Well it's been a few days since my last post here in my journal. First of all Merry Christmas to everyone. The reason why I haven't posted lately is because I've been quite busy. Monday we spent all day getting ready for our trip to Florida to see my family for the holiday. We are now in Florida. We left Monday evening and drove all night and arrived at my mom's house at 7:00 am Tuesday morning.
On the way down here, pet dozed on and off all night while I drove. I had mentioned once before that it has been difficult for me to talk to my pet about this lifestyle. I do not remember if it was here in my journal or on another thread. Anyway, there was a point during the drive where pet awoke and we started talking. This is really the first time that I was able to open up to him about things. We had a wonderful discussion. It lasted for a good hour to an hour and a half.
I told him some things that had been on my mind and things that I wanted to do. I really didn't get into the specifics of what I wanted to do because I want them to be a surprise for him. We discussed different toys and different things that I can do to make him want me even more than he does now. He gave me some really great ideas of how to make him frustrated. One thing that I didn't understand to this point was why would he want to be frustrated. When I am frustrated that's not a good thing. He explained to me the difference in the level/type of frustration he was talking about. Now I understand better and am willing to try things out.
We discussed this site. We both love this site. I for one have really had a great time here. I haven't had anyone to talk to about this lifestyle outside of my pet and now I do. I do not feel alone anymore. And I know that if I have a question, I can ask it here and people will help me without making me feel low. I think this site is great because of the fact that we are all in the same boat. We are all trying to live this different lifestyle and to most of us it is new. I want to thank all of you for giving me an outlet to go to. :hugs:
Since we have been down here with my family, I have been very stressed out and to be quite honest with y'all pissed off. My brother-in-law has become a drunk. I have always hated the way that he treats my sister and the kids and now it is even worse since he's drinking. Now I don't see anything wrong with having a drink or two on occasion, but we are talking excessive here. He is vulgar and to be quite honest with you he is a pervert. He grosses me out.
I told my sister today that I knew what she needed to get him. She asked me what and I told her that she needed to surprise him with a chastity device. I told her to get one and when he was asleep one night put it on him. I think she thought I was joking, but I was being serious.
I know it will never happen, but I really think she needs to think about it. I thought about telling her about my pet and how much him being locked up has made our relationship better. I'm not sure if I want to out us just yet though.
Well tomorrow is Christmas and I know it's going to be a long day especially since my brother-in-law is always an ass on the holidays and I'm sure tomorrow will be no different.
I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and I hope all of you have a great day.
Take care and I will catch up will y'all later. :hugs: