My Queen is the only joy in my life ! We met about ten years ago. No money has ever changed hands , but it costs me to take her for drives in the mountains and to her appointments . She treats me like filth, and often tells me she feels only contempt for me . For an unknown reason ,I am attracted to her abuse, both verbal and physical.. I have lived alone since before meeting my Queen, and have never looked at another Lady since . My Queen has such power over me , I feel it just by thinking of her . My Queen doesn't dress sexy , quite the opposite , she usually wears sweat pants and a loose sweater ,she probably weighs close to 300 pounds . It is her personality that attracts me . I find her on my mind more each day. I'm a senior ,and have never felt such respect and admiration for any one in my life .. I am considering getting a job although my pension is quite enough for me , and having my paychecks go into an account only my Queen has access too. I'd feel so good doing that ,and at my age life is to be enjoyed .. Thanks for reading .
please is that when you been bad and done something wrong. cos if it all the time it not very nice i dont think. i am shout at and get punish but not all the time like that.