This is Tough....

I'm in my longest session yet... Over 6 weeks and still going. My last session was exactly 6 weeks and it broke me. I was literally in tears and couldn't pull myself together until I cracked and unlocked myself and gave myself a much MUCH needed release. Until that time, I was only doing 2 to 3 week long lockups, so 6 weeks was a huge leap for for me. Perhaps it was bit too much at once...

But this time, I'm past that 6 week mark and I'm still going and I'm doing alot better. I think what's stopping me from becoming desperate and breaking down again is I keep telling myself I'm going to be fine if I just keep going and focus more on how great the frustration feels and less on how badly I wanna cum.

I don't have a keyholder... I locked myself in chastity because a years-long jerking habit was out of control and stopping me from doing daily tasks. I had to do something about it. Funny thing is, being hyper-sexual, I picked up a real fetish for Tease & Denial along the way and I'm getting continuous pleasure through constant arousal, rather than jerking off many times daily for momentary pleasure and feeling down/miserable every time afterward. So, being locked up and always horny from it is keeping me in my favorite mood, instead of being on a constant rollercoaster ride.

That's my deal.