)...I guess I still have some time to really decide. Miss and I are still newer to this, and I know she will want to give me the full orgasm...But if I ask, she will ruin it...Any thoughts?
 
How about both? Ruined first, then full. That will get you ready for a nice long denial period to follow.
 
make it fun, on the day just before you unlock toss a coin between ruined or full or if you are feeling really adventurous roll a dice, 1-2 full 3-4 ruin 5-6 neither remain locked

This way she doesnt have to decide if she doesnt want to and you are not as much topping from the bottom
 
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