Well...
I made my introductions here a couple of days ago.. so on talks with Mistress.K, I am starting a 'thoughts and feelings' series of posts here.
We have bought a device! Due to living in New Zealand, we decided to shop local (recession and all!), and purchased a Phoenix Guardian. Personally i was after the Sapphire, due to being what the marketers call an 'innovator', but alas, it's not out yet! So the guardian it is.. Got an email on Friday saying it had been sent.. but unfortunately, NZ post/couriers are not the most reliable.. so I'm expecting it tomorrow (Monday).
But.. I'm scared! not that i'll get locked up and used for my Mistress Wife's pleasure.. no it's worse than that..... I'm scared i won't fit!
Now it's gonna sound like i'm bragging... I'm really not.. but unfortunately, I'm quite well endowed. I always had my doubts about this, however, i do recall the time at school, when in changing rooms for swimming and this one other boy saying "wow, you have a huge one".. at a young age, and for me, i wasn't the most confident.. it was sole destroying.. once more, i didn't fit it..
You'd think i'd be happy about it.. I AM... but... I've been looking at pictures, and now i'm worried... the devices look small.. and all i want to do is let my Mistress click on the lock and make me work to get out of it!
Okies.. now i sound like a prize jerk.. please stop in and say hi.. Mistress.K will be reading this too (she may even add some thoughts and feelings too), so feel free to say hi to her as well.. she's lovely.. best thing ever to happen to me.. hence why I want her to further own me.
I'll post tomorrow about my device.. fingers crossed that it's good news, like that it fits!
gabby:cat:
I made my introductions here a couple of days ago.. so on talks with Mistress.K, I am starting a 'thoughts and feelings' series of posts here.
We have bought a device! Due to living in New Zealand, we decided to shop local (recession and all!), and purchased a Phoenix Guardian. Personally i was after the Sapphire, due to being what the marketers call an 'innovator', but alas, it's not out yet! So the guardian it is.. Got an email on Friday saying it had been sent.. but unfortunately, NZ post/couriers are not the most reliable.. so I'm expecting it tomorrow (Monday).
But.. I'm scared! not that i'll get locked up and used for my Mistress Wife's pleasure.. no it's worse than that..... I'm scared i won't fit!
Now it's gonna sound like i'm bragging... I'm really not.. but unfortunately, I'm quite well endowed. I always had my doubts about this, however, i do recall the time at school, when in changing rooms for swimming and this one other boy saying "wow, you have a huge one".. at a young age, and for me, i wasn't the most confident.. it was sole destroying.. once more, i didn't fit it..
You'd think i'd be happy about it.. I AM... but... I've been looking at pictures, and now i'm worried... the devices look small.. and all i want to do is let my Mistress click on the lock and make me work to get out of it!
Okies.. now i sound like a prize jerk.. please stop in and say hi.. Mistress.K will be reading this too (she may even add some thoughts and feelings too), so feel free to say hi to her as well.. she's lovely.. best thing ever to happen to me.. hence why I want her to further own me.
I'll post tomorrow about my device.. fingers crossed that it's good news, like that it fits!
gabby:cat: